Ding Ge''s voice, mixed with the sound of rain outside the window, hit my heart with great force, like a heavy hammer. Waves of vibration came from my chest, one retraction, one pull, like a huge bellows stirring!


    After saying those words, Ding Ge''s body trembled slightly under the light. She curled up like an injured kitten, her hands around her calves, her head resting on her knees, and her eyes became blank.


    There was a faint shadow on her face, and there was an indescribable sadness between her brows.


    I could feel Ding Ge''s emotions very strongly. After holding them in my heart for so long, she finally said all those words and thoughts!


    My mood was suddenly suppressed and my heart was filled with guilt!


    Her hair drooped feebly, as if she were telling Ding Ge about the years it had been with her. The joy and joy floated away like smoke from Ding Ge''s body. At this moment, only the thick sadness surrounded her.


    I clenched my fists!


    I really hurt Ding Ge too much. I pushed our relationship to the edge of the cliff step by step, which made me feel especially uncomfortable.


    Ding Ge is not a mistress. Of course she is not a mistress. I would rather be called a scumbag than be slandered by Ding Ge!


    However, Ding Ge was right. Even if she could understand me, the truth of the matter was not known to others. After lying for so long, the truth could not be explained, and everyone was more willing to believe the truth that was not the truth.


    So, I don''t know how to make up for what Ding Ge said. It''s not like a torn dress, it''s not like a damaged painting. It''s a memory, a memory that''s left in the blood and seeped into the bone marrow.


    Those memories were wrapped in the color of sadness and were integrated into the body.


    But I want to be with Ding Ge. I want Ding Ge to be my girlfriend. I''ve been waiting for this day for too long.


    I gritted my teeth, put my legs down, and then stood up and squatted in front of Ding Ge. I held Ding Ge''s cool hand and said, "I''m sorry Ding Ge... I know, no matter how much I say, it won''t change what happened. Even if I say a thousand times and ten thousand times I can''t be forgiven. I know how wrong I am. I just hope... I can make it up to you in the future and give me a chance, okay?"


    My voice was a little choked up, and I was sad, and a little scared and uneasy. Because Ding Ge was like a girl who was hurt and would never smile again, her eyes became misty and deep. I grabbed her hand, but suddenly I couldn''t feel her heart.


    I thought ding ge would nod. After all, we''ve been through so much and we''ve been through so long. Ding Ge was able to muster up the courage to elope with me. She dared to put scissors around her neck to fight back her parents. And her feelings for me were always the same. I think she would nod.


    I looked at Ding Ge and she shook her head with tears in her eyes.


    Her movements were slow and her eyes were full of sadness, but she still shook her head in pain.


    All of a sudden, I felt a terrible feeling in my heart, an unbearable pain!


    Ding Ge was determined.


    I was in so much pain that I could hardly breathe. My throat was swollen as if it had been sprinkled with a handful of chili powder. My mouth was open and I wanted to fight for something, but I couldn''t even make a sound.


    At this moment, I was still holding Ding Ge''s cool hand. She did not resist and let me hold her hand. The rain outside the window continued to fall, and in a trance, there was a heavy rain dripping through the glass on my body.


    Feeling the delicate touch between my fingers, I asked in despair, "Then what should we do?"


    We finally got to where we are today. Is that all?


    Ding Ge shook his head again, as if he had lost all his strength, "I don''t know."


    Ding Ge''s voice was very soft, but it inadvertently drained the strength of my body. I lowered my head dejectedly. His heart sank to the bottom of the valley, unable to believe everything in front of him.


    We were so happy a few days ago and even today. She had a pure and moving smile on her face. We were a couple that no one doubted. It was so sweet that we couldn''t stop looking at each other. We would hold hands and hug each other intimately. At night, we would hug each other and sleep together.


    I looked at the misty rain on the window, at the misty world washed away by the heavy rain outside, hoping that everything in front of me was an illusion, a lie.


    Ding Ge sat in front of me so sad, and the room was filled with sadness. Her eyes were glistening with tears, and she was helpless and sad. Her hands were folded on the chair, and her body was leaning gently. She was so hurt, as if she were more hurt than the rain in Green city.


    The whole summer passed away in sorrow...


    I love dinger, Ding Ge loves me. Why can''t we be together?


    I was confused.


    The air in the room was already filled with sadness, which made people afraid to breathe, because if they exhaled a mouthful of sadness, they would inhale more sadness. Those sorrows made us despair and powerless, made us immersed in them, and made us grow old in sadness.


    In the repeated rain, we repeated the sadness.


    The rain kept on, and the sadness piled up...


    At this moment, Ding Ge stood up from her chair, her eyes blurred out the window, as if she wanted to see through the heavy rain this city should be brightly lit.


    I looked at her back, at this familiar girl who couldn''t be more familiar. She looked so thin, and her thin body made people want to protect her.


    I slowly stood up, and as dinger looked out the window, there was no view outside, only desolation.


    The sound of raindrops hitting the window was still intense. To those raindrops, it was as if the window was an unbreakable wall, but they still couldn''t bear to bump up, like moths to the fire. I watched the weak rain splash a small flower on the window and then flow down.


    My heart skipped a beat, as if I suddenly felt the unwilling abandonment of the raindrops, felt their persistence, their weakness and tenacity, gradually, in the sound of the pounding rain, I seemed to hear the passion, heard the strength!


    I suddenly felt that I was so similar to these raindrops. For a moment, some strength in my body was awakened. I gritted my teeth, took a deep breath, and said reluctantly, "Ding Ge, there must be a way!"


    "After we broke up, we didn''t see each other for a year, and then we met again in Green city. We went back to Pucheng from Green city, and then to Green city from Pucheng. We went through ups and downs, or even violent storms, lightning and thunder! We have been dull, we have been vigorous, we have experienced the pain of not being together, we have experienced the pain of breaking up, we have experienced the pain of hurt and despair, we have experienced so much, and we have persevered to this day. Ding Ge, are you willing to let go in the end?"


    I tried my best to suppress my emotions and said as calmly as possible, "Have you forgotten what we said before? As long as we persevere, we work together, and we work together, no one can stop us. Now, no one can stop us, but we give up on our own? Tell me you won''t give up, will you?"


    Ding Ge turned her head and looked at me. There was a complicated light in her eyes. She sighed softly and lowered her head slightly. After a moment, she said, "Xing Yun, you know that my mind has never changed. But I''m really sad now. I used to have a knot in my heart, but I know I can open it. Later, when I met Guzheng, I knew from the beginning that she would be a knot that we would eventually face. In fact, I didn''t care much at first, but things went far beyond my imagination. It was like a small sapling growing into a towering tree. If you were me, what would you think?"


    Ding Ge''s words made me feel ashamed again. Although I knew that no matter how many explanations were used, I still said, "But I never loved Guzheng. We are innocent. From the beginning to the end, I loved you! You know that?"


    The sound of the rain suddenly became loud, overflowing with my surging mood.


    Hearing what I said, Ding Ge silently lowered his head. My heart ached a little, and the corner of my mouth was a heavy ache.


    My explanation was too weak. Ding Ge knew all this. But the agreement between Guzheng and me on the status of a couple, and the fact that Guzheng almost imprisoned Ding Ge by framing her, were intertwined with many things and formed an inseparable group.


    After a while, she raised her head again and looked at me. Her lips trembled slightly and her expression was a little perplexed, as if she did not know how to speak. After another moment of thought, she said seriously, "Xing Yun, I never said give up, and I will never give up! But now I really need some time. I hope we can spend some time together as friends. In this way, no one else will gossip."


    When I heard Ding Ge say that she would never give up, my heart suddenly felt much better. I was really too excited just now. When I heard Ding Ge''s words, I suddenly went to the extreme. My sensitive nerves tensed up and finally relaxed a little.


    Ding Ge and I have been through so much, of course we won''t give up!


    But I was still a little sad. I thought we could be together. But Ding Ge was not wrong. She needed time to digest it. Just take it as punishment. I''ll accept it.


    At this moment, I suddenly thought of an idea. I put my hands on Ding Ge''s arm and let her face me. My breath quickened slightly and I said, "As you said, Ding Ge, we will never return to the past. It''s all my fault. No matter how much I do, I can''t make up for the mistakes I made before, so... I hope I can give you a new future. I will pursue you again, just like before, we will start from the beginning, I will pursue you, and when you feel that I can be your boyfriend again, you will nod and agree.


    Taking a deep breath, I continued in the most sincere tone of my life, "When you become my girlfriend again, I promise I will never make you angry again, never let anyone hurt you again, I will use the greatest strength to make you happy, happy, happy."


    I swear, every word I say comes from the bottom of my heart. At this moment, I am willing to use my life to pour out this oath.


    Perhaps moved by my words, Ding Ge''s sad eyes finally revealed some light. She pursed her lips and couldn''t help laughing. She cried and laughed, "Are you happy to say such a disgusting thing?"


    Ding Ge''s smile made the oppressive atmosphere disappear, and I nodded without blushing.


    "Well, as you said, after we return to Pucheng, we will become ordinary friends. You will chase me again, right?"


    I nodded heavily again.


    "That''s good." Ding Ge sniffled, tilted his mouth, wiped the tears off his face, and said, "You must try your best to chase me this time, because I''m not as easy to chase as I used to be. I just ended an unforgettable love, and I don''t have the strength to love anymore. My heart is frozen, and I don''t even believe in love anymore. I will resist all men. Whether I can catch up with you or not depends on your ability."


    The atmosphere finally relaxed a lot. Ding Ge and I looked at each other and smiled. Looking at the smile on Ding Ge''s face, I felt warm all over. As long as I could make Ding Ge happy, I would rather give my life!


    The rain on the glass continued to flow down, as if forming a beautiful flowing curtain.


    Ding Ge and I looked out of the window at the same time, and then looked at each other with empathy.


    I could see the jewel-like light in her eyes, and we were looking at each other so deeply. Unconsciously, it was as if some palpitations were curling up, and the faint emotions were like a veil covering us, and the ambiguous atmosphere was moving around us.


    I asked softly, "What about Green city? What''s our relationship on this rainy night?"


    Dinger looked at me, her eyes gently turning, and as the light flowed with it, I saw that the light became more and more vigorous, just like the moonlight that suddenly bloomed in the night, bright and clear for thousands of miles.


    At this moment, Ding Ge tiptoed lightly and kissed me on the lips.


    She closed her eyes.


    I reached out and closed the curtains.


    In the quiet room, there was only the sound of banging from the window, beating tirelessly...