Zhang Xiaotian looked at me and said cautiously: "this morning, when Haizhu and I were leaving, I asked Haizhu alone to ask if she had told you about her going to Australia. Haizhu said no, and then I said if I could tell you for her. Haizhu was silent for a long time and didn''t speak Although Haizhu didn''t make a statement, I think it''s necessary to tell you about it. I didn''t expect that you just flew back. "


    I was dazed to see the flowers ready to give Haizhu in my hand


    "You went to Haizhu''s just now, didn''t you?" Zhang Xiaotian said.


    I nodded in a trance.


    "Leave the things and flowers with me first." Zhang Xiaotian said.


    I nodded and looked at Zhang Xiaotian: "Haizhu, she Did she say how long it would take to go to Australia? "


    Zhang Xiaotian said: "she didn''t say how long she would stay in Australia. She just said that she would take a break to live in Australia. She said that the company''s business during the spring festival would make Lin Yaru and I worry more Listen to her tone, it seems that she doesn''t plan to come back before the Spring Festival. "


    "Oh..." I nodded, still in a trance.


    It seems that Haizhu, her parents and Haifeng are planning to spend the Chinese New Year in Australia. The family is reunited in Australia, and there are clouds.


    I don''t know what Haizhu and his family think about what happened to me. I don''t know what Haifeng plans to do in his heart. Haifeng hasn''t had any contact with me since the accident.


    My heart became more and more confused, and I couldn''t help sighing.


    Zhang Xiaotian also sighed: "no one expected such an accident. A good wedding was so messed up No one expected that you would be suddenly arrested by the police, and it was related to Qin Lu''s death In particular, the police said at the wedding that Qin Lu aborted your signature, which had a very bad impact on you and Haizhu''s relatives and friends who came to the wedding and brought a great negative effect.


    "Whether it''s true or not, the impact is irreparable. For your parents, it''s impossible to explain to Haizhu and her family. It''s hard to argue. The explanation can only make the misunderstanding deeper. For Haizhu and her family, it''s a great shame, and they lose face in front of their relatives and friends.


    "Especially for Haizhu, she seems to be unable to accept such a result and situation. She has suffered a great blow. Since that day, she has been locked up at home, and the phone has been turned off. No one has been seen. It was only yesterday that Lin Yaru and I saw her for the first time."


    "She How is she now? " I said.


    "She is like a new person, like a serious illness. She has lost a lot of weight. She is in a trance and haggard. She looks very weak and tired. Lin Yaru and I were shocked when we saw her like this." Zhang Xiaotian said.


    I feel sad in my heart. I feel pain in my heart. I blame myself for Haizhu''s suffering. It''s all caused by me. Without me, Haizhu would not be like today.


    Do evil


    So, at this time Haifeng let Haizhu go to Australia to relax, maybe it is good for Haizhu, can let her body recover.


    I understand that Haizhu at this time must be physically and mentally exhausted, physically suffering, and mentally damaged. It seems that not only Haizhu, but also Haizhu''s parents and even Haifeng have not recovered from this attack. They are still holding a deep prejudice against me, and they have not yet believed my intention to forgive me.


    It seems that Haizhu hasn''t been in any contact with me, which shows that she is in a dilemma. A good wedding has become like this. It''s hard for her to accept the humiliation and the pressure of public opinion around her. But at the same time, she has to face the reality that she and I are legal husband and wife, and we are registered.


    Not only Haizhu, it seems that Haizhu''s parents are also in such ambivalence, which may be the main reason why they shut my parents out.


    And Haifeng, I don''t know his current attitude. Now he''s avoiding me and doesn''t have any contact with me.


    It seems that Haifeng has his own consideration in doing so. It seems that Haifeng, Haizhu and their parents need a buffer to consider how to deal with this matter. It seems that they have to face this reality, but they are hard to accept it.


    My heart continues to blame, I feel sorry for my parents, sorry for Haizhu''s parents, also sorry for Haifeng and Haizhu.


    It seems that at this time my psychology, it seems that I really have that kind of relationship with Qin Lu, I feel that I really did that with Qin Lu.


    Otherwise, why would I feel remorse?


    My melancholy heart can''t help feeling a bit confused and melancholy


    I looked up at Zhang Xiaotian, who was staring at me with helpless expression.


    "Xiaotian, Haizhu is not here. You need to worry about the hotel." I said: "originally, I came back to solve the problem with Haizhu. It seems that I''m late."


    "Maybe it''s not too late." Zhang Xiaotian said.


    I look at Zhang Xiaotian.


    "It can only be said that you are not at the right time. Maybe the best time to solve the problem is when Haizhu and her parents come back from Australia Now, both of you, especially the Haizhu family, need to have a psychological buffer stage. It''s very difficult for them to accept this reality at the moment. I think it''s understandable to think in another position. " Zhang Xiaotian said.I nodded: "well, yes, it''s understandable I understand


    "The wedding between you and Haizhu has become a farce, especially when Haizhu is wearing a so-called green hat. It''s a great shame for her and her family. What can be more humiliating than that? Especially in front of all the guests... "


    Zhang Xiaotian sighed: "in fact, I believe you will not have such a thing with Qin Lu, but how many people will believe you like me? Actually, I don''t think Haizhu and her parents are thinking more about whether you have that affair with Qin Lu or not. The focus of their consideration is actually the opinions of relatives and friends around


    "People love face, especially elders. Even if they really believe that you and Qin Lu don''t have that, they still can''t get rid of this knot in their hearts, because people around them won''t believe it. What they care about is the pressure of public opinion around them, not the truth of the matter itself. That''s the essence of the problem. "


    Zhang Xiaotian''s analysis is very thorough, and I agree with him.


    "It''s hard for them to ride a Tiger now. They can''t advance or retreat. They will make people around them laugh even more. They will say that their family are cowards and have no backbone. It''s a more difficult choice. How can they retreat? Which step back? What''s more, Haizhu and you are registered legal couples. How can we go back? "


    Zhang Xiaotian continued: "so, I actually think Haizhu and her family are in a dilemma now. Of course, not only are they in a dilemma, but your parents are facing more difficulties and pressure So, I think the only good way to solve the problem is to cool down first, and set up a buffer stage At present, Haizhu''s way of dealing with this problem seems to be to deal with it coldly. It seems that they are going this way. "


    After listening to Zhang Xiaotian''s words, I feel that what he said seems reasonable, but it may not be all right. He is just guessing and speculating about the psychology of both sides with good wishes.


    If Zhang Xiaotian''s guess is correct, the Haizhu family''s current move should be controlled by Haifeng, who is controlling and dealing with the problem coldly.


    This is, of course, for everyone''s good. It''s not to let the contradictions continue to intensify. It''s to make things come to an end that everyone can accept.


    But I have no confidence and confidence in my heart. Haizhu looks very gentle and docile, but in fact, she is extremely stubborn. If she wants to go to a dead end this time, no one can hold her.


    So, the key to solve the problem is Haizhu.


    Now I''m blocked from direct contact with Haizhu. I don''t know if this is Haifeng''s idea. If it is, I don''t know if he did it right?


    Of course, there is another effect of cold treatment, that is, it can make me and my family in the confrontation in the downwind, let their family more or less save some face, let them in a more active position.


    Thinking like this, I suddenly feel very sad in my heart. It''s all a family. Why do we have to be passive and passive when we have problems? Can''t we get together and put them on the table for direct communication? Do you have to make everyone feel like they''re all scheming? Is everyone tired in this way?


    As long as the problem can be properly solved, I am willing to accept the so-called downwind and passivity. I don''t want any so-called face. However, even if I think so now, it''s useless, because I have no active ability at this time, and I have to accept all this passively. Not only me, but also my parents.


    At the thought of Haizhu''s parents being turned away from Haizhu''s house, I felt extremely indignant and remorseful. I felt embarrassed and deeply remorseful for my parents'' worry and suffering.


    Now I feel extremely depressed and depressed, full of depression and anger, but nowhere to go.


    I feel like I''m about to suffocate and suffocate in the air.


    I don''t want to die, I want to live.


    However, the taste of living like this is no different from that of dying.


    I stood up disconsolately and walked out of Zhang Xiaotian''s office: "you can be busy first. I''ll go to the travel agency to have a look."


    "I''ll send you..." Zhang Xiaotian came out with me.


    Downstairs, to the lobby, when Zhang Xiaotian said: "yes, tell you something."


    "What''s the matter?" I look at Zhang Xiaotian.


    "Dong''Er has been in ningzhou these days." Zhang Xiaotian said.


    "Donger She Always in ningzhou? " I looked at Zhang Xiaotian with some surprise: "how do you know?"


    "Last week, I was driving down the street and happened to see her Then, early this morning, I went to the vegetable market by myself and investigated the price of chicken, fish, eggs and vegetables recently. As a result, I saw her there again. She was concentrating on buying ribs. " Zhang Xiaotian said.


    I frown. Dong''Er has been in ningzhou these days, and she goes shopping in the vegetable market. What is she going to do? She still lives in Shajiabang?


    "Did she see you?" I said.


    "No Zhang Xiaotian said: "originally I wanted to go and say hello to her, but thinking of her deep prejudice towards me, there was no past.""Well..." I nodded: "at present, she still has some views on you. Don''t provoke her."


    Zhang Xiaotian wry smile, nodded: "I understand, I understand, I don''t blame her."


    Leaving the hotel, I called the emperor as I walked towards the travel agency.