"I haven''t been at home since you left. The east window has been broken and I haven''t lost anything. It''s a mess. I''ll know when Miss Li comes in today. It was her who stole. Fortunately, you are at home... "


    Yeah?


    I was surprised. He didn''t finish.


    He took a cigarette and pointed to the cup in the garbage can. There was lipstick on the cup Li was using. He said, "there''s medicine in her cup."


    That''s mean.


    So Zhuo Feng knew everything when he saw Li missing coming in. Li wants to get Zhuofeng. But you can do anything.


    "Then what? She''s gone? " I asked.


    "I have no choice but to do business. If she contacts you. Just tell me, I''ll take care of it. "


    "Yes."


    I nodded heavily.


    Then, we didn''t talk. The atmosphere is a little strange.


    Zhuo Feng sitting in front of me makes me feel alienated. It seems very different from Zhuofeng I used to know.


    I was looking at him carefully when he put out his cigarette and asked me. "Hungry, what would you like to eat? There seems to be a lot of things at home. "


    "Oh. Oh, whatever. Well, brother-in-law. I''ll do it! "


    "Sit still, I''ll do it. I''ll be fine in a minute


    He didn''t drink much. He was full of wine. It''s pungent.


    I look at his back, very heartache.


    When we had dinner together, we still talked very little. Occasionally I secretly looked up at him and found that he didn''t eat very seriously and didn''t know what he was thinking.


    Embarrassment came out of the hair system and filled the dining room.


    After I finished eating, I got up to clean up. My hands holding the plate touched each other. I was surprised to lock my hands. He took the plate away and told me, "don''t sleep on the second floor. No one has lived in it. It''s very dusty. I''d better live on the third floor. I''ll sleep on the first floor and I won''t disturb you."


    “…… However, the room on the first floor has not been slept for a long time, and the dust is very heavy. "


    "Well, I''m busy with my work. Go up and I''ll clean it up."


    I stood awkwardly, trying to help, but looking at his figure, I didn''t have the courage to step forward. I want to leave, but I don''t want to talk to him to break the embarrassment.


    Our relationship is really unacceptable.


    I used to be brother-in-law and sister-in-law, then brother-in-law and sister-in-law. Later, I became a lover, and now I am the most familiar stranger with brother-in-law and sister-in-law in it. So I stay here, only doomed to be embarrassed between us.


    I don''t know what to do. I''m sick of it.


    Lying on the familiar bed on the third floor, I fell asleep, full of his taste.


    At one o''clock in the morning, I got up to go to the bathroom and came out to get water. When I saw the light still on in the study on the first floor, he still didn''t sleep.


    In the past, Zhuo Feng used to go to bed late. Many times, he was very busy until late at night, lying on his desk and sleeping. Later, he was tired and went to the hospital.


    I was worried about him. I knocked on the door of the study, but there was no movement inside. He fell asleep, lying on the wide sofa in the corner of the study, with his head tilted, sleeping very uncomfortable.


    I look down at him and look at him carefully. I am familiar with every pore. I even remember the location of all the black spots on him, but


    Ah!


    I take a deep breath, gently push him, "brother-in-law, go to the room to sleep, it''s uncomfortable to sleep here."


    He shook his body for a while, sat up suddenly, looked at me for a while, and then recovered. "I dreamt that something happened to you."


    I often have an accident. He didn''t seem to dream about it before, or did he tell me about it? Just now his eyes were full of sadness. My leaving made it difficult for us, especially now we have to face each other.


    I forced myself to calm down. "I''m ok. You, go back to your room and sleep."


    "Well, why did you come downstairs?"


    "I get up to drink water. When I see the light in your room is on, I''ll come and have a look. Brother in law, you go to your room to sleep. It''s very cold here."


    Zhuo Feng nodded, lifted his blanket, got up and sat down at the table, told me, "go to sleep, I still have some work to do."


    I stare at him, helpless.


    "Then I''ll be with you."


    "Listen, you go back to rest."


    "No." If he doesn''t rest, I won''t go either. Otherwise, he doesn''t know when he will be busy here, and his body will recover. It will be terrible if he is damaged again.


    “…… All right He nodded in embarrassment, merged the documents and went outside. When he passed me, he used to hold my hand and said, "let''s go."


    I was stunned, looking at the hand he was holding, trying to struggle, but found no strength. I know clearly that we are not clear about the disadvantages, whether for me or for him is not a good result, so I have to leave here.


    No matter where we live, we need each other''s space to calm ourselves down and get used to our identity.


    Or, the farther it gets."You wait for me, fresh milk, and I''ll heat it up. You can drink it up."


    "Oh, good."


    He took me to the dining room to sit, leaning in the chair, I tilted my head to look at his serious appearance, more and more do not have the heart to leave.


    He sat opposite me with warm milk. He also had a cup in front of him. After a sip, he said to me, "it tastes good. Drink it. It''s not very hot."


    "Brother in law."


    "Yes?"


    "I think it''s better for us to separate."


    He did not speak, had to look at the eyes looking at me, looking at my hair.


    It took him a long time to say, "it''s separated now. You call me brother-in-law


    I shook my head. He was avoiding the heavy and taking the light. What he said was that he didn''t want me to go, but I had to go. This embarrassment made us all have a hard time.


    "Yes, but we need space for each other. We can''t live together anymore. Do you know what I mean?"


    "I don''t understand."


    He knows. He knows more than I do. Why don''t you face this problem squarely? Are you happy when you get mixed up?


    "Brother in law, you have your life, I also have my life. It''s good for us to separate."


    "Not good."


    I look at him frustrated, helpless.


    "Drow."


    "Yes?"


    "Living apart doesn''t mean you''ll forget me."


    Well!


    I admit this, but at least give myself a chance to let him go and live together all the time, which I can''t forget. Since I have chosen to separate, I will live my own life, especially in my heart. I also want to see him live a happy life and have a complete family.


    But what are we doing now?


    "Brother in law, I want to forget you."


    "I won''t allow it. Especially, I can''t forget you. "


    He looked up and drank all the milk. He turned around and put the cup into the pool. Without brushing, he looked at me on the edge of the pool and then laughed, "drink early and go to bed. Remember to turn off the light."


    “……”


    I roared in my heart, shouting, what are we doing now? Not clear, not clear.


    Nowadays, many couples choose to divorce rather than leave home. Because of the high price of housing and the inability to recognize each other''s alimony, they have to continue to live under the same roof and raise their common children. Isn''t that harmful to each other? Should Zhuo Feng and I hurt each other?


    I don''t, I can''t call that happening.


    I''ll move to a hotel tomorrow, and I won''t come back until I go abroad in the new year.