I held my breath and felt a sandbag hit on my head, although it hurt a little. But the sugar beans from the sandbags are sweet to my heart.


    I look at him. There is still some worry in the calm. More is fatigue.


    "Brother in law, you have a good rest. Don''t read any more information."


    He smiles. "Well, lock the door. Go to sleep


    I shut the door obediently. But did not rush to lock, only opened a gap to look at him. He didn''t know what to hesitate at the door. Leng for a while to his door.


    I just locked the door and went to sleep.


    But it''s hard to sleep.


    It''s starting to rain outside again. The drips of rain fell. Pat on the window, quiet rain, only I can''t get into the face of wishful thinking.


    Gu Chengfeng''s words once again jumped in front of me, as if he was standing in front of me. That good-looking face can be frightening when it''s cold.


    I know I broke his heart, but when I do, I do. I won''t contact him, comfort him. It may be good for us to forget in silence.


    Turned over. Back to the window, looking at the dark room. Strange among steal a bit uneasy, not familiar with the environment, not familiar with the people. I always can''t sleep quietly.


    I don''t know if my brother-in-law is sleeping at ease.


    My brother-in-law brought my phone and kept it on the cabinet at the head of the bed. The flashing green light reminded me that I had unread news.


    I don''t want to go to sleep. I just want to sleep quietly.


    But complex things one by one jump in front of me, make me feel irritable.


    Simply, I turned on the desk lamp, holding a foreign book to read.


    Just read a page, yawn hit, I immediately go to bed.


    Then I closed my eyes and the phone rang.


    Gu Chengfeng three words quietly lying on the phone screen, the vibration of the buzz on the table shaking, as if is roaring Gu Chengfeng vent his unhappiness.


    I hesitated, looking at the name a little sad.


    I know Gu Chengfeng is worried about me. He calls to make sure I''m safe, but I don''t think it''s necessary to keep in touch and hang up.


    I don''t want to. The calls came in again and again. I had to answer them.


    Connect, opposite is silent quiet.


    After a long time, Gu Chengfeng asked me, "Zhuo Er, do you really want to leave me?"


    It''s him who proposed to break up, but what good result will we have if we continue?


    I didn''t answer his question, but asked, "Gu Chengfeng, aren''t you sad? I like the person is not you, you do not know, you know my heart only my brother-in-law, why do you agree with me? "


    Gu Chengfeng took a breath and said, "drow, I''m sorry."


    "Gu Chengfeng, it''s me who should apologize. I just think that if we go on like this, we will hurt each other. I don''t want to hurt you. You are so excellent. You should find more suitable people."


    Gu Chengfeng continued to fall into silence.


    I don''t want to talk about it any more.


    Between us, the only thing missing is love. It''s my love.


    The quiet phone call lasted for ten minutes, and he suddenly said, "I''m at the door of your hotel."


    I was shocked and trembled. Looking at the closed door, I sat up from the bed.


    "Do you want me in?"


    My hand holding the phone froze and my mouth was shaking. Gu Chengfeng''s sudden appearance made me helpless.


    "Drow, open the door. Anyway, we''ll have a face-to-face talk."


    Is it necessary? Didn''t you say that before you left him? We don''t fit in. I don''t love him. That''s the truth.


    No matter how hard he tries, no matter how hard I try, I can''t accept him. It''s a cruel fact.


    Why didn''t he accept it?


    Yes, what qualification do I have to judge him? I know that my brother-in-law and I can''t. We are a gap of age and identity that can''t be crossed in our life. But I still want to be beside my brother-in-law. I am the one who is stubborn.


    Gu Chengfeng continued, "open the door, call me in, drow!"


    Gu Chengfeng''s insipid tone is like the breeze under the sunny weather, blowing away the uneasiness in my heart.


    Wet skin down the door, through the white hair on my face, I saw him standing on the white face.


    Curly eyelashes swing up and down, like a big cat asking me to open the door.


    "Drow, open the door. You know I can go in if you don''t open the door. Open the door


    My hand on the doorknob pauses and hesitates.


    "I''ve been looking for you, but I found that I didn''t know you as well as Zhuo. That''s why I found you so late. I really regret saying goodbye. Zhuo, forgive me."My heart suddenly locked, breathing also become very soft.


    "Gu Chengfeng, do you want to continue? It''s going to hurt you, you know? I don''t love you. I never did. I have nothing but guilt for you. "


    "I know."


    He simply answered, and told me to go back to my heart. He knew all this, but he enjoyed it.


    In the silence, I couldn''t bear to open the door again.


    He rushed in, didn''t give me a chance to dodge, hugged me tightly, his voice was hoarse and cold, "drow, I''m sorry."


    I stand straight, stiff, dare not respond.


    I''ve been wrong once, and I want to continue to be wrong. That''s me, asshole.


    It''s not that I can''t see Gu Chengfeng''s good. Just because I know he''s good, I don''t want to destroy him myself.


    "Gu Chengfeng, let''s go in. The door is cold."


    He nodded, brought me, looked down at me, and then closed the door behind me. I turned and walked inside, but he locked the door.


    I was stunned.


    But he laughs foolishly, "I''m not going."


    I helplessly frown, "Gu Chengfeng, we broke up."


    "I know you can make up after you break up. Wait for me, I''ll take a bath. It''s cold


    He came in and looked at the room. Finally, he put his eyes on the dirty clothes I took off in the corner and asked me, "did Zhuo go back to get something?"


    I nodded, and shook my head, I don''t know, Zhuo Feng may have been looking outside for a long time, was wet by the rain, but he is still ready for all this.


    Gu Chengfeng is right. He can''t understand me like Zhuo Feng. That''s why he looks for me like a headless fly and is so embarrassed.


    I watched him go into the bathroom and put in the water. The sound of the water came out from the inside and the fog came out from the crack of the door.


    If Zhuo Feng is standing inside at this time, I will definitely go in without hesitation, but Gu Chengfeng is standing inside at this time. I just want to avoid it. This is the gap.


    Sitting on the bed waiting for him to come out, I thought of what I would say.


    "Give me the towel, drow."


    He leaned out half of it.


    I took a look at the position of the towel, walked one by one, and then went to the door to extend my hand. He grabbed me and I went in.


    I snored, and his lips came up.