Although Li zedao had several holes in his head, and his clothes were not only patient''s clothes, but also blood stains. But the doctor was not a gossip. He didn''t go on inquiring about this matter. Instead, he said: "the patient estimated that he would wake up at night. After a good rest for two days, he would be OK."


    "Thank you." He Xiaoyu nodded and said.


    After the doctor left the ward, he Xiaoyu sat down in a chair in front of the ward and looked at Li zedao''s face, which he couldn''t bear to look directly at. He felt a little angry in his physical and mental fatigue. He even wanted to kick him if he didn''t look at his partner''s death.


    First of all, her dignity as a teacher was trampled on the ground by the student who seemed to her to be a wonderful flower; second, she went to that kind of ghost place and was almost scared to death by the student; second, she met two hooligans who were going to bully her super beauty; finally, the crisis was lifted, but Li zedao fainted again and hurt her I had to work hard to get him to this hospital.


    He Xiaoyu was deeply moved by his kindness. At the same time, he felt that I''d better hurry back and change my clothes. When I drag Li zedao to the car, my clothes are all dirty. I have another class in the afternoon. Can''t I go to class in these dirty clothes?


    He Xiaoyu won''t do anything to damage his sweet image!


    Thinking, he Xiaoyu took a look at Li zedao and shook his head helplessly. Then he got up and went out of the ward, went to the nurse station, found the nurse on duty, and asked the patient in the ward to leave the hospital and go back to change clothes.


    What he Xiaoyu doesn''t know is that soon after she left the hospital, Li zedao''s body, whose eyes were closed, trembled violently as if it had been hit by lightning.


    "Dad, don''t go Don''t go... "


    Li zedao screamed and sat up from the hospital bed, gasping for breath, and his pale face was covered with wet and sticky sweat.


    Head slightly raised, that cloth red full of panic eyes swept around, this just found himself in the ward, just how to come to the hospital again? He vaguely remembers that he heard someone knocking at the door and thought it was his father who came back. But when he ran to open the door, he Xiaoyu, the head teacher, was standing outside To be exact, he Xiaoyu was scared to death.


    After that, he only felt that he was in pain. For a while, his body seemed to be thrown in the firepower oven, and for a while, it seemed to be thrown in the ice cellar. It kept getting cold, and then he didn''t know anything.


    Teacher he sent himself to the hospital?


    Just now, I had a dream.


    In his dream, Li Dahai, his father, regardless of his request to stay, goes farther and farther, leaving only a vague figure. He wants to catch up with him, but his body seems rusty and can''t move.


    Is it just a dream?


    Li zedao only felt that he had a splitting headache, as if someone was poking his skull with an awl. This kind of pain made him crazy, but he had to bite his teeth and endure it desperately. What''s more, he was rubbing his messy hair in a random way. Even the infusion needle that had been inserted into his arm fell off because of his struggle.


    After a while, Li zedao stopped, and then he cried.


    He raised his face, trying to put the tears back into his eyes, but it seemed as if he had made a mention of it.


    "Father''s gone?" Li Ze asked himself in tears.


    Then he silently answered his question: "yes, my father is gone, and I won''t come back. You said that I have grown up and should rely on myself, but I don''t want to grow up. When I was bullied at school, I want your comfort. When I didn''t do well in the exam, I want your encouragement... "


    With that, Li zedao''s heart, which was already scarred, seemed to be stabbed into it by a sharp sword. He almost choked with the pain.


    It suddenly occurred to him that he had been comforted and encouraged by his father, Li Dahai, many times since he grew up.


    It''s a common thing for him to be bullied at school. Not only his classmates bullied him, but even those teachers who usually looked kind and kind to him would look at him with colored glasses when they faced him alone, and even fight against him.


    As for the examination, not to mention that the only time I didn''t take the penultimate exam was because the student who was supposed to be the penultimate didn''t take the exam before the exam. There were two subjects that didn''t take the exam, and the score was zero.


    In the eyes of teachers, he is a fool who drags the class back, either treats him as a thorn in the eye or ignores him; in the eyes of classmates, he is the wonderful flower who wants to bully, and is also a green leaf who is absolutely competent. No matter who comes to him for such a stop, his IQ will be improved a lot inexplicably.


    But even so, his father Li Dahai has never been disappointed with him. Every time he comes home, he always gives him a kind smile.Li zedao suddenly felt that his performance was no different from a lump of shit, but why did his father never blame himself? On the contrary, they are full of confidence and tolerance, which Father''s love?


    Li zedao''s tears were more and his voice was extremely hoarse and murmured to himself: "when my father is gone, no one will tolerate you, no one will encourage you, no one will comfort you..."


    "Li zedao, you are the only one left from now on waste material? No, I don''t want to be a trash anymore I''m not a waste... "


    Li zedao tightly clenched his fist, got out of the bed, dressed in such a bloodstained hospital uniform, barefoot, a face of blood, red eyes, just like a neuropathy came out of the ward to the corridor.


    "Sir, you..." Push a small car nurse see Li zedao came out, subconscious voice.


    Li zedao looks back.


    Little nurse''s face "Shua" suddenly turned pale, but also back a few steps, the following words can not continue to say.


    The little nurse''s heart is beating wildly, this guy Well, it seems that there is something wrong with his brain. What should I do if he gets upset.


    Li zedao looked at her a few eyes, did not speak, but turned around, head high, strode forward.


    ……


    It''s still the small room that Li Dahai rented, the old furniture and the so-called dirty and old-fashioned furnishings. But it''s not as warm as it used to be, but it has a cold feeling, like being in hell.


    The bowl of braised pork was still quietly placed on the small table, next to a stack of 100 yuan bills and a square thumb length white jade.


    Li zedao''s eyes slowly moved down from the desktop. There was a pile of scraps of paper on the ground.


    At the moment, he walked slowly to the front, squatted down, carefully picked up the scraps of paper and put them on the table. Then he sat down on a small chair, reached over and grabbed a piece of braised meat in the bowl, put it into his mouth and chewed it gently.


    Braised pork is very fragrant, but Li zedao didn''t taste it. Instead, he had a very bitter feeling. I don''t know when, tears fell down again, flowed down his face, and finally flowed into his mouth, mixed with the braised pork in his mouth.


    My father is no longer here, and I will be alone in the future


    Thinking, Li zedao''s tears are more and more, his mouth is full of meat, and finally his body strength seems to have been drained. The whole person directly lies on the floor, looking at the ceiling with two eyes, and countless pictures flash in his mind.


    "Hoo..." For a long time, Li zedao breathed out a hard breath, then wiped away his tears and murmured to himself: "Dad, don''t worry, I will be fine, I will be fine..."


    With that, Li zedao got up from the ground, then went into the small bathroom, stripped off all the clothes on his body, removed the bandage on his head, turned on the tap, took a basin of cold water, raised it high, and poured it on his head


    When Li zedao came to the door of the classroom, the first physics class in the afternoon was drawing to an end.


    Zhao pingzhao, a physics teacher, glanced at Li Ze, who called "report" and interrupted his impassioned speech. The extreme disgust in his eyes flashed by.


    For this kind of nearly brain disabled students, you can only do this kind of thing, or beat him hard, or ignore, or you will be angry.


    Many students in the class are also looking at Li zedao. What''s more, some people are still wondering whether Li zedao didn''t come to class? When did it happen?


    Zhao Ping naturally did not dare to fight Li zedao, so he had to ignore him.


    At the moment, he was about to pretend that he didn''t hear Li Ze''s call for the report, and then he continued to lecture. The bell rang after class, and the natural bell rang through the whole teaching building.


    "Class is over." Zhao Ping glanced at the class and said, then looked back at Li zedao standing there like a javelin. He waved his hand to signal that he could come in.


    Li zedao walked in slowly. When he stepped into the aisle of tables and chairs, he clearly heard Zhao Ping, who was cleaning up the textbooks on the desk, say a disgusting word: "idiot! waste material! Rubbish


    Then Zhao Ping coughed gently, as if to cover up his abuse.


    Li Ze Dao''s step forward suddenly stagnated, his fist clenched slightly, then relaxed quickly, but his body was even more straight. He continued to walk forward and came to the seat in the back row.


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