People say that mental illness is difficult to cure, but in Zhuo Feng''s opinion, there is nothing that can''t be done.


    Not long after I got home, he left again. It took two days this time. Come back. Tell me, "never part again, I''ll be with you."


    I was holding a knife. Looking at the wall in front of me, I always feel my father''s face on the wall. Staring at me with a ferocious smile. I want to use a knife to pick him out of the wall, and then break him into pieces.


    Zhuo Feng carelessly snatched the knife from my hand. Put it down, check my hands and ask why I''m angry at the wall.


    I said, pointing to the face still smiling at me on the wall. "Zhuo Feng. Don''t you see, my father is here. "


    Zhuo Feng looks at me stupidly, his eyebrows are tied. Eyes full of love, but a gentle smile. "Do you watch too many horror movies? Why didn''t I see the person you said? "


    I''m curious to look back. It''s really gone.


    "Zhuo Feng. Yeah, I just looked at it and thought it was strange. But I can''t help thinking


    "I don''t want to. I have a plane reservation. We''ll go out and play. "


    "Aung? Where to go? I want to go to school. Jingjing said she copied a lot of notes for me. Tell me to get it


    "We''ll get it tomorrow. What would you like to eat now?"


    "I want to eat jelly." Jelly to eat cool heart, I will not be hot and irritable.


    Zhuo Feng laughed, "eat jelly no matter full, hungry is not good."


    Listen to Zhuo Feng, I used to like to listen to him, now is no exception, "well, then I want to eat bread."


    “…… There is no bread at home. Let''s have some staple food in the evening, such as spaghetti, steak, or hot pot. "


    I laughed, "eat hot pot."


    After dinner, I helped to wash the dishes. Brother Li was talking on the phone outside. I could hear him yelling at the phone, "the business of the Feng family has been ruined for a long time. What are you afraid of? Do it for me. Tell me that little thing again, I''ll open you all up. Yes, that''s it. Zhuo Ge is busy there. He has no time to talk to you. Be honest with me. "


    I secretly lie at the door to eavesdrop, always think he can kill me, every day before I go to bed, I will lock the door of the room, for fear that he will suddenly hold the black iron guy to come in and hit me, countless times dream of this scene, make me afraid and tired of brother Li.


    This morning, I finally broke out.


    I saw with my own eyes that brother Li''s knife was going to stab me in the chest, but brother Li looked at me in surprise.


    For this reason, I yelled at him and told him to go away.


    Zhuo Feng, who came back from breakfast, saw us and walked towards me in no hurry and asked me, "what''s the matter? Are you naughty again? "


    I photographed the breakfast in his hand and felt that there must be poison in it. I ran back to the room in fright.


    Squatting in the room, I shiver, people all over the world want to kill me, what did I do wrong?


    "Drow?"


    The voice across the door is a little dull. Zhuo Feng knocks on the door outside, shaking all over.


    I don''t want to see anyone, I don''t want to.


    I shut myself in my room all day. At night, Zhuo Feng broke the door and burst in.


    I am standing on the window, the window is wide open, whistling wind blowing in from the outside, blowing me all over pain. But when I look at the tall building, I feel that the outside world is the most wonderful. I want to fly, I want to jump.


    Zhuo Feng is nervous and doesn''t dare to approach. He asks me in a low voice what I''m doing. "Can you come down and say it again?"


    I shake my head. I can''t.


    I want to understand that I am the root of all miserable things. I don''t want to be such a person. I don''t want to bring my own pain to others. That downstairs is a great world. As long as I leap over, I will surely see a different world.


    But I look at Zhuo Feng''s painful affection, and I can''t bear it.


    "Zhuo Feng, do you love me?"


    "I love you, drow. I always love you. Be obedient. Come down. Let''s talk about it later."


    I shook my head, "Zhuo Feng, I want to jump down. My second cousin is calling me. She says she will protect me, so I don''t have to be bullied by my father."


    "Fool, your second cousin can''t protect you. She''s also a victim. I''ll protect you and be obedient."


    I don''t know. I''ve been protected by him for so long. I can''t do anything but bring him trouble. I''m really fed up with it.


    "Zhuo Feng, can I have my own life? I don''t want to be taken care of by you. It''s natural for me to get used to it. But now I find that I don''t like this kind of habit. Really, I long for freedom. I long for my own life. Like many children of the same age, I go to school, fall in love, make friends, and finally go to work and fight for life. This is the day I look forward to. I don''t want so much money. It''s not what I earn. I don''t want it. "


    "Yes, be obedient, be obedient, come down. I will do whatever you want. Drow, come down."


    He slowly close, I seriously look at him, he is really good-looking, picturesque, like those big stars I watched on TV.I love him. I really love him.


    But this love has become a burden to each other, drag, we are only suffering together.


    I can''t be separated from him, so I have to choose another way.


    I raised my feet. The wind outside made me shake, and my slippers fell down. It was a long time before I heard a patter and fell on the cement ground on the first floor.


    I can quickly estimate the speed and gravity of my fall, how seriously I will be injured when I hit the ground, so I should head down and close my eyes when I jump. I think the final result will be perfect.


    Take a leap.


    The leader behind me, hold me firmly.


    I suddenly turned back, Zhuo Feng a enlarged and distorted face, roared to me, "Zhuo Er."


    The hand was held and couldn''t be pulled out. I panicked. I failed in my calculation.


    "Zhuo Feng, let me go. Only when we are apart can we have a better life together. I''m tired. I''m so tired. I''m even tired of breathing. Let me go. "


    He shook his head hard. His thick and powerful arm suddenly lifted me up and said to me, "as long as you live, you can do anything. Don''t do anything."


    I don''t, I struggle, I try my best to shake my body, but my hand still can''t get out.


    "Zhuo Feng, release me, release me."


    Li Ge also rushed in at this time, two people work together, pull me up.


    Dong a fall, the three of us on the ground, Zhuo Feng will close the window, lock, back to hold me, "Zhuo Er, don''t do this, please, don''t do this."


    I look at him, very sad, but I can''t cry out, tears have dried up, I can only helplessly look at him holding me, nothing can be done.


    I''ve been ill for two months, and then one day, suddenly, I''m enlightened.


    Zhuo Feng is sleeping next to me. I got up early and looked at him. He was so thin recently that I felt very sad. I reached out to grab his face. He woke up, looked at me and took a deep breath.


    The sound of breathing, as if a kilo weight, heavy pressure in my heart, broke a block in the heart of a stone.


    I hugged him, "Zhuofeng, I''m sorry."


    He was stunned and said to me with a smile, "I should."


    When I got well, the doctor thought it was a miracle. Later, Xie Jingjing said something very emotional. I thought it made sense, "it must be Zhuo GE''s love is too great."