I couldn''t bear to turn around.


    Several plain clothes swam silently, distributed on both sides of the ward door.


    I looked at them and whispered, "no one is allowed to enter the ward without my permission!"


    "Yes," they whispered.


    "I''m talking about anyone, including doctors and nurses!" I perfected another sentence.


    "Yes," they whispered back.


    Then I walked slowly from the corridor to the stairway, feeling still very depressed, with some inexplicable sadness in the depression.


    Walking downstairs, standing at the door of the building, the lights of two gray vans had been turned off, and they stopped quietly in the snow. I can''t see the people in the car. I don''t know who else is in the car.


    The wind and snow are still raging, blowing on my face and body.


    The wind is like a knife, the snow is silent.


    Looking up at the endless sky in the vast snowy night, thinking about Li Shun who is visiting his parents at this time, the moment when Li Shun just knelt down in front of the hospital bed, the muddy tears overflowing from Lao Li''s eyes, and the scene that Lao Li''s wife sobbed with Li Shun''s body in her arms, my heart was once again covered with sadness and shaken by family affection


    Family!


    What I saw just now is family love!


    The four seasons, the ups and downs of life, the cold and warm world, the world is changing, perhaps the only constant is always the family: parents, beloved, children I''m using my own vision and my own way to record the family affection and tolerance. I don''t know if I will be fearless and invincible when I take it on the road


    I feel sad to think, perhaps, family is the oasis in the desert, when you are lonely, weak, thirsty and sick, a look is full of light, the soul is comfortable, so will not be lonely, will quickly step forward, just a drop of water, rolling life ocean will diffuse in the heart. Family love is the north star in the night.


    Once we pursued the goal and ignored its existence, until one day we didn''t know the direction, looked up slightly, and a beam of soft light guided us to take firm steps. Kinship is a harbor in navigation. When we hit the rocks again and again, we slowly enter. There are no strong winds and waves here. We can stop here for a while, repair the wounds, prepare for supply, and sail high again.


    Everyone will have family affection, no matter he is a good person or a bad person, no matter he is a senior official or a civilian, no matter he is a God or a shrimp, no matter he is a cold man or a cool woman, no matter he is a black boss or a drug addict, as long as he is a human being, as long as he is a flesh and blood person, there will be family affection.


    It can''t be denied that family love is a cup of wine with a strong fragrance. When you drink it, you will get drunk. Another thin and long line of acacia is tied with children''s love at one end and family love at the other. No matter where you go, you will be closely accompanied by each other, or an endless stream of fresh water will flow to the countryside of life.


    There is no wonder in the world, only family love is eternal; the beauty of life, all love, only family love is unforgettable.


    Yes, it is. No family day is lonely, no family life is painful, no family is unfortunate, no family sky is dark. Family love is selfless and transparent. When you really feel her, when you embrace her without regret, she can face the ups and downs of the world. When you need help most, she can give you strength, strength and care


    Lighting a cigarette, slowly smoking, thinking wistfully, looking around the movement.


    The surrounding area is covered with plain clothes, and the shadows inside and outside the hospital building are everywhere. It can be seen that great efforts have been made in the security work, with obvious old Qin style.


    I can''t help suspecting that Lao Qin was in one of the vans.


    I stared at the two vans, wondering which one Lao Qin would be in.


    After a while, Fang Aiguo ran to me and said in my ear, "brother Yi, Xiaoxue and her son have arrived home safely!"


    I nodded: "you take your brother to take charge of the guard at the gate, pay attention to all possible signs!"


    "Yes Fang Aiguo agreed and ran back.


    I know that Lao Li and his wife will stay with him for some time tonight. He won''t leave for a while and a half.


    The night is long, the night is long.


    I walked slowly to the door of the van on the left. As soon as I reached for the door, the door suddenly opened. Then I saw Lao Qin.


    As expected, Lao Qin is here.


    "Come up," Lao Qin said.


    I got in the car immediately and the door closed.


    When I got into the car, I saw that the car was full of people, all wearing black training clothes, all fully armed, with helmets, field boots and AK-47s.


    "Good deputy commander in chief!" When they saw me, they whispered their greetings in unison.


    I nodded and looked at Lao Qin: "so many people? It''s all in that car, too? "


    Lao Qin said, "no, my car is for security. The commander-in-chief is in that car. The cars are all plain clothes and pistols of special combat units."


    "From where?" I said.Lao Qin hesitated and said, "Tianhua mountain!"


    "Tianhua mountain?" I can''t help but give an unexpected cry.


    Tianhua mountain is located at the border of China, Korea and Russia, where the mountains are high and the forests are dense. It is a pure primitive state, and the surrounding people are sparse. It was one of the main activity areas of the Anti Japanese League in those years. Tianhua mountain is about 500 kilometers away from Xinghai. No wonder Li Shun came so fast tonight.


    But, Li Shun, how did they suddenly arrive at Tianhua mountain from the golden triangle?


    Lao Qin looked at me and nodded: "yes, Tianhua mountain."


    "When did you arrive at Tianhua mountain?" I said.


    "A week ago!" Lao Qin replied.


    "What are you doing here?" I said.


    "Winter training!" Lao Qin said.


    Needless to say, it must be Li Shun''s idea again. He can really think of it and pull people and horses from the remote golden triangle to the border between China, North Korea and Russia. Who knows how he mobilized these teams to make a long-distance attack from the golden triangle to Tianhua mountain.


    "How do you survive over there?" I said.


    "Our training base was set up in an activity camp of the Anti Japanese Federation in those years. It was a big cave. There was no problem with accommodation. As for logistics supplies, I arranged for people to buy them from Russia through smuggling lanes." Lao Qin said.


    "How many people have come to winter training?" I said.


    "60 people, all from the special operations unit!" Lao Qin said.


    I nodded: "today is not all here?"


    "Except for one class, most of them are here!" Lao Qin said.


    "How do you think of winter training here?" I said.


    "Arranged by the commander-in-chief, he has been there before. The main object of this winter training is the special combat team members. The main purpose is to improve the combat ability of the special combat team members to adapt to the alpine climate and improve their ability to survive in the field." Lao Qin said.


    "The base camp has been arranged?" I said.


    "Yes, it''s well arranged over there. We keep in touch at any time!" Lao Qin said.


    "What''s the safety of winter training there?" I said.


    "No problem. The camp is 45 kilometers away from the Russian border and 53 kilometers away from the North Korean border. There are no people in the surrounding area of 100 kilometers. They are all deep mountains and old forests. Now the mountains have been snowed. We are there for winter training. We are hidden in the virgin forest and can''t see it from the air!" Lao Qin said.


    I nodded.


    "Two days ago, you and Qiu Tong went to Dandong?" Lao Qin said suddenly.


    I was stunned and then nodded: "yes, I went with a friend from South Korea!"


    "Well..." Lao Qin nodded.


    Lao Qin''s words seem to convey a message to me. Although they are in the deep mountains and forests, they can know the movement of Xinghai at any time, and my every move is under the control of Li Shun.


    Lao Qin was silent for a moment, and then said, "Zhang Mei is here today. She''s in the car!"


    "Zhang Mei? She''s here, too? " I said unexpectedly.


    "Yes, she came with the winter training this time. Today she came to Xinghai. She intended to let her stay in the camp, but she insisted on coming, so she came. Although she came, the commander-in-chief did not agree to her going to the ward, although she strongly wanted to go." Lao Qin said.


    Originally, I received a text message from Li Shun that I asked Qiutong and Xiaoxue to leave the ward. I thought that he was worried about their safety. However, when Lao Qin said this, I suddenly thought that Li Shun was considering what would happen if Zhang Mei insisted on not following her into the ward and saw Qiutong and Xiaoxue. He only let Qiutong and Xiaoxue go first because of this.


    Li Shun is considerate.


    Just then, the door of the van opened and a woman in a down jacket got out.


    It''s Zhang Mei.


    Zhang Mei went to our car and opened the door.


    I look at Zhang Mei.


    Zhang Mei was as beautiful as before, but her face was as pale and bloodless as Li Shun''s, and her eyes were sunken, which made her eyes bigger.


    "Hello," I said.


    "Ike, I want to talk to you alone!" Zhang Mei then turned around and took a few steps.


    I looked at Lao Qin, then got out of the car, closed the door and went to Zhang Mei: "what are you talking about?"


    Zhang Mei didn''t speak. She continued to walk a few steps and stopped in the shadow.


    I''ll follow.


    The snow continued to fall and the wind continued to blow.


    "Say it!" I said.


    Zhang Mei turned and looked at me: "when I just entered the yard, I saw you and two people walking out. If I remember correctly, they seemed to know each other."


    My heart sank, looking at Zhang Mei.


    Zhang Mei has a good memory. She once met Qiu Tong and Xiao Xue on the side of the square. I met her on the way to the drug treatment center, and she remembered them.


    Yes, she read it right. She knows it.


    "You seem to know each other? Is that right? " I do strange looking at Zhang Mei, brain side quickly around."Yes, do you remember the mother and daughter I saw in the car playing in the square when you stopped at the square when you sent me to the drug treatment center? At that time, the mother and daughter impressed me deeply, especially the girl. How many times did she appear in my dream I saw those two people just now. Although they were wearing cotton padded clothes, although I was in the car and it was snowing heavily, I can''t mistake them. They should be the mother and daughter I met. " Zhang Mei said, "Yi Ke, tell me, who are the mother and daughter? How do they know you? Why are they here tonight? "


    Zhang Mei''s eyes were fixed on me. My heart was full of bitterness and I couldn''t help being a little frightened.