Cheng Xiaoxi looked at the ruins, brain can not control the playback of the picture of her and her grandmother coquetry, as well as father strict but full of doting instruction.


    Everything just happened, but she couldn''t touch it in her life.


    Never, never touch.


    "Dad, grandma..." Cheng Xiaoxi suddenly knelt down, she looked at the ruins, suddenly burst into tears, heartbroken cry, "sorry, I''m late, sorry, sorry..."


    In the early morning, C city is unusually cold and clear. Snowflakes float down from the sky and fall on Cheng Xiaoxi''s face full of tears and remorse. They slowly turn into ice water and fall down her cheek.


    Not far away, sun Shixiang looked at her heartily, but did not dare to walk past.


    Slowly, daybreak, and Cheng Xiaoxi''s cry also gradually stopped.


    Sun Shixiang looked at her thin figure, was about to go to see her, but found that she gradually stood up from the cold ground.


    He knows that she is strong. She seems to be weak all the time, but she is more decisive than herself when something happens or when she makes a decision.


    And this time, he believes She can do it, too!


    Although such a blow, no matter for whom, to accept it is very difficult, or even unacceptable, but Cheng Xiaoxi, no matter what, you have to be strong.


    Because there are many things you need to do in the future.


    So don''t let me down, OK?


    Sun Shixiang looked at her like a prayer, but he did not dare to approach her. He was afraid that his presence would disturb her "purity". He was even more afraid that her mood, which had just stabilized, would be disturbed by himself again.


    He just looked at her quietly and worried until she stood up and turned around Look at yourself.


    From a distance, her face was pale and bloodless, but her eyes were red and swollen like a ripe peach.


    In the cold air, through the snowflakes, she just looked at him, big to empty eyes without a trace of vitality.


    Sun Shixiang looked at her like that and felt a pain in his heart. At this moment, he couldn''t help walking to her.


    But before he took two steps, he saw the thin figure slowly sliding to the ground


    "Xiao Xi!" Sun Shixiang yelled, and the whole person rushed over like flying. But even so, he was still a step late.


    When he saw Cheng Xiaoxi''s extremely weak body falling on the snow, and the tears on his cheek were still falling slowly, sun Shixiang''s heart seemed to be hollowed out, and he was in severe pain.


    "Xiao Xi doesn''t cry..." He wrapped her tightly in his overcoat and gently picked her up. "Let''s go home."


    He looked back at the ruins behind him, frowned tightly, "don''t worry, I will let you back here."


    Certainly!


    Cheng Xiaoxi didn''t think that she would faint or wake up again. She was still in sun Shixiang''s apartment.


    In the same place, she woke up in a different state this time.


    This time, Cheng Xiaoxi wakes up with a lot of calmness.


    She didn''t panic, didn''t fear, and didn''t have that kind of crazy impulse. Instead, she looked at the ceiling above her head indifferently and was in a daze.


    In this way, after staying quietly for 30 minutes, she sat up slowly.


    Hearing the news, sun Shixiang immediately turned around, looked at her pale face with a worried face, and asked gently, "are you awake? Do you feel better? "


    Cheng Xiaoxi''s indifferent eyes slowly moved to sun Shixiang, dry lips slowly opened, "I''m not dreaming, right?"


    Of course, sun Shixiang knew what she was asking, but how could he say such a cruel thing?


    "Hungry or not? I cooked some porridge... "


    "I want revenge!" Cheng Xiaoxi looks at him firmly and coldly, and his voice is full of anger, "I''m going to kill those people!"


    "Xiao Xi..."


    "Stop it!" Cheng Xiaoxi interrupts sun Shi''s shy dissuasion and turns her eyes to the window. She thought that after half an hour of precipitation and thinking, she would calm down.


    But now she knows that as long as she remembers the love of her father and grandmother and the ruins, her heart can''t control her hatred.


    She hates everyone, including herself!


    She suddenly thought that if she didn''t go to Paris, if she didn''t fight with her father and turn off her cell phone, if she wasn''t so stubborn, she could be obedient, maybe Nothing will happen.


    But now, everything can''t go back.


    And he may be the culprit.


    At the thought of this, Cheng Xiaoxi would like to kill herself.


    "Xiao Xi." Sun Shixiang looked at her with tears in silence and frowned. Knowing that she was thinking again, he went to her side, sat down in front of her and looked at her anxiously, "don''t torture yourself any more, OK? It''s already happened. We... ""I killed them, it''s me!" Cheng Xiaoxi suddenly roared, the emotion that had been controlled suddenly broke out at this moment. She patted herself like a boulder blocking her chest and cried bitterly, "it''s me, it''s me!"


    "Xiao Xi, don''t do that." Sun Shixiang held her heartily, "it''s someone else''s intention, no matter what you do."


    "But if I were with them, if I didn''t fight with Dad, it wouldn''t have happened."


    "But if you''re with them, maybe you''re not here now, do you understand?" Sun Shixiang felt afraid when he thought about it. He looked at her in a trembling voice, "if so, who will take revenge for them?"


    For a moment, Cheng Xiaoxi suddenly calms down.


    She looked at Sun Shixiang in surprise and let the tears in her eyes flow down, "you know who they are, right?"


    "I don''t know who they are, but I know their purpose." Sun Shixiang looked at her seriously, "so, in order not to achieve their goal, you must be strong, understand?"


    "Purpose?" Cheng Xiaoxi looks at him suspiciously.


    "Want to know why?" Sun Shixiang looked at her tentatively, and then said with certainty, "then cheer up, manage your emotions well, be your Miss Cheng, and I''ll tell you."


    Cheng Xiaoxi Zheng Zheng looked at him, the firm eyes actually gently soft down, tears fall again, "I can''t do it."


    "You can do it! I believe you Sun Shixiang held her hand tightly, then squatted down in front of her and looked up at her red and swollen eyes. His voice was very gentle. "Go to take a hot bath and let yourself relax. Only in this way can you have the energy to deal with the next things, OK?" Cheng Xiaoxi nodded slowly, because she knew that her "nonsense" could not solve the problem, but also worried her father and grandmother.