I was going to eat two mouthfuls and pretend I didn''t eat them, but his cooking was so good that I was greedy. Well, now I can''t pretend I didn''t eat them, because I haven''t even had time to wipe the soup off my mouth.


    I wiped my mouth. "I''m full anyway. Can you handle it?"


    After I said that, I went upstairs as if nothing had happened. I was afraid that he would ask me for noodles. I didn''t relax until I was in the room.


    Before I went to bed, I liked to read a few news articles. As soon as I lay down, Jiang Miao''s phone came. I glanced at the door and felt a little guilty, because Fu Jing didn''t like me to contact Jiang Miao. Seeing that the door was tightly controlled, I picked up the phone.


    "My mom told me everything about today, Chen Qing. Do you know what our family needs the most? That''s money. Do you think I''ll forgive you for that little money? You''re dreaming."


    I frowned. "You must have drunk too much. I took care of your mother at the card game, not to please you. If you don''t forgive me, then you won''t forgive me. It would be nice if I could make you happier."


    There was silence on the other end, and I realized that my tone was not very good.


    Looking at the increasing call time, I said, "If you don''t have anything to say, I''ll hang up. I''m sleepy. Good night."


    "I''m getting married."


    "I know. I wish you..." He interrupted me before I could finish.


    "Hypocrisy, Chen Qing, you are the most hypocritical person in the world."


    What the hell, did he really drink too much? I looked at the phone, and it did show Jiang Miao''s name. "Why am I being hypocritical?"


    "You are a hypocrite, a hypocrite."


    I... Fine, fine, whatever he says, can''t I just give in to him? I sighed. "You''re getting married. Can we be more mature?"


    Jiang Miao was silent. After a while, he sneered, "I''m just immature. What the hell can you do to me? Chen Qing, I like you. I just like you. I only like you. Whoever wants to get married, I won''t!"


    After that, he hung up.


    I went from being confused to expressing my understanding of him. Falling in love with someone who doesn''t like me is enough to drive people crazy. If I marry someone I don''t like like like like Jiang Miao again, how will my life be like in the future?


    I remembered what Uncle Fu said. It was nice to be alone. I reached out and caressed my stomach, and my heart was filled with panic.


    Four days after Jiang Miao called me, I heard about Lu Buyuan being taken to the police station. I only found out when he called me.


    He wanted me to take care of Chen Lai, leaving me his phone number and address, but he hung up without asking if I would agree.


    After I made sure that it wasn''t a trap, I went and brought the food that Chen Lai might need and eat. Uncle fu saw me going out to see me off. I didn''t refuse. He had the strength to protect me.


    Chen lai lived in a small apartment and could see through the structure of the whole room as soon as she entered.


    "What are you doing here?" Chen Lai''s tone was very bad. I felt enmity when I entered the door.


    I put my things down. "Lu Buyuan is in the police station. Let me see you. Let''s go."


    She threw out the bag that I had brought, and everything was scattered all over the floor, eating and using.


    I wasn''t angry. I squatted down and picked it up. Uncle Fu helped me pick it up. "You don''t have to do this. It''s like the whole world is your enemy."


    "Chen Qing, you heartless woman, I hate you." Chen Lai looked at me condescendingly. Although his face and body looked very weak, he spoke very forcefully.


    "Why do you hate me? Hate me for what?" I picked it up again.


    Her big eyes narrowed slightly, sending out a cold light. "You know Fu Jing is my man, and you still want to rob him? Are you worthy of me?"


    "Sis, Fu Jing and I met before I knew everything, and then I knew that you were dead, that you were with him, and that I was hesitant to develop with him. It took a lot of experience before we decided to be together. Why can''t you ask me what happened to me and hate me anymore?"


    "I don''t want to ask. I''ve only loved Fu Jing in my life. I can''t live without him. You can''t call me sister unless you give him back to me." Her eyes were fixed.


    If she had said that before the surgery, I would have agreed without hesitation, but now, I refuse.


    "I don''t know if fu jing and I will be together in the future. Even if we are not together, I can''t give him back to you. He is not an item, nor is he my exclusive item. I don''t mind you reminiscing about the past. If he likes you, I can also sincerely bless you." My tone was calm and calm.


    Chen laiqiang supported his weak body and came up to slap me. "Are you worthy of what you said?"


    She didn''t have much strength, and I didn''t feel much pain, but my heart ached. "We''re family. I''ll take care of you when you''re sick. I''ll help you when you''re in trouble. If you want to change your kidney, I can get an abortion and give it to you. But you want my life, sister. You know how to trade my and my child''s lives for yours. How did you agree?"


    She was speechless in the face of my questioning.


    I left it at the door. "Whatever you want to do with it, what you want to eat and what you want to do with it. I''ll come over regularly in the future. I''ll get you a nanny tomorrow. If you want to live, don''t refuse."


    After I finished speaking, I left the apartment building with Uncle Fu.


    On the way, I was silent and listless. Uncle Fu saw that something was wrong with me and asked me something. I didn''t hide it from him and simply told him about it.


    "Are you sure your sister loves you very much?"


    "I don''t know, but she helped me with my studies and raised me. She''s kind to me." I took a deep breath and said, "I can''t use my life to ask for her help. At least I have to make sure that her last days are of high quality."


    Uncle Fu looked at me with admiration. "Young people nowadays magnify the selfishness in people, but you don''t. Little girl, you''ve done enough."


    I don''t know what I''ve done. I just want to be honest.


    When I was in college, I had been working, meeting all kinds of people, hearing a lot of life experiences, and I was initially driven by the people who told the story. At that time, I hadn''t learned to look at the problem objectively, so I always felt that my three views were not well established, and even a little wrong.


    Over the past few years, I have entered society, met more people, and learned more things. I now feel that there are no more pure views, and there is no gold standard. I just need to be worthy of my conscience.


    As I was thinking about it, the car suddenly braked and I bumped into the front seat.