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There are moments of boredom in everyone''s life, and that''s exactly what I''ve been doing these past few days.
Boring!
Although staying in a restaurant was not like doing nothing, it felt completely different from before. It was so different, which made me feel a little itchy and uncomfortable.
I think it might be that I just entered the leisurely mode and am not used to it.
Originally, they wanted to take advantage of the time to spend a few days alone with ding ge, but since li xiaowei gave birth to the child, Lin Ya and Ding Ge completely stayed at Li Xiaowei''s place. In the middle, they only came back once, took some clothes and daily necessities and left in a hurry.
Although they had planned to leave after giving birth to li xiaowei, they knew that Li Xiaowei had just given birth to a child. How could they take care of him alone? They probably had to take care of Li Xiaowei for a while.
I had a lot to say, but I didn''t say it in the end. Ding Ge obviously wanted to tell me what happened these days, but she didn''t say anything.
I couldn''t help but feel a little depressed. I finally had time, and Ding Ge didn''t have time.
I''m so bored that I don''t feel good about anything!
So I told Hu Zi and Old Gao and ran home alone for two days.
But it was boring at home. Although my parents were old, they had their own entertainment and life. I suddenly felt that I was not as good as them. They lived a happy life, and they enjoyed their life very much. Only I always let them worry about me, which made me feel very guilty.
I really want to bring Ding Ge home, but I feel a little embarrassed myself. Can my parents still accept the way we go back and forth?
After thinking about it, let''s wait.
But when I got home, my mood had changed a lot.
Although today''s days are a little boring, but fortunately there is no trouble now, in the past, the heart will always be suppressed by all kinds of things, I am not happy, now, it is really much easier.
And I feel like I should do something I like and enjoy it. There''s a lot of fun in life, and I like a lot of things. Why do I keep boring myself?
I came back after three days at home.
I was going to make a plate of chicken for Ding Ge, but not only can I make it for Ding Ge, I can also make it for myself.
I like good food and I like to cook. I used to eat in restaurants, so my house rarely opened fire, but now I really want to cook at home, because there is the taste of life at home.
Although this is only a temporary home.
When I came back, I didn''t go to the restaurant, because I knew I had nothing to do there, so I went to the supermarket to buy some food and went home alone to china.
I wanted to have a few drinks by myself, but there was no wine at home and I was too lazy to go to the restaurant to get it.
There were plenty of kitchen utensils in the house. I steamed the rice and cooked a few more dishes. After I finished, I knocked on the opposite door. Sure enough, Lin Feng and Tang Manya were there. In the days when Lin Ya and Ding Ge were gone, Lin Feng and Tang Manya didn''t know how much they enjoyed their world. They wanted to invite them to eat together, but they had both eaten.
I didn''t force them to continue enjoying their relationship.
When I got back to my room, I prepared all the dishes and started eating by myself.
At this moment, I didn''t feel lonely. Even though I hadn''t seen Ding Ge for a few days, I still felt that Ding Ge was so close to me. This feeling was wonderful. It was like an indescribable sense of empathy. It was like a deep understanding of each other. Sometimes when she sent me a wechat, I could imagine her expression.
After a full meal, I stood on the balcony and looked out the window.
Tonight, the moon in the night sky is nearly round and bright enough. It should be surrounded by many clouds, but under the moonlight at night, only a few pieces of bright gray can be vaguely seen. The light around the moon is getting lighter and lighter, and then a bright light is formed around the moon, as if a halo has been drawn around the moon.
I looked at the moonlight in the sky, and the corners of my mouth curled up slightly. I couldn''t help but smile. I remembered that in the past, even looking at the beautiful night sky, my heart would always be filled with sadness easily. Staying in the room, I would feel empty and cold, not to mention the cold moonlight. In my opinion, it was just beautiful and sad.
At this moment, I remembered what Ding Ge said to me in front of the elegant breeze cake shop. She wanted to buy a house, and I thought that in her plan, this house would definitely have my place.
But I think I should buy this house. After all, I am a man.
If only I could buy Ding Ge a house.
With a real house that belongs to us, we will have a home! Instead of renting, it''s our own house. We''ll decorate it well, then buy new furniture, and decorate the house beautifully. Gradually, there are more and more things in the house, more and more full of life. We''ll live there. That''s our world.
I was really serious about these issues, and I couldn''t help but imagine our wedding. If there weren''t so many accidents, perhaps this wedding would have been held long ago.
I couldn''t help but imagine our marriage.
The unreachable things became so close and so close...
After a while, I went back to the living room, took out my cell phone and called Ding Ge again, telling her that I was back. Ding Ge was very happy to hear that, but unfortunately, I still couldn''t see her today. We didn''t talk for long as usual, and then hung up.
I picked up my phone and started playing.
He used to play games with his mobile phone, but since the last smartphone was stolen from a counterfeit computer for a long time, he no longer had the interest to play games with his mobile phone, which was just to read the news and read wechat.
Time passed, and suddenly, a sound came from our door.
I think Hu Zi is back.
Soon, the door opened and a man came in.
But what surprised me was that it wasn''t Hu Zi who walked in, it was Du Ling!
Our new waiter, Du Ling, was the dirty girl that Hu Zi brought back that night.
I was in a daze, completely unresponsive. How did Du Ling come back to us?
Then I got a little angry in my heart. Before I could warn Hu Zi, did he get along with Du Ling?
At first, Du Ling didn''t realize that I existed. When she accidentally caught a glimpse of me, she was shocked. She was really shocked. Her body shook violently.
I was also shocked by her.
She looked so panicked that her face turned red and her lips trembled for a few seconds before she stammered at me, "Okay... Okay... Okay, Brother xingyun, you''re back."
I nodded politely, embarrassed by Du Ling''s reaction.
However, I thought Hu Zi would be behind her. Strangely, Du Ling closed the door after entering. She came in alone.
Before I could ask, Du Ling stammered again, "Well, Brother xingyun, you''re not here these two days. Brother tiger asked me to stay here."
"Oh."
Her face was always red, as if afraid that I might misunderstand something, and I did misunderstand it before. Du Ling said softly, "I... I don''t have a place to stay. Brother Hu Zi let me stay here. He... He lives in a hotel."
"Yeah." I smiled lightly.
I really misunderstood Hu Zi and Du Ling before, but it didn''t seem that way. However, this Hu Zi, let Du Ling live here without saying a word, which made me not prepared at all.
Du Ling said awkwardly, "Then Brother xingyun, since you''re back, then I... Then I''ll go."
"Let''s go? Where are you going to live? Since Hu Zi asked you to stay, you can stay here. It''s okay. You... Do you believe me?" I smiled and asked.
Du Ling nodded slightly. She seemed very restrained. Although I was calm on the surface, I was not very good at dealing with this kind of situation.
Du Ling was acquainted, but the two of them had not spoken much, and they were not very familiar, and it was obvious that she was an introverted girl, which made me not know what to talk to her about.
I stopped for a few seconds, thought for a few seconds, and then asked Du Ling, "Well, are you tired of working in the restaurant?"
Du Ling shook his head and smiled, "Not tired."
I stood up and felt a little awkward, so I said to Du Ling, "Okay, you, rest early. I''m going back to my room."
Then I went back to my room.
I quickly locked the door and called Hu Zi.
Hu Zi thought I was at home, so I quickly lowered my voice and said, "Hu Zi, why did you arrange for Du Ling to stay at our house?"
"You, you''re back?"
"Yes!"
"Well, there''s no place for her to stay. She doesn''t even have a family in Pucheng. She originally arranged a small hotel for her, but it''s not a solution. You just came home these two days and our house was empty. I just wanted her to stay with us. But don''t worry, we''re absolutely innocent. I just saw her pitiful and wanted to help her out more. She stayed with us. I stayed in a restaurant." Hu Zi said honestly.
"You quite believe this girl!" Hu Zi had only known Du Ling for a few days, so he dared to let Du Ling live in our house. I complained to Hu Zi.
"There''s nothing I don''t believe. When she first believed that I would follow me to the Xingyun hotel, there was nothing I didn''t believe in her." Hu Zi sighed and said, "Du Ling is a poor girl. She is different from others. She is pure and pure like a piece of paper. You are not familiar with her. You will know when you are familiar with her."
"All right, all right, that''s it."
Hanging up the phone, I sighed too.
The thought of Du Ling living in Hu Zi''s bedroom made me feel a little uncomfortable. I''ve only lived with Ding Ge before, but what''s our relationship? It''s okay to spend the night at lin ya''s house.
But being in the same house with an unfamiliar girl always made me feel weird.
It''s really weird!
In the evening, I sent Ding Ge a wechat to tell Ding Ge about it. I told her that I was sleeping in the same room with a girl. Of course, not in the same room, but Ding Ge was not jealous at all. He was just curious about who it was. When we got back, we could meet up.
I thought ding ge would be jealous, but she doesn''t have any psychological burden without me.
Just like that, unbelievably, Du Ling and I slept in the same house (different rooms) all night.