Shixiaoya was slightly surprised, and then it became clear.


    "You don''t seem surprised." While driving, Han Zhuoling took time to look at her.


    For Shi Xiaoya''s calm reaction, the corners of her mouth are enough.


    "No, I haven''t. All the way to the present, there is no lack of competition. In the past, it was not me who picked the customers, but the customers who picked me. It''s a rare opportunity for me to make up for the third tier artists, not to mention the movie queen. If there are few resources, we have to fight for them. When we compete, we will inevitably be stumbling by others. " Shi Xiaoya has no emotion when she talks about the past.


    Because it''s all in the past.


    "There was a competition to be a makeup artist in a film crew. It was the year before last that Li mingguan directed Tianjiao. The film directed by Li mingguan has always been very rare. Gao Zishan and Dong Qinrong joined in that play, as well as two film emperors. So at that time, I was also fighting for the chance to enter the group. However, at that time, a colleague was also fighting for it. We were recommended by two senior artists. However, the two elders at most recommended it to the crew. If we can say one or two words, we have to fight for more. "


    Shi Xiaoya smiles, "so at that time, I was really splashed with black water. It was also the first time that I knew that I could hire a water army to blackmail my opponent and increase my competitive chips. "


    "I remember that time you were in the group, right?" Han Zhuoling asked.


    He didn''t know the competitors at that time, but if he remembered correctly, Shi Xiaoya made her own reputation by virtue of that film.


    She was shortlisted for the best make-up award of Huayi award, but because of her shallow qualifications, she lost to her predecessors in the industry.


    Many awards in China are just like this. What you pay attention to is your status, contacts, rights, qualifications and strength. On the contrary, you are at the bottom of the list.


    At that time, he didn''t pay much attention. He only knew that Shi Xiaoya was shortlisted and failed to win in the end.


    "Well." Shi Xiaoya nodded, "at that time, people scolded me every day. At that time, my attitude was not as good as it is now. I didn''t know that someone hired a navy, so it was very hard at that time. The pressure was very high. When I didn''t work, I hid at home and didn''t want to contact with the outside world. It''s not so much unwillingness as fear. "


    At that time, all the ugly words of the Navy were said.


    She said that she sold herself to a higher position and had no clear relationship with her teacher Liu Jingping. She also said that her private life was chaotic. She took the opportunity to make up for male artists and took the initiative to ask someone else. She said that her make-up skills were average, but her bed skills were excellent, and so on.


    At that time, many people believed these slanders.


    "It was Qin zigou who put pressure on Weibo to delete all these topics. My brother is going to investigate and find out who did it. Then my teacher came out in person to talk with the crew, and finally I was successful in the group. " Shi Xiaoya dripped, "but at that time I didn''t think I won at all."


    "At that time, I was very depressed and felt useless. I have no ability. In the end, I have to rely on my friends, my brother and my teacher. With my own competition, I may have been defeated by then. "


    "No Han Zhuoling fingered the steering wheel gently, "if you don''t have the strength, even if you just cram into the crew, you can''t make achievements. You were young then. "


    Han Zhuoling pause, found that really is.