Although she knew that she was sick at that time and that she lost her mind because of her daughter''s leaving, what she hated more was Before that, she could recognize herself and tell herself that she was her mother, but she didn''t do it.
This is no different from abandoning for Mujing orange.
How can a child abandoned by her mother face her own psychology correctly?
How to accept and forgive her?
"Well orange, you can''t escape like this!" Sheng Zimo came up to her, held her shoulders and asked her to look at herself seriously. "She''s your mother. It''s an indisputable fact. Even if she has done something sorry for you, it is also that she is tortured by illness and controlled by demons. She is not her, do you understand? "
"Even so, what happened before?" Mu Jing orange suddenly worried, "when I met her, everything was OK. She recognized me and knew who I was, but why didn''t she tell me and refuse to recognize me? If it''s not that she doesn''t regard me as her daughter, how can she ignore me when I don''t exist? "
"Who said she thought you didn''t exist?" Sheng Zimo looked at her seriously, "do you know how excited she was at that time? She didn''t sleep for two happy days.... "
"But she still didn''t tell me, did she?"
"Don''t you think about the reason?" Sheng Zimo helplessly looked at her, "she has been looking for you for so long, she is so excited, so excited, why did not tell you, did not recognize with you, have you ever thought about, why?"
"Because she dislikes me, she doesn''t like me, she..."
"Why does she dislike you? Why don''t you like it? " Sheng Zimo browed slightly, "you are so excellent, so independent, what reason does she dislike you? What''s more, when she found you, you were already the wife of Qu Shaochen and the president of C group. She had money and status, but she didn''t have time to curry favor with her. How could she dislike you? As for whether I like you or not Don''t you feel it? The first time she sees you, she takes care of you as her own daughter. How can she not like you? "
Listening to these, Mu Jingcheng unconsciously recalled the situation many years ago.
She has to admit that Yao Haiyue is very kind to herself, but But why did she know that she was her daughter, but when nothing happened, she refused to recognize her?
"Then why..."
"Because she''s afraid!" Sheng Zimo looked at Mu Jingcheng seriously, looked at the mist in her eyes, and said painfully, "she''s afraid that you still hate her abandonment when she was a child. She''s afraid that once she confesses to you, you will leave her far away. She won''t contact her, let alone recognize her. So since knowing that you are her daughter, she has been careful to get along with you, that is, she wants to be nice to you, but she doesn''t dare to tell the truth. Do you know how she spends every night? "
Mu Jingcheng looks at Sheng Zimo doubtfully, and his mind is buzzing.
She never thought that Yao Haiyue should treat their relationship in this way and deal with their relationship in this way.
"When she comes back home every day, she locks herself in the room alone, remembering every situation and every link she gets along with you. She even comes to me like a child to ask for advice. Let me tell him what to do so that you can be willing to be with her, which can make you like her like a mother."
"No, it''s not!" Mu Jingcheng can''t help shaking her head. She doesn''t believe that Yao Haiyue lived like that, and she doesn''t believe that she attaches so much importance to herself.
In her heart, is not only Sheng Qing, only her daughter?
What is her abandoned daughter?
What is it?
"What''s that like?" Sheng Zimo asked her, "Mujing orange, you can''t be so wishful thinking, you can''t find the answers to all the questions alone, because things are not what you think. In fact, she loves you very much!"
"She doesn''t love me! She... "
"She doesn''t love you? Why does she put Sheng Nanqiang''s money in your name and buy a huge insurance in your name? "
"She doesn''t love you. Why did she use all kinds of means to find you in the five years when you disappeared? She was so depressed when there was no news
"She doesn''t love you. She won''t ask me to live in New Zealand, near your home, waiting for you to come back in the future? I don''t give you all kinds of things before I see you, and I don''t sit on the steps of your house after you leave without even saying hello, waiting for you to come back for three days! "
"Stop it..."
"Until now, she has been asking me to bring her to see you. If she didn''t care about you too much, how could she do those things? How could she still ask for your forgiveness now and want to see you again? "
"Zi Mo, stop talking." Mu Jing orange''s eyes can''t help reddening.
She didn''t know. She didn''t know.
She always thought that Yao Haiyue was cold-blooded and merciless. She always thought that in her heart, there was only Sheng Qing and herself. But I didn''t expect that when I didn''t know, there were so many things.Sheng Zimo looked at her slightly red eyes and realized her surprise and even acceptance of those things.
However, some things can''t be solved in one or two sentences, so he didn''t want to force her, let alone increase her burden, but sighed helplessly.
"Whether she loves you or not, feel for yourself." Sheng Zimo didn''t want to persuade him. After all, only they could solve the problems between their mother and daughter. As an outsider, all he could say was, "tonight, I ordered a private room in Shengyan. We all hope you can come, but if you don''t come, no one will blame you. I have something else to do. I''ll go first... "
Sheng Zimo said, gently hugged her, and then turned away.
Looking at Sheng Zimo''s figure gradually go away, Mu Jingcheng''s heart also can''t control the faint pain.
Although she doesn''t know how much of Sheng Zimo''s words are true, let alone whether he has the element of intercession for Yao Haiyue, she has to admit that she was moved.
At least Sheng Zimo said that Yao Haiyue''s three-day sitting in front of her house was enough to make her tears.
But she tried to control her own developed lacrimal gland, did not let them roll down.
But Yao Haiyue What are you doing this for?
Is it really just to ask for my forgiveness, really to let me know you, and to match you as a mother and daughter? If you really want to be like this, why was it like that before?