He continued, "it''s not that I don''t recognize Jiang Hua, but I wonder if I''ve done it. I''m drunk. It doesn''t mean I''m a beast. Do you like people who are about to pounce on women? How long are we together and don''t know each other? you bet. I get married suddenly, but everything I do is not just superficial. Have you ever thought why I''m here? "


    I sneer. Sneer, "I was divorced at that time. But what I''ve been waiting for is you and Jiang Hua''s quarrel. Can I get to bed earlier? After the event, did you explain it to me? I went to see you. How do you give me the answer. You''re asking me, "what do you want to know?"


    He also strongly refuted, his face changed just now gentle, resolute like a knife. "Because I believe the drow I love will understand me. That''s a misunderstanding. Why don''t you believe it. Do you only believe what you see? It may not be true. What do you see? You tell me what you see? Clothes all over the floor or those used covers? I seldom go home. How many times have you been there before that you don''t know? I used the condom that time, and you weren''t there. What am I going to do with those things? When you asked me to explain, I was in a daze. I didn''t know how to explain. I knew that even if I explained it, it was useless. You had ignored what we had agreed not to separate. "


    I


    Once again, I was speechless.


    He continued, "drow, you love me. Do you love me enough?"


    I''m very angry. If it''s not enough, I just want to go with Feng Ke to give up everything. Do I just want to keep him safe? His ability is limited. I can''t just be a little wretch protected by him. I don''t want to see him lose his family again. I What''s wrong?


    I bit my thin lip and yelled, "you fart."


    He stares at me, but laughs for a long time. He is very helpless. He steps close to me again, pulls me close to his arms, and rubs me into his arms like iron. He says in a hoarse voice, "enough scolding."


    I was stunned. The shock was not because of what he said just now, but because of my own feelings.


    I love him, always.


    I thought that my heart was already like a glacier, but just now my fish Lun Ci''s abuse had already leaked my own heart.


    I was surprised to see the darkness in front of me, but my heart was enlarged without limit.


    But can we still be together?


    Some love can be desperate together, some love is to forget each other.


    We each other for each other, but thousands of times separated, to now, is not together?


    "Brother in law, let me go."


    I said with a firm heart.


    “……” He shivered and looked up at me blankly.


    I didn''t look into his eyes. I was afraid that this sight would make my clear thinking completely disordered. I pushed him aside and looked at one side of the apartment building. The black paint on it had fallen off, and there were some cracks, which were blown down by the night wind. It was like a layer of resolute coat we put on each other when we were quarreling, but it was already brittle Weak, but a turn, you can tell the other party to give up completely.


    As early as the first time I proposed to break up to now, I know that it is impossible between us.


    Love, is love, but less a must be together faith.


    In particular, he is someone else''s husband, someone else''s father, and who am I? I am no one.


    I can''t smell, "go back early, Mr. Zhuo."


    I turned to leave, determined and cold, the wind inside the corridor made me excited, my steps were a little misty, but every step seemed to step on the ground full of blades, the pain affected my whole body.


    Behind him came Zhuo Feng''s low roar, "Zhuo Er..."


    He should have something else to say, but he was already drowned by the strong wind, and my ears were selectively deaf.


    Lying on the bed, it was destined to be another sleepless night. In the middle of the night, Xie Jingjing came back and secretly put two fried buns at the head of the bed for me. The fragrance went through my nostrils, but it couldn''t arouse any desire.


    Xie Jingjing went back to read after eating and washing herself. She knew that I didn''t sleep and still didn''t disturb me.


    I really couldn''t sleep, but it made me feel bad all over. I just sat up and grabbed the fried bread of Huahua.


    When she looked at me, she wanted to talk, and then the expression on her face changed, "are you in a bad mood? Tell me about it? "


    "Yes." I had a fried bag in my mouth, and my cheeks were bulging. I didn''t spit it out several times.


    She poured water for me to drink, "slow down, I don''t want to fight with you, say it."


    I said vaguely, "Zhuo Feng is here. Just now he was downstairs and told me a lot. He means he still wants to make up, but now he is married."


    Xie Jingjing first took a long breath, and then asked me, "do you want to agree, but you are itching?"


    I am a Leng, contain the bun inside the mouth to forget to chew, stupidly looking at her.


    She brought the glass to me again and continued, "am I right? It''s not that you don''t love him, it''s that you grow up and think rationally, but it makes people feel that you have no feelings. Can you think about it, Zhuo Feng is not rational enough. When he was with you, he didn''t turn back. He didn''t leave before you divorced Feng Ke. Now that he is married, you leave instead. I think you''re a little selfish, drowI blinked and didn''t know what to say. What did I do wrong?


    She patted me on the shoulder, "in fact, what you have done is right. It''s good to draw a clear line. You are responsible for yourself, and Zhuo Feng can take good care of his family. There is no right or wrong in things. There is only moral restraint. In reason, what you do is right, but in emotion, you lose Zhuofeng. I feel aggrieved for Zhuo Feng. Maybe there are other reasons for him to do so? "


    Can there be any reason why he would come back to deal with Lu Shao and Gu Chengfeng?


    I always feel like he''s getting back at me.


    "Jingjing, I don''t think I should continue to be wrong. If he and I can still be together, I will wait for marriage or divorce. But now he doesn''t give me any hope and guarantee. I really don''t feel safe. He got married after my divorce. It doesn''t matter whether I get a divorce or not. It doesn''t matter if he wants to get a divorce. And you can see why I''m so busy recently. I just want to protect Lu Shao and Gu Chengfeng. No matter how hard he is, he shouldn''t deal with the people around him, right? I don''t understand. I really don''t understand. "


    Xie Jingjing frowned and shook her head for a while. "Ah, I don''t understand, but I just advise you not to blame yourself. You didn''t do anything wrong to him. It''s just like Zhang Chuan. If it wasn''t for him, I wouldn''t hate him so much now. "


    Yeah, sometimes it''s best to draw a line.


    I finished the last mouthful of steamed stuffed bun and drank all the water. It was very late, and I couldn''t sleep, "no, we''ll read until dawn."


    She smiles and hands me a book. "Then study with me."


    In order to be admitted to graduate school, there are many times when I don''t sleep all day, but I have too many things to do. I often get tired and fall asleep on my desk when I just pick up my books.


    Today is an exception. I saw that I was very focused. I didn''t want to stop until daybreak. I didn''t remember that it was daybreak when Aunt SuGuan downstairs brought breakfast.


    Xie Jingjing washed her face, handed me the business card for breakfast and said, "Gu Chengfeng gave it to you."