"After you get married today, after I get married today, do you want to force me?"


    "Brother in law. Look at me. Look who I am. I''m drow. You said you''d stay together and never part. I used to be respected. I took the initiative countless times, but you refused me. So far. Do you want me? Do you have no respect at all? "


    "Brother in law. You are my family, not my man. "


    I have no tears. The heart is dripping blood, why did he become what he is today.


    He breathed out dejectedly and fell on my side. It took a long time to say. "I''m sorry."


    "Excuse me, is it useful?"


    "It''s no use."


    "So?"


    "I''m sorry."


    I got up, looked at him, raised my arm. "Pa Pa Pa!" Three crisp bright slap up, heartache. Heartbreak, I tried my best. Looking at the palmprint on his face gradually turning red, I feel sad. But I still have no tears, "touch me later. I''ll kill you. "


    He always said that respect is mutual. He has been doing the same thing, but why now, we have nothing to do with each other, he should humiliate me like this.


    I got up, put on my clothes and went out with the papers.


    When I got into the taxi, my heart was still beating wildly and my palms were numb.


    The driver asked me if I needed to go to the hospital several times. I looked up in a daze and nervously took the phone to look at myself. Only then did I know how ugly my face was and how shaking I was.


    When I got to the company, I went to the bathroom first. It took me a long time to get out of the bathroom and walk towards the conference room.


    The meeting has already started. I was talking about a project I was in charge of before. When it came to the key point, the person in charge of the planning asked me. I was flustered. When I opened the documents in my hand, I didn''t want to. Why didn''t I listen to them? All of them fell to the ground.


    Feng Ke came over and bent over to help me pick it up. I looked at him in embarrassment, still nervous.


    He gently pinched my shoulder and said to the person in charge of the planning, "go on. If you don''t understand, ask the Secretary in private." Then he bent over and looked at me, "let''s go out and talk."


    I nodded and came out with him.


    He helped me close the office door behind me and took me to his office.


    Sitting on the sofa, I feel relaxed. I don''t know when I began to like the quietness here, which makes me feel satisfied and secure.


    Feng Ke sat down and poured me a cup of tea. His voice was low. "What''s the matter, is it convenient to talk about it?"


    I shook my head.


    "If you don''t say yes, drink the tea to calm your nerves."


    I took it, breathed and drank it.


    He looked at me askew. His eyes could see everything, but he never mentioned anything. He only told me, "the meeting on Friday is very important. Your documents will stay in the company as far as possible. Even if you don''t come here, it won''t delay the progress." He poured another cup of tea and brought it to me before he continued, "how are you?"


    I nodded, "OK."


    "Have you had breakfast?"


    I still shake my head.


    "Let''s do it together. I don''t either."


    He put down the tea set, wiped his hands, and dragged me. His palms were warm, like a stove constantly baking my cold heart, baking my whole body a little bit.


    In front of the breakfast table, Feng Ke kept talking about the pros and cons of this project. Speaking of the key point, he suddenly asked me, "what''s your opinion?"


    I''ve been in a confused state. I heard what he said just now, but my brain is still down. I''m a little fidgety.


    He suddenly put down his chopsticks and reached for my wrist.


    I was stunned and looked him in the eye.


    He chuckled. "What do you think?"


    I shook my head, but I couldn''t move out of his eyes.


    He continued, "you can tell me if you''re in a bad mood."


    I opened my mouth and didn''t intend to open my mouth, but I know that some things can''t be concealed. I''m not a person who can hold things back, especially in Zhuofeng.


    I said, "Zhuo Feng went to pick me up in the morning and told me that he set up a tombstone in the cemetery. It''s the tombstone of his children and me. It''s called little cherry. I..."


    He breathed softly, sat down beside me, put a milk white steamed bread on my plate, sprinkled some honey, handed me a fork and said, "we can go together. If it wasn''t for the accident, cherry would be my child."


    My heart pain of frown, looking at the milk white steamed bread, feel the whole person also pale up.


    Boy, boy, it''s all over me. It''s killing me.


    "If you want children, we can have them."


    I shook my head. "I don''t want to. My body won''t allow it."


    "If you want to have a baby, you can find a surrogate."


    "Oh, you think so far. You know, I used to be a surrogate. I was born because my mother was a surrogate. I don''t want to let this kind of thing fall on unnecessary people. It''s also a dangerous thing to have a baby. "Feng Ke smiles, pinches my face, full of tenderness, "so, surrogacy abroad is legal, it''s something you love and I want, not forced. There may be moral comfort here, not abroad. As long as you''re willing, it''s not a problem. "


    I shake my head. I don''t want to. I really don''t want to.


    "Feng Ke?"


    "Yes?"


    "If the child was born, would you really treat it as your own child?"


    He poked the steamed bread with a smile and sent it to my mouth. He narrowed his good-looking eyes and laughed with incomparable affinity. Today, he has a lot more expressions on his face that I couldn''t see before.


    "The children you give birth to are my children, especially girls. I like them more."


    With his words, I think I should go with him to see my daughter whom I have never met.


    In the afternoon, he asked people to ask some cemeteries if they had this name. The other party didn''t reply. I was waiting for some scheming. After a while, a strange number was sent to an address with three words at the end to tell me who he was. "Sorry."


    I clasp those three words with my fingers, and I feel uncomfortable.


    Feng Ke came to see me and asked with a smile, "found it?"


    I said, "well, someone told me."


    "Oh, thank him. Let''s go now and come back early. I''ll take you back to school."


    The cemetery is on another mountain, which is relatively high. Because it is a new place, the tombstone is also very good. The first choice is the best location.


    There are flowers on the small tombstone, the new soil is still a new color, and there is no dust around.


    No photos, only a string of names, signed by father Zhuofeng, mother Zhuoer.


    I buckle the little cherry three words, heartache to the whole body cold, tears have always gushed out, suffocating in the heart.


    Feng Ke squatted down and stretched out, took out his handkerchief, rubbed it gently, and said with a smile, "I''ve brought jelly and milk bottle. I hope she will like it."


    After that, he took the things and put them in place, not only milk bottles, but also some milk beans, biscuits and colorful toys.


    I help to unfold, the same as the correct, how eager to stretch out a hand from inside, small and flexible, playing with everything in the room, shouting and yelling with me.


    But these have never appeared in my dream.


    Feng Ke said, "it''s all bought early, especially toys. I''ve planned her age, what to play with and what to use. I don''t know whether it''s a boy or a girl, so I prepared a double, but I didn''t expect to use it."


    "Thank you, fengke."


    "Thank you for what I do. She''s my daughter, too." Feng Ke chuckles and hugs me.


    I lean on his arms, looking at the name on the tombstone, tears finally fall into a line.


    Whether she was born or had already left, she was happy.


    At this time, Feng Ke''s phone suddenly became noisy. He frowned helplessly. He just heard the noise on the opposite side of the phone. He suddenly got up and yelled at the phone, "asshole!"