I didn''t answer, just feel that we suddenly become very strange, as if I don''t know him.


    I always think that I am a suspicious person by nature, but in fact, every doubt has a reason. When I think that he is entangled by women, I think that he will leave me. I don''t know what is the reason for this uneasiness. I always feel that we lack the necessary trust.


    He sighed for a long time and said, "I know you still don''t believe me. It doesn''t matter. I''ll believe it gradually. I know what I''ve done is not enough, so I''ll make you feel insecure all the time. It doesn''t matter. I''m trying my best. I thought about this problem when I was sick. I thought I could never tell you to understand me in my life. Fortunately, I''m ok. I still have a chance to explain to you. Blame me. You still don''t believe me when I explain too late. "


    I suddenly feel that we are very pitiful, also for the sake of each other, we are slowly moving towards differences during this period of time, deep misunderstanding has been buried in each other''s bodies, no matter what we do, we can not change our prejudice towards each other.


    I said, "husband, give me some time, I think, I can accept such you, accept the other side I don''t know."


    He turned to look at me, put me gently in his arms, and bowed his head to kiss my forehead. His thin lips trembled a little. I realized his fear, just as I was afraid of losing him.


    "Drow, no matter what happens, you can''t leave me. I don''t want anyone but you."


    I choked. I said that not long ago, but now I can''t say it.


    On the other hand, he is mean, cruel and unscrupulous. I used to hear people evaluate him like this, but I still don''t know him like this. At this time, when I understand him, I know him. On the contrary, it scares me. I don''t know what it''s like to see through a person.


    "Husband!"


    "Well, well, I won''t force you. Recently you have a good rest at home. I''ll do other things. I''ll try my best to Show mercy. "


    I remember a long time ago, Lu Shaozeng complained to Zhuo Feng that his protection would harm me. At that time, I was like a flower in a greenhouse. No matter what happened, I would think of Zhuo Feng, which directly led to my mental illness at that time and I can''t recover until now.


    If I knew the other side of Zhuo Feng from then on, would I still love him regardless of everything and go to now?


    But the answer has been unable to know, the contradiction between us is also deepening.


    Lu Shao came out of the room, but he didn''t see Jiajia. Seeing Lu Shao''s face, he knew that their situation was not very good either.


    "Zhuo Feng, tell me to talk to Zhuo Er for a while. You go to talk to Jiajia. Now she can pick on anything I say. She really can''t communicate."


    Zhuo Feng hesitates for a moment, but he still nods and agrees. Now his new house is in chaos, but he can''t refuse. Lu Shao comes to me to talk about Zhuo Feng.


    Lu Shao pulled me out and sat on the edge of the swimming pool outside. The sun was very good, big and warm, which made me sleepy. Lu Shao came over from the corner after smoking a cigarette, sat down beside me and asked me, "don''t you use this swimming pool?"


    I think it seems that people in China don''t have the habit of swimming, and now I don''t have the leisure to finish swimming here, so it becomes a decoration.


    I shrug and smile, "no way, all busy."


    "Busy, you have a good day, but it''s useless to talk all day. I tell you, in fact, Zhuofeng has no one else. Why don''t you believe it?"


    But now I would rather he and other women, or better than let me know another kind of Zhuofeng, such he is cold-blooded and merciless, I''m afraid that one day he doesn''t love me, turn to kick me away, I have no way.


    I said, "brother Lu, how many years have you been friends?"


    He looked down and thought for a while, "it''s almost 30 years. It''s been a long time anyway."


    "Then you always know the other side of Zhuo Feng, don''t you?"


    He didn''t say a word. He just smoked a cigarette and decided to light it. After thinking about it, he put it down again. He got up and stood on the edge of the pool, with his back to me, looking at the distance, as if he was avoiding something.


    I looked at his broad back and continued to ask, "are you afraid of such Zhuofeng? He won''t let others know what he does. His means are cruel. Indeed, my goal has arrived. I know that he is helping me every time I have a problem, but I don''t want such help. If I face it together with me, instead of using it directly behind my back like a devil, I can''t help him Despicable means, he is too able to control the overall situation, and can see through all things, but does not say anything. Watching us running around here, he has been silent, only looking at the results of our efforts, he feels as if he has done nothing, but in fact he is already doing it, and more vicious than we think. I''m always worried that one day I''ll suddenly lose control of him and aim at us and me. What should I do? "


    Lu Shao extremely firm answer, "will not."


    I asked, "Why are you so sure? You don''t think that we are all fools in Zhuo Feng''s eyes. He can control everything, but he hides everything so well. What is Yao Di for?""So that you can see the good side of him."


    Lu Shao turned around, his face full of affirmation, came over and said, "I know him. The people he doesn''t want to hurt will never hurt in his life. He really is Sometimes it''s cruel, he knows, so he''s converging, especially after he meets you. So I asked him to go out of the mountain and play in the underworld, but he didn''t agree. He was afraid that he would become the next Zhuo Zhendong, so he would never go back. Fortunately, you are his guiding light. Why do you doubt him? "


    I


    I looked at Lu Shao''s eyes in surprise. The firmness in his eyes was like a burning flame, spreading warmth.


    "Zhuo Er, I know how you feel. I thought about it before I knew him. I was afraid of it. But you have to believe that Zhuo Feng is not a devil, but a person. He also cares about things and people. He is righteous and affectionate, so even if his relatives hurt him, he will choose to be tolerant again and again. Unless he can''t be tolerant, he will do it. Yes, it''s cruel, but it''s also very effective However, you think I was in the underworld so smoothly, he did not help me behind, I will be grateful for a lifetime, because he chose me as a friend, rather than choose me as an enemy. Moreover, you should be glad that he loves you, not other women. Otherwise, you will be the next Xu Jiaojiao or Li Xiangxiang, and you''d better be Du Hong, not Zhuo Er. It''s not so much that you have made him better than that you have made yourself better. You are very good and protected by Zhuo Feng. Profession is a kind of beauty. You should be grateful to him instead of doubting him. "


    Lu Shao''s words made me speechless. My heart was aching and my breathing was difficult.


    His words were repeated in his mind, "you should thank him, not doubt him."


    But what can I thank him for? The death of Xu Jiaojiao, the madness of Li''s missing, and Du Hong''s last tragedy are all due to Zhuo Feng


    I shook my head in confusion, "brother Lu, I can''t do it. I''m even a little afraid of him. I''m afraid that if he doesn''t love me, then I''ll be the next li Xiangxiang, the next Du Hong, or Xu Jiaojiao. "