"Qu Shaochen..." Mujing orange wanted to explain something, but she found that she could not explain.
Although she wants to deny it, and she doesn''t want Qu Shaochen to think about it, Mu Jingcheng has to admit that Nangong Yao''s position in her heart is really different.
I don''t know when Nangong Yao played the role of a big brother in her life. In Mu Jingcheng''s heart, the role of the big brother was given a definition closer to hero.
Every time he was wronged, he would appear and help her through difficulties.
Although that was 20 years ago, it is a lifelong memory for mu Jingcheng.
Even now, she still can''t understand and accept the fact that Nangong Yao has become like this.
"There will be an important place in everyone''s heart for some people." Qu Shaochen looked at her thoughtfully, then slightly pulled the corners of his lips and said, "but until something happens, you will find that some people are not worthy of your attention. So Instead of letting yourself not understand, not understand, not happy, or even unable to accept, it''s better to forget him directly, as if he doesn''t exist at all! What do you say? "
Looking at Qu Shaochen so long to enlighten himself, Mujing orange suddenly thought of Liang xueou.
She Once was a very important person in Qu Shaochen''s heart, right?!
Compared with Nangong Yao''s relationship with himself, Liang xueou is more important and profound to Qu Shaochen, right?
"That''s what you told yourself, right?" Mu Jingcheng looked at him with some heartache.
Since I got to know him, everything seems to have happened around her, and all her focuses are on her own side, whether it''s feelings or experiences. She never thought about Qu Shaochen''s feelings, and never thought about problems from his point of view.
Only now did she know that he was also a human being, with emotions and desires.
And I But I didn''t do anything for him.
"At the beginning?" Qu Shaochen eyebrows slightly Yang for a while, eyes fall on her face, for a long time just continue a way, "really is! I can only persuade myself that my wife has abandoned her husband and son. "
Looking at him to restore his improper manner again, Mu Jing orange felt a black line in an instant. She could not continue to talk about such a serious topic any more.
"You still blame me, don''t you?" Mu Jing orange looks at him with some remorse, everything comes from his own impulse. Five years ago, and now!
"What do you think?" Qu Shaochen didn''t answer directly. Instead, she said with a smile, "if you feel guilty about it, treat me well!"
Finish saying, the area is little Chen to step on accelerator directly, drive toward the direction of the home.
A road, less than five minutes'' drive, but mu Jingcheng feels like he can walk for a lifetime.
On the way, she has been staring at the man, looking at his beautiful side face, looking at his big hand holding his hand tightly, Mu Jingcheng suddenly felt that he had wasted five years in vain.
He wasted his love for himself and their happy time together.
"Qu Shaochen..." When the car stopped in the cloud, Mujing orange didn''t rush to get off, but turned his head and looked at the man around him in doubt, "can I ask you a question?"
"What''s the problem?" Turn off the engine, dial out the key, and district Shaochen turns to see her. Because she had cried, her eyes were slightly red, but her face was not as ugly and pale as before.
"Have you ever thought of giving up on me?" Mu Jingcheng looked at him seriously. Such an excellent man, surrounded by beautiful women, the temptation is so big, how can he adhere to now?
Hold on till you come back?
"Thought about it!" Qu Shaochen also looked at her seriously, "and more than once." Tqr1
"then you..." Mu Jing orange looked at him with a guilty heart, "Why are you waiting for me until now?"
District Little Chen helplessly sighed tone, the vision searched on her face for a while, then slowly way out the reason, "because no one can fill that vacancy."
"Vacancy?" Mu Jingcheng doubts.
"The vacancy for Mrs. district!" Qu Shaochen smiles happily, then gently caresses her hair and says, "but Thank you for coming back. Otherwise, the vacancy will be vacant for a lifetime. "
"Qu Shaochen..."
"Go in, son, you should be in a hurry." Qu Shaochen smiles a little, then opens the door and goes down.
Mujing orange was so deep in his heart that he wanted to express his apology to him, but the man "fled" like he didn''t care about anything.
When he got out of the car, he thought about how to express his apology to his wife.
Looking at him to restore the old look, Mujing orange thought about it, and finally put those heavy topics back.
Instead of saying sorry to him, it''s better to treat him better as he said.After all She owes him!
Out of the car, as soon as Mujing orange entered the house, Ozawa rushed over, "Mom..."
"Ozawa, what''s the matter?" Looking at Ozawa''s eyes slightly red, Mujing orange was startled, "are you ok?"
"Mom, are you ok?" Ozawa looked up at her with tears in his eyes.
Mu Jing Cheng is stunned for a moment. Just as she turns her head and looks at Qu Shaochen, her eyes are suddenly startled by the woman in the mirror at the door.
Looking at the woman with messy hair, untidy clothes, and even wearing pajamas and slippers, she almost didn''t vomit blood from her own shape.
How can oneself with such image, appear like that in front of area little Chen?
And he Don''t you dislike it at all?
"Don''t worry about Ozawa, mom is OK!" District less Chen in her horror period, came to hold Ozawa''s hand, "she is just in a bad mood, go out for a walk, now it''s OK."
"Is that so?" Ozawa wiped away his tears and looked at his mother like he was trying to prove it.
"So it is Mujing orange also woke up from that kind of panic. She squatted down and looked at her son. Although she didn''t know why he was so worried about himself, she was very sorry to see that he was tired by himself when he was young. "Ozawa, I''m sorry, it''s mom who''s not good. It''s worrying you."
"Ozawa doesn''t blame his mother, does he?" Qu Shaochen also lowered his eyes and looked at his son sincerely.
"Well!" Ozawa nodded.
Although up to now, he still can''t accept the fact that Qu Shaochen is his mother, but seeing that he is so good to his mother, he no longer resists.
Especially looking at mom and dad in front of him at the same time, Ozawa''s face can''t help but show a happy smile. He held out his little hand and hugged the two people in front of him. He said softly, "Ozawa doesn''t blame mom or dad! Ozawa is very happy and happy with his parents
Listen to the son so sincere confession, Mu Jing orange and district little Chen can''t help but look at each other, in the heart unexpectedly unconsciously mercilessly hurt for a while.