"Well, I''m sorry to be crying. I just want to make you live better, and I don''t want to increase your burden."


    He is helping me manage my company, running around, I live my own small life, everything seems so quiet and peaceful, but in fact it is someone behind all this, strong force will lift me up, will make me so close to happiness.


    My mood is more complicated. At this time, I hope Feng Fei is sincere about what I did, not accidental. Otherwise, I will only feel more guilty for him.


    "Feng Fei, what should I do with you?"


    He pulled my arm with a smile, and my whole body rushed to him, but he didn''t move any further. He just gently dried the tears on my face, and then said, "I''ve been here all the time, as long as you don''t hate me any more. You don''t have to worry about me


    He and I, can only miss, disappointed, forgotten, remember, but never together.


    It was very late when I came out of the hospital. I took a taxi and went home. But I was sitting at the intersection of my home, but I was crying.


    I know, this person will be like a scar, forever in my heart.


    I cry enough here, sad enough, just got up and entered the house.


    At this time, everyone was asleep. I pushed the door in and wanted to go upstairs, but I was stopped by Lu Shao on the first floor.


    He held the glass in his hand and handed it to me. Seeing the bloodstain on my body, he frowned and took it back. He said to me, "go and wash it before you come down."


    I nodded, obedient upstairs, took a bath, changed clothes and came out.


    He''s had two drinks, red cheeks, squinting at me.


    I took the glass and sat down. I finished one and poured another. Then I looked up at him.


    He nodded to me with a smile and asked, "are you happy?"


    So everybody knows about it, right? I personally stabbed Feng Fei, just because of that incident.


    At that time, I was so angry, only hatred in my heart. Impulsively, I stabbed the knife without hesitation. But at this time, I was regretting that the biggest mistake he made was standing in his position and doing a very common thing. For all of us here, it was the lightest thing, but I almost killed him. If I have a cold body here, where would I be?


    That kind of me, even if someone wants to save me, I also want to die. Only death can free me.


    But what about my children and my Zhuofeng? If Feng Fei has no future, will the people around me have it?


    I had another sip of wine to calm myself down.


    "Brother Lu, sometimes I think I''m good at it."


    "Ha ha, it''s not you who did it. It''s a very irritating thing, but it''s right. I would have done it if I had. He did something like that in those years, and now he still says he likes you. I can''t accept it. Just because he''s good to you, I can''t ignore his harm to you. I also understand these principles through torturing each other with Jiajia for so many years. I hurt her too much, so I understand what Jiajia does, but at the thought that she will leave me, I will really collapse. Hehe, at least you and Fanfei are not so complicated that they can''t be separated. He''s not dead. That''s his life. "


    I didn''t answer. I sighed that he was very lucky. I also sighed that my hatred was so strong at that time, otherwise I would kill him without hesitation, instead of thinking about tormenting him in the future.


    Feng Fei wants to live. No matter what happens between us, I hope he will live. At least he should live better than me. Only in this way can he be worthy of paying for this life.


    Lu Shao and I had a drink, but we didn''t have a drink. When we finished a bottle of red wine, he went to get another bottle and opened it. Then he held the bottle and drank it. At this time, he said, "Jiajia still left me. We looked like husband and wife, but it was all for the sake of children. In fact, after we went back that time, she made a statement with me, and we would never make up again."


    I''m shocked. I don''t know about it at all. Did he hide it too well or did two people really perform so well?


    "Ha ha, are you surprised? It''s all my fault that I didn''t cherish it well. I felt like I was leaving. Later, I found that I couldn''t live a good life without her, but it was too late. The damage to her had been caused. No matter how good I was to her, I couldn''t make up for the rift between us. Zhuo Er, you brother Lu have been punished at last. How nice


    I look at him with red eyes. It seems that I don''t need to see his sadness through my heart. I can experience the pain personally. Losing the person I love most in my life is worse than dying.


    "Brother Lu I don''t know how to comfort you, because I''m also very sad. Can''t you reconcile? "


    "Ha ha, silly girl, how old are you? Of course, we won''t make up. Jiajia is already looking for other men. She says she wants to start a new life. I think it''s time to let go. After we went back, we talked for a long time and didn''t sleep all night. We were just thinking about how to solve the rift between us. In the end, we found that the damage between us was so great that it was impossible to go back. I hurt her deeply without knowing it, but I didn''t realize it. I thought she didn''t care, but in fact, the damage was invisible. I thought she didn''t care Care is only superficial. Ha ha, I deserve itHe drank up the red wine, tons of shibuyin, just like his heart beat at this time, bursts of pain.


    I thought that all the people around me would be white headed and happy, but they had already parted ways before more than ten years.


    Even now, Zhuo Feng and I are supporting each other, too much so carefully, for fear that a little bit of wind and grass will make me separate from each other.


    Is it true that we have lost our old attachment to our feelings because of our old age, or is it true that our feelings are already fragile and can only be separated from those who are destined to be together?


    I came from grief, lying in Lu Shao''s arms crying very loud.


    At this time, I can no longer care about the three children sleeping upstairs with my mother, and downstairs in the room do not know is sleeping Jiajia.


    I just want to call myself depressed in the heart of this sad vent as soon as possible, it seems that only in this way can we continue to breathe fresh air, can we continue to live well.


    Lu Shao said, "cry. If crying can solve the problem and ask her to come back, I''d rather cry every day. But what can I do? Love is a matter for both of us. I can''t help it. I really can''t. Drow, if I can, I really want time to flow. I can''t do a lot of things, but I''m a jerk. I can only live alone. Really, it''s good. Ha ha, I deserve it. "


    Young frivolous things to do a lot of people to middle age and how many people will regret, can regret how things can really forget the past and continue to live it? I don''t know why we can''t get good love?


    Lu Shao''s sad smile, "that''s it. I won''t kill anyone again, and no one will hurt me."


    I cried louder, and I didn''t stop crying until all my family came out.