He chose not to turn it on because I would talk to him on the phone every night in front of his parents. He chose to avoid me. Instead of accepting me positively.


    I understand that he took care of his father''s illness. But I can''t accept it.


    I can''t accept the feeling and reason.


    After living together for a long time, I don''t know how many times I have to face such embarrassment. Is it that every time he goes back, he has to pretend that it has nothing to do with me? Isn''t that self deception?


    After being sad. I can only do it. It didn''t happen.


    The next day when I could walk, I went to school with my injury. This matter does not want to affect any of my life, also told Xie Jingjing and dormitory people, this matter do not care. But Annie and Xie Jingjing regard me as a child. Take care of my daily life.


    Zhuo Feng comes every day. He comes to see me after work and gives me medicine. Look, I left when I was really OK.


    Every time he drove away, I had the illusion that he would never come back to me again. Or do something behind your back that you shouldn''t do.


    Trust is a wonderful thing.


    It''s a day of school. I fell asleep, Li Bai''s clothes draped behind me. I''m surprised. There''s no one around. Startled, Li Bai stood up from behind me. Nervous asked me, "wake up?"


    I looked around curiously, "I, I''m not in class?"


    "Yes, you''re asleep. I''m watching you."


    "What are you doing with me?" I''m curious to see him, return his clothes to him, pack up things and go outside. I''m still complaining about how Xie Jingjing didn''t wake me up.


    He said, "Xie Jingjing is out, family members come over, already out of school, Annie is in class, Li Yang''s boyfriend comes over, Zhang Xin has something to do, only me."


    High!


    Let me see the time. It''s noon.


    "Well, thank you. Let''s go out and I''ll treat you to dinner?"


    In order to thank you, it''s right to have a meal.


    He nodded with a smile and said, "OK, it''s your treat. I''ll pay. Let''s go!"


    It''s funny. I still know how to use our usual jokes to communicate.


    It''s very easy to be with Li Bai. He is very eloquent and occasionally has a few ambiguous words. He blushes when he hears people''s hearts. Apart from his purpose of approaching me, he is actually a very good person.


    He said that recently, Gu Chengfeng returned to France. He had no friends to accompany him, so he had to follow me.


    I reluctantly said, "I''ll take you as my younger brother."


    He nodded with a smile.


    When we came out of the dining hall, he suddenly asked me, "Gu Chengfeng''s sister-in-law''s name is Li Xiangxiang."


    I Leng for a while, this name almost became a thorn in my heart, can''t touch.


    "Yes, why do you ask?"


    "Gu Chengfeng went back because his sister-in-law''s child was gone, and his brother was in an unstable mood. Gu Chengfeng went back to take care of the company. If he couldn''t come back for a long time, he told me to tell you, don''t think about him. "


    It''s like Gu Chengfeng''s words, but this fool Li Bai can''t hear it. Gu Chengfeng''s words are angry with Li Bai. Don''t they mean fair competition?


    Well, it seems that foreign children of such a big age are all silly, white and sweet. First, they have no social experience. Second, they are naive people because of the environmental impact of their families.


    "Well, thank you. I''ll contact him later."


    Li Bai sent me to the dormitory downstairs, pointed to the dormitory upstairs and said, "you go up, look at me at the window, and I''ll go."


    "Oh, it''s a big day. I won''t have an accident. Go back quickly. It''s hot here. I''ll go in."


    "No, I can''t rest assured. Send the Buddha to the West."


    I laughed. "I learned a lot of Chinese idioms, but it''s strange to use them like this."


    "Hey, hey, I''ll correct it. You go up quickly. Goodbye."


    I waved to him, walking a little lame, he told me behind me, "slow down, no hurry!"


    I have no choice but to smile. If I really listen to him, I will walk slowly.


    On the floor, I looked down at him from the balcony, he really still stood in place, did not move, direct sunlight, according to his skin more white.


    "Li Bai, let''s go. It''s too hot."


    "OK, goodbye."


    Seeing him leave, I turned back to the dormitory room.


    Empty room, the heart inexplicably empty up.


    Outside the sun is just right, how many people''s laughter came, quiet and warm.


    I took out the book and looked at it at will. The bookmark in the book fell out. I picked it up and looked curiously. It turned out to be a folded letter.


    This letter is written by Li Bai.


    His Chinese characters are crooked, as I wrote many years ago, and there are some wrong words.


    Can see, he wrote very seriously, even punctuation are extremely serious.


    I probably read some sentences, but I can understand the general meaning. What he wrote was his feelings for me."Hello, Zhuo Er. My name is Li Bai."


    I burst out laughing.


    "I''m French. I''m studying in university here. As an exchange student, the first person I know is you. You''re very good. I like you."


    I will smile.


    "You said you have a fiance, I don''t force you, I won''t take people''s beauty, we can be friends, I hope you don''t exclude me, I have no malice."


    This sentence is normal, the sentence is not wrong.


    "Zhuo Er, I''m the same age as you. I''m twenty-two. I like rabbits and literature. I''ve read all the books you''ve read. If you like them, I''m more lively. You''ve read 300 fairy tales, two of which are written by me. Thank you for your high evaluation. "


    "Wow, really?" I was very surprised. I didn''t expect that my two favorite articles were written by him.


    "Zhuo''er, I heard about your accident. Gu Chengfeng told me not to talk about it. I didn''t say it, but I still want to remind you to be careful. Well I don''t know what to write. I only know so many Chinese characters. I look them up in the dictionary for a long time. Sorry, I like you. "


    I held the letter and laughed for a long time, but I was sad.


    This is the first time that I have received a love letter. There is a sweet feeling between the lines. It seems that I have seen Li Bai who was on the desk at that time and asked himself how to write.


    When we were students, what we were experiencing was just these green and astringent things. There was no dispute. We only lived in our own paradise and enjoyed life.


    But what about me?


    It seems that I have always been exposed to social darkness since I was born, and I can''t escape until now.


    I took this letter as a treasure and collected it in one of my books.


    Although many years later, I have already forgotten the feeling at that time, but I still like a treasure.


    In the evening, Gu Chengfeng called me and told me that he had just arrived in France. When I had an accident, he just got on the plane and was about to take off. He was very worried and asked me if I was ok now.


    I laughed and joked, "no, you stay Li Bai, I''m in trouble."


    "Ha ha, it''s OK. He can''t take it away. By the way, um Drow, don''t blame drow. "


    "I don''t blame him. I blame myself for my carelessness. I don''t blame anyone. And, Gu Chengfeng, I think I''ve already trained my body. I don''t care about it at all, really. "


    "Good. Well, anyway, don''t blame Zhuo Ge. He has no choice but to come here. My brother is going to collapse. Zhuo Ge is also very remorseful, but he gives you more time to be with boss Xiao. "


    Ah?


    I didn''t quite understand. I was stunned.


    Gu Chengfeng also said, "Li Xiangxiang cuts his wrist to commit suicide and forces Zhuo Feng to come over. Don''t mind."


    Coax!


    I hear the sound of my heart breaking, the sound of it.