I haven''t seen the house Zhuofeng bought recently, but it has appeared countless times in my dream.
The most tangled is whether there is my room in it.
This question is like an ant lying on my heart. Gnawing at my heart. Let me think about it again and again every day.
It was Monday. Only two classes, out of the classroom, Li Yang and I went to the study room next door. During the period, Li Yang received three calls, which were from her boyfriend. But when her last call came through. Never came back.
I am anxious to go out to find, found her squatting on the ground next to the playground crying.
"Li Yang. You scared me. What''s the matter? "
Li Yang looked up at me, and the pretty eye makeup was crying. The black leaves two marks on the face. Choked and said to me, "we broke up."
My heart thumped.
In the intersection of love, we always encounter this kind of problem. Break up, together. It seems that every couple who didn''t walk together is counting down the time of breaking up, so breaking up is indispensable.
But often break up to some people can not be quenched. That''s why it''s so sad and heartbreaking.
But I think Li Yang''s breakup is the best. At least they have been together in a proper way, appearing together as lovers in different occasions and places. These will become the memories of their future life.
But what about me?
Every time I think of a place, I only think of the tall and handsome brother-in-law around me. His identity will always be my brother-in-law, and I have to intersperse the address between brother-in-law and brother.
Until we separated, we never had any normal identity.
I sat beside Li Yang and told her about me and Zhuo Feng in a different way. After hearing this, she cried even more sadly, "Zhuo Er, you say how stupid women are. They are desperate for love, but men say they will go."
I trembled all over. Her words were like a sharp weapon that had been pierced on my back. It was taken a little deeper.
Yes, Zhuo Feng is cold-blooded and merciless. From the beginning to the end, I baked this feeling like a fire, but he didn''t show anything.
Even if he asked me to go back for the last time, he still only said that he didn''t trust my safety, but didn''t tell me that he really cared about me, thought about me and loved me.
Bean big tears down the cheek, burning, burning my heart.
In the evening, Zhuo Bufan came to see me.
The last experience told me that I couldn''t get too close to such a person. Seeing my uneasiness, he first apologized to me, then pointed to the nearby coffee shop and said, "go in and talk. I won''t do anything to you in public."
I hesitated, but I followed. I specially chose the window position, in the center of the hall, surrounded by a lot of people, overhead is the monitoring, so I can feel at ease a lot.
Zhuo Bufan asked me, "don''t you go back?"
Why do these people have such problems?
I''m very upset.
"Zhuo Bufan, is it important that I go back or not? And I''m not going back. Isn''t that what you need? What happened before I, I remember
He pursed the corners of his lips for a long time, and then said, "I was broken by Zhuo. I lay in the hospital for a month before I came out. I just removed the plaster and it didn''t take a few days. I was to blame for last time, but I had to. Do you know what I feel after I know my life experience? I''m also confused, thinking that only if I get rid of you, the Zhuo family will live in peace. As for the property of the Zhuo family, I don''t care at all. "
I don''t believe it.
He frowned, "if you don''t believe me, there''s no way, but what I said is true. Last time my sister convinced me, you know last time I sent you to that place. That''s good. Zhuohan, I''ve been hesitating all the time. Zhuohan really lives upstairs. The whole building is the property of zhuohan family. Zhuo Han is in it. It''s very common. He has been living in it since he came back. I didn''t cheat you. In fact, I want you to see what Zhuo Han is doing inside. He likes men, but I just want to disgust you. You have to marry him, but you also need to know his ugly appearance. But my sister came later and drove away. I was so forced that I knocked you unconscious, but it wasn''t me who took you away, it wasn''t me. "
He raised his hand to surrender and looked at me nervously.
I look at him and feel that he is more pitiful. He is also a person who is not liked by the Zhuo family, but secretly runs on me who is not accepted by the Zhuo family. How unbearable he should be.
"Zhuo Bufan, even so, I won''t forgive you. You almost told me to die. You should be able to imagine what happened after I was taken away by Zhuo''s family."
He is very sorry, well, a sudden drink of coffee, silent up.
I did not ask again, this matter has subsided, I take the initiative to withdraw, in exchange for the peace of all.
The Zhuo family will never force me to marry Zhuo Han, nor will they worry that I will divide Zhuo''s property, delay Zhuo Feng, orIn a word, the root of everything is because of me.
"Drow, are you really not going back?"
I really want to beat him. I have been asked this question many times. Many people have asked this question. Is it very important?
But I have to answer, give him a positive answer, I know, he came to me on behalf of the Zhuo family.
"Yes, I won''t go back. You can tell your uncle and aunt that I will not be a threat to the Zhuo family in the future, if I can... "
After a pause, I have done my last courage, and this idea has been pondered in my heart for a long time. At this time, I am still hesitating, that is, I am cruel to myself. I must say, "if you can, the Zhuo family will find a chance to remove my account, and then I will sign off any relationship with the Zhuo family and give up any rights and obligations. Your father will be sure of the result Satisfied. "
Zhuo Bufan was stunned and looked at me blankly.
I was worried that he didn''t believe it. I took out the phone and started the recording. "If you don''t believe I can record it, as evidence, I won''t go back."
He shook his head, grabbed the phone, locked the screen, and then said, "you misunderstood me. I''m not a spy of the Zhuo family. I won''t be sorry for you any more. I just came to ask you, really don''t go back? Do you know that drogo is very bad now? "
How bad can a cold-blooded person like Zhuo Feng be?
I don''t have the courage to ask.
"Drow, you can go with me and have a look."
I shook my head. "No, there''s no need. He''ll be fine. There are so many pursuers around me. I''m sure I''ll have a good life. I''m nothing
It''s really nothing.
Zhuo Bufan was in a hurry and beat the table angrily. "Zhuo Ge was drunk yesterday and had a car accident. He is still in a coma and has been reading your name. I don''t want to say it, but I don''t know what to do. My father asked me to sign the inheritance, but I didn''t agree. I can''t agree. I don''t want Zhuo''s stuff. It doesn''t belong to me. Like you, I don''t belong to the Zhuo family. I''m a redundant person. Zhuo''er, go and see. The doctor says that Zhuo may become a vegetable. "