"After sighing for you and Qin Lu for a long time tonight, Minister Guan said in front of all the members of the Party committee that the obscure relationship between you and Qin Lu would damage the reputation of the group and even the reputation of the publicity system, saying that the impact was very bad." Qiutong''s voice was a little worried.


    "When Guan Yunfei said this, what did sun dongkai do?" I said.


    "Secretary sun, he just nodded, echoed and pondered. He didn''t say anything." Qiu Tong said.


    "What about the other members of the Party committee?" I said.


    "The others just listened and didn''t speak." Qiu Tong said: "I wanted to say a few words at that time. I wanted to say that there would not be that relationship between you and Qin Lu. But after thinking about it, I looked at everyone''s expression and Cao Li sitting beside me. After hesitating for a moment, I decided not to say it."


    It turns out that Cao Li, the director of the party office, was also present at the winery tonight. The Party committee can attend as a nonvoting member. Of course, such a winery can attend.


    "It''s right not to say it. It''s useless to say it. It won''t solve any problems. On the contrary, it will bring you great passivity and lead to more unnecessary troubles. It''s extremely stupid to say that on this occasion. Fortunately, you didn''t say it." I said.


    Qiutong is silent, and seems to agree with me.


    "What are you worried about?" In a moment, I said.


    "I''m afraid it will affect your future." Qiu Tong said.


    "Ha ha..." I laughed: "it doesn''t matter what the future is. They can see it as they like and do it as they like. I don''t care Anyway, I know I didn''t do that. You know I didn''t do that. That''s enough! "


    Qiu Tong sighed: "but I''m still a little worried."


    "Don''t worry about me. At most, they just guess, let alone don''t have it. Even if they have it, they can''t give me serious punishment. It''s just a matter of life style at most. No one can give me punishment without conclusive evidence. It''s just gossip at most." I said.


    Qiutong sighed again: "people''s words are terrible..."


    "The wind will be fine in the past. It''s OK." I smile and comfort Qiutong, showing a relaxed look, but my heart is not relaxed, I don''t know what Guan Yunfei said on the table.


    Qiutong didn''t speak for a long time, then hung up.


    After calling Qiutong, I pondered for a while and decided to go back to work the next day.


    Qin Lu has a memorial service in the afternoon, because I have to go to my unit at 10 in the morning.


    I decided to go to the funeral home tomorrow morning to attend Qin Lu''s memorial service.


    At eight the next morning, I received a call from Qiutong.


    "At ten o''clock this morning is Qin Lu''s memorial service." Qiu Tong said.


    "I know." I said.


    "You Do you want to join? " Qiu Tong asked me.


    "Go." I said.


    Qiutong is silent.


    "Are you going or not?" I asked Qiutong.


    "I''ll go." Qiu Tong pause: "if you go, remember to wear sunglasses and masks."


    I understand what Qiutong reminded me. She didn''t want me to get into extra trouble and said, "well, I''ll remember."


    "Good If If you are recognized and gossiped on that occasion, you should be prepared and learn to restrain yourself. " Qiu Tong said.


    "Well, I''ll restrain myself." I said.


    Qiutong was silent for a moment and said, "do you have news from your parents?"


    "No I said.


    "Haizhu Any news? " Qiu Tong asked again.


    "No I called her home, his mother answered it, hung up directly, and didn''t let me call again. " I said.


    Qiu Tong sighed: "understand more, don''t worry Maybe things will get better for your parents in the past. "


    I didn''t speak.


    Qiu Tong did not speak any more and hung up.


    At more than nine o''clock, I received a call from my mother. They told me that early this morning, my parents left with them and went to Haizhu''s parents'' home to make amends. But unexpectedly, they closed the door and didn''t even let me in. Haizhu''s parents were cold faced, which made my parents very embarrassed. They didn''t have a chance to say a few words and made me come back.


    After listening to my mother''s narration, I felt very sad and said, "Mom, don''t worry about it for you and dad. Don''t go to their house any more. It''s my fault. I''ll take the responsibility. I''ll take the beating and scolding. I''ll accept it all by myself


    "No one wants to see such a thing happen, and it''s not that we have to make such a result. It''s a misunderstanding. I didn''t kill people or have that relationship with Qin Lu. They are still angry now. They misunderstood me too deeply. It won''t help if you go any more. So don''t go any more


    "When they calm down, I''ll go and explain in person, the apology that should be made, the apology that should be made The wedding died in the middle of the way. It''s not only their family that is embarrassed. Our family is also disgraced in front of relatives and friends. You and dad have done what they should do. If the fact is true, it''s OK to say, but it''s not what they think. When it comes to this point, no one wants to see it. Now that it''s done, we can only face the reality Let''s talk about it in the past. I''ll take care of it. "My mother sighed and hung up.


    I feel very depressed and sad, and feel very guilty and sorry. I feel sorry for my parents, but also some of Haizhu''s parents, and Haizhu.


    No matter whether it is true or not, the jubilant wedding has become a farce ridiculed by people, but it is an unchangeable fact. The face of the families of both sides has no place to put, and Haizhu has been greatly hurt. And the source of all this is because of me, I have unshirkable responsibility.


    Thinking of the elderly elders of both sides, Haizhu who was humiliated at the wedding, Qin Lu who was already in another world, Qiu Tong who was busy for me during this period, Haifeng and clouds who were far away in a foreign country, my heart filled with indescribable feelings of sadness, guilt, shame, helplessness, moving, bewilderment, melancholy


    Chinese people love face very much, my parents Haizhu''s parents are like this, Haizhu and I are like this. But now, the most shameful thing happened. For Haizhu, what could make her feel more humiliated?


    Although I feel very depressed in my heart, I have to understand the feelings of Haizhu and her parents and accept the cold treatment they give me and my parents.


    It makes me feel more depressed.


    I went straight out and took a taxi to the funeral home.


    Many people came to attend Qin Lu''s memorial service. There were many police cars in the parking lot, public security organs and law enforcement agencies. Qin Lu works in the office of the political and legal Commissar. Naturally, she knows a lot of people from the public security organs and the judiciary. Of course, many of them have a good relationship with each other. All those who should come today are here.


    There was still a little time to go before the memorial service. Everyone was standing in the hall whispering in twos and threes. I was standing in a corner of the hall, wearing a mask and sunglasses, looking around.


    Qin Lu''s black-and-white portrait is hanging on the wall in front of the hall. Looking at Qin Lu who has changed from color to black-and-white, my heart is filled with unspeakable taste. She left like this, and a young life left like this. No matter what she did before was right or wrong, at this time, she should not talk about it again.


    The dead are long, but the living are still alive.


    Qin Lu went to another world, and I still live in this complicated world.


    In a trance, I felt as if I was a walking corpse, leaving only a body in the world.


    I saw Qiutong. She came in wearing a black long windbreaker. After she came in, she saw me.


    I gave her a little nod, she also nodded, did not come over, and then went to one side.


    At this time, the whispers of people around me came into my ears.


    "Well Why did director Qin leave like this It''s too young. It''s the best time in life. It''s a pity to leave like this. "


    "It''s said that because of the adjustment of the middle level in the political and Legal Affairs Commission, director Qin was not promoted to the regular section. He was unable to think of it for a moment and took the road of suicide."


    "She can''t think of it too much. She is still so young, she has been to the middle-aged and young class of the Party school, and she belongs to the reserve cadre talent pool. She hasn''t been promoted this time, and next time, there are plenty of opportunities for her youth, and youth is the biggest capital. Why can''t she think of it so much?"


    "It''s also true that there are many opportunities for her to be promoted and improved in the future. I really shouldn''t think so. As soon as she leaves, her elderly parents are left. It''s cruel for the white haired people to send the black haired people away."


    "You only know one thing, but you don''t know the other. In fact, Qin Lu''s suicide may not be due to the adjustment of the unit. I heard that there is another reason, which is perhaps the most important one."


    "Why?"


    "It''s said that Qin Lu has a good relationship with a young man named Yi Ke in the media group. They are still classmates in the middle-aged and young class, and they are all class cadres. It''s not known how well they are. However, Qin Lu had a miscarriage some time ago, and the one who signed in the hospital is Yi Ke."


    "Oh That''s right. "


    "Not only that, on the night of Qin Lu''s suicide, yi Ke went to her room in the middle of the night and stayed until two o''clock in the morning. Then at daybreak, he found that Qin Lu had fallen down and died."


    "Oh So Qin Lu''s death has something to do with this Yi Ke? "


    "We can''t talk nonsense about things without evidence. It''s said that Yike got married on the day Qin Lu died and in ningzhou that morning. In other words, Qin Lu died a few hours after Yike''s wedding."


    "Yike goes to Qin Lu''s room in the middle of the night. Will anything happen during this period that leads to Qin Lu''s death?"


    "Yike''s wedding was interrupted as soon as it was about to be held. Xinghai police went directly to ningzhou to take Yike back to Xinghai. After several days of interrogation, they heard that Yike had a hard mouth and had been killed several times inside. Qin Lu''s death had nothing to do with her.


    "The police wanted to continue to use the punishment, but they didn''t know how. This case was known by the news media above. When a large number of reporters came to cover the matter, the police couldn''t continue to use the punishment. Then they heard that a large number of reporters from above came, which also alarmed Secretary Qiao. Secretary Qiao specially gave instructions to the Public Security Bureau and the political and legal commissar, asking for a fair trial of the case, asking for a fair trial The investigation should be carried out within a time limit and the case should be closed quickly."In this way, Secretary Lei was under great pressure. On the one hand, he stopped the torture of Yi Ke. On the other hand, he continued to investigate and analyze the case in depth. Then, according to the autopsy results, there were new findings, saying that the time Qin Lu died was not the same as the time Yi Ke left the room. Qin Lu died several hours after Yi left the room, and then the case handling team readjusted the case handling thinking Lu, the focus shifted to the cause of Qin Lu''s death, and finally came to the conclusion that Qin Lu committed suicide. "