Those memories, like a hurricane, wind blade like a knife cut my body into a thousand holes!


    Hot tears rolled down my cheeks, and all the suppressed emotions in the past surged up, almost crushing my body. At the same time, there was the vast ocean of sadness and shame.


    Sorry!


    My legs softened and I knelt on the cold floor.


    At this moment, I really want to say sorry to Ding Ge in front of her. I really feel sorry for her.


    Lin Ya saw me kneeling there and hurriedly squatting beside me with a sad expression and a choked voice, "Xing Yun, what are you doing?"


    I buried my head deep in the shadow because I was too ashamed of myself.


    Clenching my teeth, I curled up and said to lin ya, "Girl, beat me up."


    I really wanted someone to beat me up so that I could feel better, but Lin Ya said sadly, "What are you talking about?"


    She grabbed my arm and almost cried out, "Get up."


    But Lin Ya couldn''t pull me at all. She took a breath, squatted beside me and whispered, "Xing Yun, I know you''re upset, but that''s all in the past. Ding Ge and I both know that you had to do it, and Guzheng told us that you always loved Ding Ge. There was nothing between the two of you. Will you get up? I feel bad for you."


    Lin Ya didn''t hit me. She just sat there with me, her watery eyes trembling.


    She covered her mouth and her tears fell again.


    At this time, I don''t want to make Lin Ya cry anymore, so I quickly grabbed Lin Ya''s arm and said softly, "Girl, don''t cry. I''ll get up. I''ll get up."


    Lin Ya nodded, but her tears were still falling. At this moment, she was not as strong as she used to be. We stood up together and sat down again.


    Then neither of us spoke and let the sadness pervade the room.


    After a while, my mood calmed down and I smiled bitterly, "Why didn''t you tell me you knew?"


    If I had known they knew, I wouldn''t have had to hide it so hard.


    "That was also Ding Ge''s idea. She felt that not telling you was also a form of respect for Guzheng, and Guzheng also said that after the money was paid back, your fake relationship would naturally be dissolved. Guzheng also said that she would wish the two of you well. She wants you to be together."


    Guzheng did say the same thing to me, and I thought, maybe she really took it easy.


    In fact, it doesn''t matter to dinger as long as she knows that you are innocent. She had been waiting for so long anyway that she didn''t care to wait any longer. Now what I''m most afraid of is... "Lin Ya''s face darkened again." Ding Ge has been saving money, so I''m especially afraid that she would do something illegal on impulse. She really wants to be with you so much. I''m really afraid she''ll make a mistake."


    Let''s go back to today''s topic again. This time, when I heard what Lin Ya said, I didn''t refute it. If it was really like what Lin Ya said, Ding Ge might choose to take a shortcut.


    All of a sudden, I remembered something. Ding Ge told me that she wanted to see me that day. Ding Ge was very abnormal that day. She looked at me with a strong affection in her eyes. That day seemed to be the end of the project she and Guzheng were working on, and I suddenly didn''t dare to think much about it.


    I said in pain again, "You know what, girl? In fact, our family''s debt has been paid off."


    Lin Ya shuddered and looked at me in shock. She frowned and asked in surprise, "When?"


    "It''s been a long time." Then I told Lin Ya about our house being taken over and the road being built, so our family got a sum of compensation, not only paying off the debts our family owed, but also leaving some behind. I returned to Pucheng with tens of thousands of dollars and started a Xingyun hotel with Hu Zi and Old Gao.


    Lin Ya listened for a long time, put his hand on his chest, and said in shock, "I knew it. I knew something was wrong here. You guys really opened the restaurant together. Why didn''t you say so earlier?"


    If I had told Ding Ge about this earlier, Ding Ge wouldn''t have saved any more money, and maybe there wouldn''t have been anything like this.


    At this moment, the balance in my heart tilted to the other side.


    If Ding Ge really took a risk for me, then I should have stabbed myself to death.


    "At that time, I wanted to wait until my career started to improve..." I couldn''t continue. It was too late to say anything now. If I had been able to find Ding Ge resolutely, maybe we would have been together a long time ago.


    I bent over and buried my head in the shadows. I hate myself. I was the one who caused Ding Ge''s death!


    Lin Ya was also very angry with me. She seemed to want to scold me. Her mouth trembled slightly, as if she wanted to say thousands of words to me, but she just sighed and said, "Don''t blame yourself. We''re just guessing now. We don''t know what the truth is."


    Lin Ya looked up again and asked me, "Do you think Guzheng might have framed Ding Ge?"


    I shook my head and didn''t say anything. At this moment, I can''t guarantee it. Today''s news is enough for me to digest.


    Lin Ya began to ponder again. After a moment, he said, "Actually, when the two of them worked together, I suspected that there was something strange about it, but it was a collaboration between the two companies, and I don''t know the details. Ding Ge has always believed in Guzheng. I was too subjective before, so I thought Guzheng was involved."


    What Lin Ya said was reasonable, but there was no point in discussing it now. I continued to ask, "Then what should we do?"


    Lin Ya sighed and said, "We can only wait until Shang Hongyu comes tomorrow."


    Shang Hongyu.


    I recited the name in my heart.


    This was a man that made me feel a little scared.


    As I mentioned before, I have a love enemy, the only one I feel threatened by, this Shang Hongyu, is this love enemy.


    He liked Ding Ge, and could be said to be childhood sweethearts with Ding Ge, and he was also very outstanding, like god''s extra favor.


    It was also because of him that Ding Ge''s parents didn''t want me to be with Ding Ge in particular. Otherwise, I thought they would be a little lax with me. But with Shang Hongyu, I''m basically nothing. Shang Hongyu is the perfect son-in-law in their hearts. I''m a thousand miles away.


    Unlike the people who pursued Ding Ge in the past, those people were too weak. People like Qin Huai would not pose any threat to me (he used some despicable means to make Ding Ge misunderstand me, but he would never let Ding Ge like her), except for shang hongyu. To this day, I would also think that he was my biggest enemy.


    When Ding Ge and I were together a few years ago, Ding Ge once talked to me about how their parents wanted them to be together. Both parents worked hard on the two of them, trying to match them up. Ding Ge said that she was disgusted, but she was helpless. She said that she had even thought that there was really no way to compromise, so there was no pressure to muddle through.


    Fortunately, Ding Ge did not compromise, or else there would be no story for us.


    Ding Ge didn''t hate Shang Hongyu. The two of them grew up together and had a deep relationship, which was absolute. But just like the childhood sweethearts depicted in some movies and tv dramas, Shang Hongyu was a very decent person, and Ding Ge liked him very much, but this kind of love was like a brother, like a family, but I know that Shang Hongyu was not, or else he wouldn''t be sad to go away.


    I haven''t seen him for many years. When I heard that he was coming back, I suddenly felt a layer of pressure.


    But when it comes to Shang Hongyu, there''s no need to be as vigilant as when it comes to Qin Huai. Shang Hongyu is a gentleman, and even lin ya thinks highly of him. She barely mentions him in front of me just to take care of my emotions.


    I don''t know much about him, because in terms of understanding, Shang Hongyu is much better than me. To put it bluntly, I feel a little inferior in front of him. But at the same time, I have my own pride, or else I wouldn''t have caught up with Ding Ge.


    Shang Hongyu doesn''t like me, and likewise, I don''t like him!


    Before going abroad, Shang Hongyu came to me and told me to treat dinger well. At that time, in front of Shang Hongyu, I was like a hero who had won. In his eyes, Shang Hongyu was defeated.


    After he left the country, I didn''t know anything about him, and Ding Ge never told me.


    I really didn''t expect him to come back at this time.


    I wonder what he has become.


    "Xing Yun, you should wait at home tomorrow. I''ll call you if I hear anything." Lin Ya said to me again.


    I nodded.


    Then Lin Ya said quietly, "I wonder how Ding Ge is now."


    Thinking about Ding Ge''s current situation, I suddenly felt a chill. Subconsciously, she looked out of the window into the darkness. It was too dark tonight, and the darkness was filled with ruthlessness and coldness.


    It must be a particularly difficult night for Ding Ge inside, right?


    She was alone, like a deer trapped in a cage. She was lonely and desperate. No one could help her. She was lonely and helpless. Did she cry? Are you scared?


    The thought of Ding Ge left me breathless.


    After a while, lin ya left. She was also very tired. I went to the balcony and looked out of the window. In the distance, a red dot lit up at a tower. In a trance, I felt like I was inside while dinger was outside. She was like a ray of light, the hope in my heart.


    Ding Ge, you have to have hope too. Think of me. I love you. I love you so much. I love you so much. Although you can''t hear me now, you have to know that we will be together. We will be together.