I smoke in silence.


    After a while, Xie Fei said, "so far, he doesn''t know that you know Qin Lu and his relationship, or who you know Qin Lu''s pregnancy has to do with In other words, he doesn''t know that you know the contradictions and tangles between Qin Lu and him and me. "


    I know what Xie Fei means. She''s reminding me of something.


    I kept a close eye on Xie Fei and said, "I''m afraid he''ll doubt that I know when things get to this point After all, I signed Qin Lu''s abortion. Before Qin Lu died, I spent some time with her in the hotel. He would doubt whether Qin Lu told me anything


    "That can only be doubt." Xie Fei looked at me: "do you know what I mean? He can only be suspicious at most. "


    Xie Fei seems to remind me of something.


    I said, "maybe I''ll see what you mean."


    Xie Fei''s eyes were a little disappointed and said, "I''m in a bad mood now It''s not that you think I''m relaxed. "


    Looking at Xie Fei''s expression, my heart also has some confusion and confusion, said: "maybe I should understand your mood, maybe I can''t understand your mood."


    Xie Fei sighed: "do you think I''m acting for you?"


    I said, "I don''t know."


    Xie Fei looked at me and said, "do you think it''s necessary for me to act in front of you?"


    I said, "I don''t know."


    Xie Fei said: "you should know, you should be very clear in your heart!"


    I said, "I don''t know anything, I don''t know anything Maybe you know better than me You know better than I do


    Xie Fei''s eyelids jumped: "what do you mean by that?"


    I turned my eyelids carelessly: "I mean you, you know I''m a black pot bearer. What do you think I''m talking about?"


    Xie Feigang''s performance makes my heart jump. I want to catch something, but I can''t determine what.


    Xie Fei sighed and said, "before, it was a game between Lao Guan and Qin Lu. Now, it seems to be a game between Lao Guan and me. I know you are a black pot bearer. Lao Guan knows you are a black pot bearer. But I can''t let Lao Guan know that I know you are a black pot bearer. Lao Guan also won''t let me know that he knows you are a black pot bearer, And you, it seems, can''t let Lao Guan know that you are carrying the black pot. "


    It sounded like a tongue twister, and I nodded, "yes, I see what you mean."


    Xie Fei was silent for a moment, and said: "although it seems unfair and not good for you at present, I actually think that maybe in the long run, maybe in a comprehensive way, it may not really be good for you."


    I said, "elder martial sister, I don''t understand what you mean."


    Xie Fei said: "you are very smart. You should know what I am talking about. If you don''t understand it now, go back and think about it slowly. If you don''t understand it when you go back, the facts in the future may tell you. "


    I said, "maybe."


    Xie Fei said: "no one knows about my coming to the memorial service today, except you..."


    Xie Fei''s words obviously meant to tell me that she came to attend Qin Lu''s memorial service. Guan Yunfei didn''t know. I nodded: "why did you come to the memorial service?"


    Xie Fei looked at the gray sky, silent for a while, said: "I don''t know."


    I couldn''t help being silent.


    Xie Fei added: "I and you talk about these words, similarly, no third person will know."


    I nodded and said, "in the future, your life with Minister Guan will be quiet, and you can live a relaxed and happy life again."


    Xie Fei''s eyelids jumped, continued to look at the sky, and murmured: "it''s just what you think, it''s just your wishful thinking About my future, about our future, I''m really confused, confused, melancholy and melancholy. "


    I don''t know whether Xie Fei only refers to her and Guan Yunfei or me.


    At noon, Xie Fei and I had dinner together in a small restaurant nearby.


    When we ate, we all kept silent and ate in silence.


    After dinner, when breaking up, Xie Fei suddenly asked me: "Qin Lu committed suicide, right?"


    I nodded without hesitation, with an unquestionable expression: "yes, I''m sure."


    Xie Fei nodded and murmured, "yes, she committed suicide. Yes, she committed suicide."


    I stare at Xie Fei''s eyes, hoping to find something, but unfortunately, I still don''t see anything.


    At this time, I can''t help shaking my previous guess. Is Qin Lu''s death really unrelated to Guan Yunfei''s Xie Fei? Is Qin Lu really suicidal?


    But thinking of the practice and discovery of my fourth brother and I in the north building last night, I immediately denied this idea. Qin Lu must have died of homicide, but I don''t know who is the killer or who is behind the scenes.


    Before I find the murderer, I can''t believe that Qin Lu''s death must be related to Guan Yunfei and Xie Fei, but I can''t help associating with them.Some of what Xie Fei said to me today seems to come from my heart, but some seem to make me feel that it''s hard to distinguish the true from the false.


    In the afternoon, as soon as I arrived at the unit, I was called to sun dongkai''s office. Cao Li informed me personally.


    Entering sun dongkai''s office, sun dongkai was sitting there with a gloomy face, and Cao Li kept looking at me with her eyes.


    I can''t guess Cao Li''s mood at the moment, or sun dongkai''s psychology.


    "Cao Li, you go out first. I''ll talk to Xiao Yi about something." Sun dongkai said.


    Cao Li nodded, looked at me again, and then went out.


    Sun dongkai looked at me and pointed to the opposite sofa: "sit down."


    I sit opposite sun dongkai.


    Sun dongkai lit a cigarette and inhaled it silently. For a moment, he sighed deeply.


    "Well Xiaoyi, why do you always have accidents? Why are you so upset? "


    I didn''t speak.


    "You don''t tell me about marriage..." Sun dongkai added.


    "Don''t want to disturb everyone, don''t want to make everyone spend money!" I said.


    "You''re wrong not to tell me." Sun dongkai said.


    "Then I apologize!" I said.


    "No need." Sun dongkai waved his hand: "you haven''t been married anyway Well, what happened A good wedding is like this Not only did he not get married, but he got into the Bureau and was arrested as a suspect for several days. At last, Qin Lu''s case came to a conclusion, which has nothing to do with you. Finally, you cleared the suspect of the murderer However, no one can clarify the relationship between you and Qin Lu I don''t want to believe that there will be problems with your life style, but the fact makes me believe it. "


    I bow my head and say nothing. I don''t want to make any argument in front of sun dongkai. The more I explain, the more I make him feel that I have no money here. Three hundred taels of silver are about to be covered.


    "Are you the most promising middle-level young cadre in our group, or have you entered the reserve talent pool of the Organization Department of the municipal Party committee? Originally, your future is bright, but now, you are involved in this kind of thing, and you are carrying the negative shadow of the unhealthy life style. How can I say about you?


    "At the small meeting of the group meeting, I repeatedly stressed that as a party member, as a state official within the system, we must always keep in mind our identity, we must always keep in mind that we are a party member, we must always keep in mind that we are a national cadre, we must keep our hands clean, we must be honest and upright, we must maintain our noble thoughts and conduct, and we must always pay attention to our style of life Why can''t you remember? You said you were going to get married. How could that happen again? Alas... "


    Sun dongkai sighed again, as if he didn''t want to hear my explanation at all, and continued: "what you''re doing is full of trouble in the municipal system. Now no one in the municipal units doesn''t know that a middle-level cadre of our group has that kind of relationship with Qin Lu, who has just committed suicide. The reputation of the group is deeply affected. I went to the meeting in the city, and I went to the meeting When the leaders of his unit asked me, I couldn''t lift my head In addition, even within the group, there is a lot of discussion. "


    I bowed my head and said nothing, thinking about sun dongkai''s real intention of calling me.


    "Minister Guan came back from abroad. I met him last night and talked about you at the wine table. Minister Guan was very angry and even angry. He said that this was undermining the reputation of the group and even the publicity system I''m under a lot of pressure now... " Sun dongkai''s tone seemed very helpless, and then sighed again.


    I looked up at sun dongkai to see what he wanted to say. Sun dongkai said that Guan Yunfei was angry, which seemed different from what Qiutong said last night. What sun dongkai said was more serious.


    Of course, I believe what Qiu Tong said.


    Of course, I know that sun dongkai said so with his intention.


    "Considering all factors, the attitude of the city leaders, the overall interests of the group, the overall social influence, especially your future growth and progress, I presided over the Secretary''s office meeting this morning." Sun dongkai said.


    Sun dongkai did not hold the Party committee of the group, but held the Secretary''s office meeting.


    "The Secretary''s office meeting has decided to make an adjustment to your work in line with the principle of learning from the past and saving the sick, the principle of educating the cadres themselves and preventing future trouble, and the principle of giving an account to the society." Sun dongkai said.


    My heart beats and I look at sun dongkai.


    Sun dongkai took a puff of smoke and continued: "I want to make it clear to you first that this is just a work adjustment, not a punishment for you. The adjustment is based on the consideration that is conducive to the work and the overall situation of the group, is based on the consideration that is conducive to your growth and progress, and is based on the consideration of the majority of cadres and workers of the education group."


    I nodded: "I understand! If I am removed from my post, I will be transferred to an ordinary office worker. If not, I will be dismissed. "


    Sun dongkai frowned. "As I said, it''s about adjusting your work, not administrative punishment. As for your style of life, although we all think it''s a matter of certainty, there''s no written confirmation of it in the organization. It doesn''t say that it must be that Qin Lu is dead. Do you formally admit that no one can bite you to death? Of course, in the organization I can''t just force you to decide, but I don''t know if you understand that the negative impact is still very big. Rumors can''t be stopped, and everyone has ideas in their hearts. "I said, "how are you going to adjust me?"