"No one can deprive you of anything except yourself." Sheng Zimo turned to see her, "but why don''t you let yourself go?"


    "I didn''t!" Cheng Xiaoxi shakes her head and her eyes turn red.


    Sheng Zimo sighed helplessly, eyebrows slightly closed for a while, this is not the result of his thought, more is not the atmosphere he wants.


    They should be happy. How can they talk about that terrible topic again?


    "Well, we won''t talk about that." Sheng Zimo unilaterally ended the topic, and then found another one to replace it, "let''s talk about our plan When you get to city B, do you want to stay in a hotel or at a friend''s house? "


    Cheng Xiaoxi is not appreciative, look is still low calm, "I want to know, how is he?"


    This is the first time after the accident that she mentioned sun Shixiang, the man who had been killed countless times in her heart, the bastard she hated.


    Although she didn''t want to mention him again all her life, if she didn''t ask, she would feel that the matter was not over, and even more, she would feel that there was a pair of eyes staring at her back, horror and uneasiness.


    In fact, she has been escaping all the time. She doesn''t want to face the reality, to recall the course of things, and even less to know the ending of sun Shixiang. But it is only now that she understands that some things can not be solved by escaping and can be forgotten.


    Just like she is now, indifferent, pretending that nothing has happened, everything has passed, but in fact, that thing is still hovering over her head like a devil, lingering.


    The main reason is There is one thing that has not yet come to an end, but she has always been haunted, unable to let go, even more unable to forget.


    Sheng Zimo turned to see her, originally he wanted to keep it from her, but now it seems that there is no need. "He was arrested and will be sentenced after the Spring Festival." Sheng Zimo gave her a general idea, but didn''t tell her that sun Shixiang had been taken special care of in the detention center, and now he was sent to the police hospital in the name of suicide,


    he is in a coma.


    Cheng Xiaoxi choked nodded, for a long time, she continued, "will sentence how long?"


    Sheng Zimo did not answer, but turned to look at her.


    Cheng Xiaoxi didn''t hear his voice, so she turned to look at him. At the moment when her eyes were opposite, her heart hurt hard, but she tried to restrain her emotions, and explained, "I''m not worried about him."


    "I know." Sheng Zimo gently smiles, then turns his head to continue to drive. On the surface, he looks like a light cloud, but in his heart, he is like a stone blocked up, with dull pain, "such a person, it''s not worth your worry."


    Cheng Xiaoxi''s eyebrows tightly wrinkled up, eyes wet, but she did not cry.


    Yes, such a person is not worthy of her worry, nor is it worth her tears.


    But she just didn''t understand why he did this to himself, why?


    "He and I grew up together..." After a long time, she finally opened her mouth again, but it was with sad memories.


    She knew Sheng Zimo didn''t want to hear it, but if she didn''t say it, she would be suffocated.


    So she couldn''t help saying it.


    "When Dad had an accident, everyone left me, only him..." Cheng Xiaoxi recalled that terrible night and the moment when he held himself tightly in his arms in the hospital. She was so moved in her heart.


    But that kind of moving only existed for a few seconds, then it was smashed by his devil''s face and instantly disintegrated.


    "He accompanied me through such difficult days, but why..." Cheng Xiaoxi choked a pause, "why suddenly became like this?"


    "Maybe..." Sheng Zimo stopped for a moment, then turned to see her, "is that what he used to be? It''s just a play. I lied to you. "


    At this moment, although there is no basis for sun Shixiang''s conjecture, Sheng Zimo thinks that his action should not be a whim.


    Maybe He has been planning for a long time, but he has not found a chance to do it.


    However, he still doesn''t understand why Sun Shixiang chose to do it on New Year''s Eve, and why he insisted on doing it when he knew he was following him?


    Is he just for the sake of the moment?


    With Sheng Zimo''s understanding of men, if he was not greedy, he would not destroy himself or his life.


    Sun Shixiang He should have been planning for a long time, but what Sheng Zimo didn''t understand was that before he appeared, he had plenty of opportunities to start. Why did he have to choose now and yesterday? "He wasn''t like that!" Cheng Xiaoxi almost blurted out and defended him, but as soon as she said it, she realized her gaffe, so she suddenly stopped and said, "I''m sorry, I didn''t speak for him, but


    …”


    She frowned and stopped for half a second before she continued, "how could he be like this? I don''t understand... ""Don''t think about it if you don''t understand." Sheng Zimo looked at her tangled appearance, some distressed, but also some chagrin, "think again is meaningless, after all, it has passed."


    Cheng Xiaoxi nodded with approval. Although her heart was like a mass of cotton, it was no longer as dull as before.


    "If he is really like what you said, he should be like that, then..." Cheng Xiaoxi thought about it, then breathed heavily, looked forward, and her voice calmed down. "He''s really terrible."


    "So don''t think about it any more." Sheng Zimo smiles slightly, reaches out his hand and turns on the car music, "listening to Huier music, I will feel better gradually."


    The music sounded, and the atmosphere in the car was really good.


    Cheng Xiaoxi nodded slightly, and tried to take a deep breath, so that she gradually calmed down, and put those annoying past aside, no longer wishful thinking.


    Just then, Sheng Zimo''s mobile phone rang.


    He took a look at the car phone, but the caller ID was Jiang Zicheng, the lawyer of Qu Shaochen, so he pressed the answer button without hesitation, "lawyer Jiang..."


    Before getting on the bus, Sheng Zimo didn''t wear a Bluetooth headset in order to chat with Cheng Xiaoxi.


    So now the phone is played by the stereo in the car. Although the voice is not loud, Cheng Xiaoxi can hear the whole conversation clearly.


    Unless she covers her ears.


    But Jiang Zicheng''s phone call must have something to do with Sheng Zimo''s murder and arson case, so instead of doing that, she listened attentively and was extremely concerned. "Mr. Sheng, the result has probably come out." Jiang Zicheng''s calm voice came from the phone.