He puffed up his cheek and didn''t move. He was right next to me.
I reached out again. Slap it in the face. My own hands are numb.
He still didn''t move. Just look me in the eye.
I still want to reach out, he squeezed my hand. "Enough. I''ll be angry if I fight again."
I''m still struggling. He took my hand and hugged me. "Yes, I''m sorry."
I trembled. He looked up in a daze.
"I''m sorry, drow."
He''s apologizing?
I saw his reluctance and affection in his eyes. Is it true?
"Feng Ke?"
"I said I''m sorry. I won''t do such a thing in the future. "
I''m at a loss.
He repeated. "I won''t force you."
But he forced me more than once.
"Sorry, you have a good rest."
He let me go and turned out. I stare at his back, what happened just now?
I look at the palm of my hand. It''s all red and still aching.
The sound of a car starting came downstairs. Whistling away, my heart is completely quiet.
In the evening. Aunt nanny told me that there was a call coming in and she looked for me three times. I didn''t say my name. I called back this time. I just managed to get up and answer the phone downstairs.
"Drow?"
"Xie Jingjing?"
"It''s me. I asked brother Lu several times to find out your contact information. Where are you now?"
Relatives meet in general, through the phone, I feel that I have found all the depression in my heart, I can''t cry at that time, the cry has been passed on the phone for a long time, I am a little irritable.
Xie Jingjing has been listening silently, no response, only heard her constant sigh.
I cried enough. I took a hoarse breath and asked her, "how are you now?"
"I''m very good. I''ve graduated and I''m looking for a job. Just now I came back from the company''s interview and I heard people talk about your business. Then I know you''re back."
Graduated? Isn''t she a junior?
"Xie Jingjing, aren''t you a junior? You still have one year to go."
“…… I, I''m fired. "
"Ah? What''s going on? "
My heart aches, why does the person beside me give a condition one after another?
"Say, what''s the matter?"
Xie Jingjing took a breath and said heavily, "I don''t know. The school said that I cheated in the exam and fired me directly. My parents lost their jobs. My father is also looking for a job now. Zhuo Er, I don''t know what happened. No good things happened in my family this year. By the way, I also want to tell you that Liu Wei has been dropped out of school. It''s good for her to go back to the countryside to teach now. Even if she graduated, she also wanted to go back to the countryside to teach. It''s a pity that she could have recommended graduate students. Oh, and ah, Li Yang has gone abroad. He said he would contact you before, but later there was no news. I don''t know what''s going on now, and I don''t know what''s going on. There is no one who died in our dormitory? Drow, I miss you so much. I''m worried about you. Are you married to Feng Ke? "
My heart thumping sound, pain, all this, because of me?
I gradually calmed down. It was still early. Feng Ke didn''t expect to come back so early. Looking at the yard, the car had already come back. I''m sure the driver is still there. I have to see her now.
"Jingjing, you say a place, I''ll find you."
"Oh, I rented a house near the school, just opposite the west gate. I''ll wait for you here? You''ll see me when you get there. "
I asked the driver to drive me, and he kept shaking his head without giving any reason. I took my clothes and changed my flat shoes. I had to go by myself. The driver tried to persuade me. However, he called Feng Ke and asked him. After Feng Ke''s permission, he drove me over.
Jingjing is very thin. She used to be very thin, but now she is thinner. She has deep socket. She is wearing a big windbreaker and stands at the intersection. When the wind blows, it will blow her away.
She waved to me, and I ran over happily, and the two hugged each other directly.
"Jingjing, it''s great to see you." At least it proves that I haven''t separated from my former life.
She cried, "silly or not, it''s not that I''ll never see you. Let''s go upstairs and say I''m on the third floor."
Here are all old buildings, nearby are all graduate students and some temporary turnover to work graduates, so inside the building is still safe, but also very quiet.
Her room is on the balcony near the third floor. The environment is good, but the place is small.
The door is the bed, and there is no room for rest.
Xie Jingjing asked me, "why don''t you contact us? When Liu Wei left, we had a meal and then broke up. Everyone cried to death. We were all worried about you. Before we were abroad, we could still receive your message. Occasionally I watched your message and suddenly heard that you were married and pregnant. My God, how many months have you been?"I look at the expression change on Xie Jingjing''s face, and I can''t say I''m excited. Her appearance tells me that I''m still a flesh and blood person, not a person tortured by Feng Ke. I''m not like a ghost or a monster.
I held her and yelled happily, "Jingjing, thank you for remembering me."
"What are you saying? We are good friends. Don''t tell me you haven''t made friends with me."
"No, no, I, I am You know, I''m married to Feng Ke now. I don''t have a mobile phone, only a landline. You know that
I didn''t say clearly that Xie Jingjing''s cleverness can be understood.
She looked at me very heavily, took a breath, and then said for a long time, "how are you doing?"
I nodded.
"Where''s Zhuo Feng? I read the newspaper. Zhuofeng had an accident, and then there was no news. But your Zhuoer group is still there. What''s the matter? "
I don''t want Xie Jingjing to know that it''s too right. It''s not good for her. I just say that Zhuofeng company has an accident. I have to break up with him and marry fengke. Speaking of this, Xie Jingjing screams and asks me, "are you willing to part? Is fengke the boss of Feng group before? It''s not for Zhuofeng. Zhuofeng knows that he doesn''t want to take you? No, you all have children. Zhuo Feng can''t do anything if he wants to. Ah, it''s a sin. Zhuo Er, it''s hard for you. "
See, no matter how little I say, she''ll still think of it.
I asked her why she was said by the school to cheat in the exam. Although she was not very active in her study, she was always serious in the exam. How could she cheat.
Xie Jingjing looked down at the ground and held her skirt in her hand. She was silent for a long time before she said, "in fact, it''s my fault. I made a boyfriend. Didn''t I like Gu Chengfeng all the time before. Later, I met a man who looks like him. He has money at home and is a student of sports specialty. He must not study well. He''s our schoolboy. When we get better It didn''t take long for him to jump to our class through the relationship between his family. Naturally, he couldn''t learn. I was like helping him. Who knows that he asked me to help him during the exam. He threw me a piece of paper and asked me the answer to the exam. Before I gave it, I was found by the teacher. "
I''m at a loss. How can this boy do this? Did he not recognize what happened?
"What about him? Is he OK? It''s not your fault. There''s monitoring during the exam. It''s sure to be photographed. "
"I don''t know. After this, he disappeared. I couldn''t get through the phone and I couldn''t find anyone. So I was directly dropped out of school. I didn''t know until I got home that my father''s job had been lost and my mother''s job had been lost. Ah, I don''t know what happened. I think it''s very strange that things happened one by one."
Yes, it''s so strange. How can it not be strange? It all happened in this year. It''s very strange.
So whose is it?
I sat with Xie Jingjing for a while, and the driver came up to call me, so I didn''t want to leave.
After leaving a little cash for Xie Jingjing, I went back to my home. Looking at Feng Ke waiting for me in the dining room, I went directly to ask him, "do you really love me?"