Cheng Xiaoxi talks more and more vigorously and feels more and more. She can make up the whole story without thinking about it. The story is full of ups and downs, which can make people cry.
Sheng Zimo is indifferent to her, chattering about his and Qu Shaochen''s "love and hate", until she said tired stop, he just looked at her seriously.
"That''s it?"
"If you don''t like the story, I have another version." Cheng Xiaoxi said, with a mysterious look on her face, "for example, you are the husband and wife of the previous life. Because of the love and hatred of the first life, you will leave with hatred. This life..."
"And you?" Sheng Zimo interrupted her, "in the whole story, what''s your identity?"
Cheng Xiaoxi a Leng, immediately pollution-free smile, "I''m not a tool you use."
"What if you''re the main character?" Sheng Zimo looked at her with deep eyes, but did not dare to scare her. Instead, he said, "how can you cheat this story?"
"No if, so I can''t be the main character." Cheng Xiaoxi avoids his deep eyes, and his face becomes stiff.
If speaking of now, she has not felt Sheng Zimo''s feelings for herself, then she is a retarded fool.
But it''s too late.
If it was in the past, even if he didn''t imply anything, she would rush to hold him tightly and never let go.
But now
She didn''t want to drag him down, didn''t want to smear his career, and didn''t want to let him get involved in his dark history and let others point out behind his back.
Greedy as she is, she is not so selfish.
She can''t ruin his bright future for her own selfish desire.
What''s more, compared with clean as before, she is not so clean. What''s more, she is also dragging the burden of Cheng group.
So she decided to give up even if she didn''t give up.
Give up the pursuit and dream of ten years, and give up the love of this life.
Even if she will regret it in the future, don''t live in guilt all her life.
"And if so?" Sheng Zimo sharp look at her, no longer give her the opportunity to escape.
Cheng Xiaoxi also knows that even if she pretends to be more like him, she can''t escape his eyes. Therefore, she hesitates for a moment and decides to face it bravely.
But it''s another way.
"If I am the leading role, I will help you and Qu Shaochen overcome all difficulties and live happily together." Cheng Xiaoxi looks at him seriously.
But Sheng Zimo''s face was heavy and his eyes narrowed slightly. "Cheng Xixi, are you still running away now?"
"From what? I didn''t! " Cheng Xiaoxi''s face is innocent, "is it hard to be, do you still want me to be with Qu Shaochen? That orange will kill me. "
"What about me?" Sheng Zimo looked at her seriously, waiting for his answer.
Cheng Xiaoxi''s heart sank, and she knew she couldn''t escape. She was nervous, but in order not to show her flaws, her face was still calm.
"You?" Cheng Xiaoxi looks up and down at Sheng Zimo, and her brows close slightly. "If you don''t want such a beautiful woman, I can take you as my concubine, but When you get to the mansion, you can keep your peace and not make trouble. "
"Cheng Xixi!"
"Oh, I''ve been thirsty for so long." Cheng Xiaoxi looks back at the waiter and shouts, "Hello, please help me with a glass of water, thank you!"
"There is clear water on your desk!" Sheng Zimo poked her, "Cheng Xixi, you know what I mean and why..."
"Yes Cheng Xiaoxi''s tone suddenly lowered, stopped for half a second, and then looked up at Sheng Zimo, "but you always know what I mean, but don''t you hide from me like a plague?"
"Are you taking revenge on me?" Sheng Zimo''s eyes narrowed slightly. Is the girl''s heart so small? "If so, I''ll wait."
"No!" Cheng Xiaoxi denied his guess, she turned to look out of the window, the beautiful snow in the sun, show more beautiful.
And her heart, however, is low and hard to breathe.
She looked at the afterglow of the setting sun. After a pause, she turned to look at Sheng Zimo, "I''m not ready, so..."
"I have plenty of time and patience. I''ll wait for you..."
"I didn''t mean that, but..." Cheng Xiaoxi shakes her head, but she can''t say what she is ready to say.
How can she bear to face Sheng Zimo, who is so excellent and considerate?
But she really didn''t know what to do to make his life easier and better. What''s more, she didn''t know what to do to make him give up his "pity" for himself.
Yes, pity.
She knew that he was good to himself, but it was not love, but pity that he didn''t even realize, pity for the weak.Even if it''s not, she doesn''t want it, let alone afford it.
"But what?" Looking at Cheng Xiaoxi who didn''t answer, Sheng Zimo asked.
Cheng Xiaoxi took a deep breath. After thinking about it, she looked up at him. "It''s only now that I understand that for ten years, my infatuation with you is just a dream."
"Dream?" Sheng Zimo''s eyes narrowed slightly, trying to find out the truth of this sentence from her eyes, but in the end he failed.
"A beautiful but unreal dream." Cheng Xiaoxi looked at him calmly. "I thought it would be the happiest thing in my life to see you, to get your love and to be cared for by you. But until now I understand that it''s just my imagination."
"Imagine?" Sheng Zimo''s face gradually sank down.
"Yes, imagine." Cheng Xiaoxi took a deep breath, and her tone and attitude became more firm. "I thought that I would be very happy, but I really realized the moments I dreamed of. In fact..." She stopped for a moment, looked at the name of the window evasively, and then said, "that''s all!"
"What a good one, that''s all!" Sheng Zimo suddenly laughed.
His smile is very complex, but also with a kind of sadness.
"In your heart, I like That''s all Sheng Zimo breathed heavily and turned to look out of the window. He felt like he was blocked up with a bunch of cotton.
For a long time, after today''s adventure, excitement, and even the rest of her life, she will change, even recognize her heart, and no longer be bound by the past.
But now, I think it''s too simple.
It turns out that everything, not only because she experienced those, but because she was so nothing more than this!
But that''s it!
For the first time, Sheng Zi felt that these four words were so hurtful.
"Sorry..." Cheng Xiaoxi finished, stood up and left.
Sheng Zimo said solemnly, "sit down!"