It''s like kicking a stone for no reason. As soon as I thought of this scum, I could not say it was good to be alone there, and I was complacent. I inadvertently took advantage of him. I couldn''t resist it. I drank: "stop!"


    Li Yan''s body was slightly tight, but for more than ten seconds, he still kept his pace. He turned back slowly, his narrow eyes narrowed slightly arrogantly: "didn''t you say I didn''t know you well, what kind of chat up?"


    I don''t want to ask him how he appeared near my circle. I said with awe inspiring smile: "you know we are not familiar. Are you sick? If I eat breakfast, you have to mix it up. I want to eat what I want. If you are sick, you can change my breakfast privately. How idle you are. It''s disgusting to run out early in the morning!"


    "well, I am very idle, I am too busy, I am free and moldy, and if I do not do anything, I shall be idle."


    Eyes color gradually cold, Li Yan tone of understatement: "since eating I mixed breakfast let you so uncomfortable, you can go to the hospital gastric lavage, medical expenses I pay. No more. If you have your stomach removed, I can also pay for the medical expenses. Anyway, I have plenty of money, so I''ll be a beggar. "


    Originally, I saw his half dead appearance in the hospital last night, and he later made moves against me. I have accumulated a certain amount of anger. Now he continues to carry his dead fish appearance. I can''t bear it. I am furious and stare at him: "Li Yan, are you enough? I think all the disputes between you and me officially came to an end four years ago. Can you be a good person and a qualified predecessor? Can you quietly die out of my world? Don''t come back to me, don''t... "


    "The curtain came down four years ago? One night two years ago, what did you want to do when you called me? It was when you were lonely and empty in the dead of night. You suddenly remembered how I made you happy. Would you like to call me for a date? Or, harassing me and making you happy? "


    The focus of eyes completely fell on my face, Li Yan voice line more heavy: "you are really a bitch."


    If I was severely hit, I first pursed my lips, then I turned and bit. I quickly bit out the salt and astringency of my mouth, and then I gritted my teeth: "yes, I''m calling you for this purpose. I''m just idle and want to make an appointment with you. After all, in my opinion, you are a stallion who only knows how to think with your lower body. You will be finished when you are done. You will never be sticky and endless. It''s clean enough! "


    Stop, stop, I throw down a voice: "meet you, is the most unfortunate thing in my life!"


    His face was as black as black. Li Yan''s eyes were full of violence. He was also gnashing his teeth: "it doesn''t matter. It doesn''t matter how you evaluate this encounter with me. But I think it''s necessary for me to tell you that I haven''t tried to beat you. I don''t care to do such a bad thing! If you want to continue to trust Li Chun, you should continue to trust him. One day he will sell you. I can sponsor a calculator to count money for you! I''ll finish what I say. I don''t care what you do in the future! You are responsible for your desolation. I won''t take care of it any more! "


    Anger is still filling my heart. I can''t hold Li Yan''s words in my ears. I said to myself: "I don''t need you to take care of me. I also trouble you to know your own position. Don''t look for anything to brush your sense of existence in front of me. I just ask you to die far away and don''t harm me again."


    The haze swept between the eyebrows. Li Yan''s mouth opened and closed several times, and he was full of sarcasm at last: "I''ll say a few more words. You really have a problem in mind. What you do is to throw watermelons and pick up sesame seeds. Do you think he Yu is very good now? If you try to work harder, if you marry him, if you try to marry him, you should cry. When you cry, remember not to cry too loud and make me laugh. "


    There was no spare force to fight. I tried my best to stop the shaking all over. I started to walk in the opposite direction to Li Yan. The more I walked, the hotter my eyes were and the more sour my nose was. I put my hand on my face and then put it down. My palm was cold and wet. I wanted to stop these tears, but I found that I had no way at all.


    I think I''ve been depressed for too long.


    Even if the time has passed for two years, even if these hundreds of days and nights I often turn upside down in nightmares, these still can''t resist the catastrophe, it has washed my life, it drags the bloodstain that I crawl out, it will forever imprison me in the shadow river that is difficult to break free.


    My hatred for Li Yan has accumulated to a deeper level.


    I hate him, why do not even give me the opportunity to express, just cut off my phone.


    For him, he just hung up a harassment call he thought. For me, he snuffed out my heart that day, and also snuffed out a star that should have been shining on me.


    So, I had nothing in that year, nothing to depend on, wandering, no branches to hang.


    So, I am deeply immersed in this moment, and I will never return to the summer that makes me scared and heartbroken, but also yearning.


    It was the last time I hugged that warm touch.


    Stumbled, I finally came home, I turned on the tap for the first time, my hands holding water hard hit on the face, I used this to wash away those tears should not be wanton, I also use these cold to stimulate myself to remember, why I choose to live to now.Because I am crazy infatuated with a poisonous chicken soup that guides me to see the light again in countless late nights, and I believe that the moment when a person really dies is the moment forgotten by everyone, as long as it is remembered, it will never disappear.


    As long as the soul is remembered by people, it will never drift and never belong.


    This time, it took me almost two hours to calm down my emotions. After applying ice to my eyes, I cleaned myself up and went back to work.


    Trapped in the busy rolling climb, I buried in the bones of the suffering gradually absorbed, when the bell rings, I have nothing in general.


    However, in the bottom of my heart, I still have an inch of panic and turbulence. I can''t wait to find some support to calm me down. Finally, as I thought before, I drove straight to Huanguang.


    At the rush hour, Longgang Avenue was packed with traffic. When I got out of the heavy encirclement of many vehicles, the sky was already forced by the night. After I parked the car, I bought a cup of milk tea and a cup of fruit tea nearby and rushed to the floor where Huanguang was in the darkness.


    In fact, when I walk in the desolation of 189 Industrial Zone, I am blown by gusts of wind. When I wake up, I will feel nervous. I also think that if he Yu is not here, I will be embarrassed.


    On the way, I met three or two elder sisters in the Huanguang workshop. I said hello to them and asked them by the way. They all told me that the light in he Yujin''s office was on, and he must not have left.


    Fortunately, I walked faster. I took the heavy elevator to the floor where Huanguang was. I got to the front door of he Yujin''s office.


    The two cups of tea together, I use one hand to carry, I immediately free a hand to knock on the door.


    I knocked on the door twice in succession, and then he Yujin''s voice came from inside.


    As always, he asked, "who is it, please?"


    Standing up straight, I was calm: "it''s me, Chen Shi. Lao he, can I come in directly? "


    "Chen Shi. It''s you... "


    There was a strange long tone in his voice. He Yujin hesitated and complicated in his voice. In his voice, there was a rush and messy sound of footsteps. The door was quickly opened from inside.


    The person who opened the door for me was Ruan siting.


    With a playful ease on her face, Ruan siting gave me a white eye: "old Buddha, you walk quietly. You almost didn''t scare me to death."


    Following the first reaction, I almost blurted out: "Ruan siting, why are you here?"


    Ruan siting holds my wrist and drags me to he Yujin''s office. She has a gloomy tone: "what else can it be, or Lao he? He thought about that meal for a while, and he prepared some romantic details for you, but he can''t eat what kind of romance you are most affected by. He just looks at me and you, and he has to grasp me to come and make suggestions. No, I just finished the outfield activities in Longgang central city, so I asked him to come here directly. I worked hard to think of several plans, but he was not satisfied. I was almost depressed. Buddha, please help me to condemn him. "


    With Ruan siting''s words falling to the ground, he Yu reached out to wipe off the sweat on his forehead. He said with a faint smile: "it''s not for nothing to ask you to help. They all agreed to invite you to a big meal."


    Whether it''s Ruan siting or he Yujin, their words are commendable and natural, but I have something wrong. There is always a faint uneasiness in my heart. However, I can''t find out what the uneasiness comes from. I have to calm down. I give Ruan siting two cups of tea: "what do you want to drink, choose one."


    Holding my shoulder, Ruan siting tried to ring it. She just took the cup of milk tea that was easy to get at random. She said coldly: "old Buddha, I always hope you can be happy. As long as you are good, I am very happy. I really hope you are good."


    It''s rare to see Ruan siting so "affectionate" and that little strange thing in my heart is gone. I present the remaining fruit tea to he Yujin: "Lao he, then you drink this. Well, if you are not sure about anything, you can ask my advice. Don''t treat Ruan siting as a free laborer every day. She is tired enough to work every day. Let''s not add to the traffic. "


    He Yu''s smile on the corner of his mouth was a little thin. He took the cup of fruit tea and took a big mouthful. He suddenly turned back and brought me a jewelry album. He said, "Chen Shi, since you''re here, you''ll pick one of the contestants to wear on your neck. This color page was copied to me by my college classmates who worked in Zhou Sheng''s design department. It covers the season of Zhou Sheng The latest models of Du are very good. You can choose them. "


    Originally, I came to Huanguang. I wanted to see the operation of Huanguang. But now that Ruan siting is here, it''s not easy for me to put too much emphasis on my work. Besides, he Yujin has arranged well enough. I don''t try to cooperate. I can''t say it. I have to sit on the sofa and look at the color pages.


    Sitting next to me, Ruan siting kept drinking milk tea in one hand, and her other hand was not idle. She kept poking on the color pages: "old Buddha, this diamond ring is good. Look how big and shiny this diamond is. You can''t be blind when you wear it. I also want this necklace. It''s beautiful. It''s decorated with broken diamonds. It''s very special. You''ll look good when you wear it... "Beyond Ruan siting''s recommendation, I finally chose the cheapest ring in the whole color page. It only has a thin circle, and it is only dotted with five pieces of broken diamonds. It looks simple and low-key.


    sniff at my taste. Ruan Ting can not hold on to the Tucao for a moment. "How can you choose to choose such a hotel?" he ordered. You are welcome to eat in such a good hotel. After that, you are wearing such a material that you do not have to punch. You are not afraid of people make complaints about you, and you are not afraid to laugh at others. Where''s the door? You can''t just care about your feelings and don''t think about Lao he''s face. "


    After Ruan siting''s words, he Yu suddenly coughed. He interposed and said, "don''t say that, Ruan. As long as Chen Shi is happy, I don''t care."


    He touched me gently with his arm, and Ruan siting winked at me: "Chen Shi, you are so lucky. When you meet a man who is so kind to you, you envy others."


    That kind of uneasy feeling, suddenly and again like buds, it arch my heart bursts of fluffy.


    He Yu said: "go out to eat, go to the pines and cypresses and Tianhong, OK, Chen Shi?"


    Nodded, I subconsciously looked to Ruan siting: "I can."


    During the whole meal, Ruan siting was very active. She began to drag her love affair for me vividly. In her story, the male pig''s feet had changed from a little brother with no hair to an overbearing uncle. I still felt that it was unreliable. I was worried and advised her to take it easy. Ruan siting was a queen''s pick eyebrow, she said After she was 22 years old, no man got half a bargain from her.


    It''s still international practice. After dinner, Ruan siting said that she had a second half appointment with a handsome guy, and she was so smooth.


    As for me and he Yujin, we walked from Tianhong to Henggang subway station, and finally we went to Henggang park. In the square dance teams that looked neat but were messy, he Yujin was very close to me by the crowd. His hand touched the back of my hand several times. I suddenly wanted to try to see what it would feel like to hold it, so I flipped over Palm, wait for he Yujin''s hand to lean over again.


    But we soon came to the other end of the crowd, and he Yujin walked away. Even if we were shoulder to shoulder, we got stuck more than 30 centimeters.


    It''s like carrying the gap all the way, I am more and more frustrated, I can''t help but stop: "Lao he, it''s almost 9:30, do you want to go back to rest?"


    In the light pouring down, he Yujin''s shadow has an awe inspiring straight, he raised his shoulder: "if you want to go home, then I will go back to Huanguang to work overtime, there are still some things not busy."


    I nodded: "that''s OK, then you''ll be busy. Let''s go back to 189 together. I''ll pick up the car. "


    Suddenly, he Yu stopped talking. He Yu held me for a while. He said coldly, "Chen Shi, can I hold you for five seconds?"


    First was Leng Leng, I immediately nodded: "can ah."


    He Yu had some trouble. He opened his arms several times, and then he found the most suitable posture. He held my back with a gentlemanly hand. With a little effort, he put me around his chest.


    His heart beat fast.


    Just for a moment, he Yu released his loose arm and said, "let''s go back."


    He Yu didn''t know what he was thinking. When we all got to my car, I told him in advance that he Yu was still walking all the way. I reminded him twice that he Yu had just stabilized from his erratic state. He laughed awkwardly: "I''m sorry, I''ve just been thinking about the moment I held you. I''ve lost my mind."


    To tell you the truth, even if he Yujin hugged me, or his hug was too gentlemanly and too short, I still had no other feeling because of this. I still feel that he is a teacher and friend in front of me, which is more reassuring.


    But I am also confident that as long as we have a heart, one day we will cross those ravines, so I smile faintly: "it''s OK. Why don''t you go back to work, I''ll go back first. "


    Well, he Yu reached out and patted my head: "pay attention to safety, my girl."


    I don''t think I can''t bear the word "girl". What''s more, I can''t bear the clarity of he Yujin''s eyes when he looks at me, and the pious purity of his tone. However, I can''t say "no, no, no, I''m a woman" to he Yujin because of my bold and unrestrained style. I laugh so hard that my facial muscles are a little stiff: "hurry up 。”


    He Yujin received back: "back to send a message to me to report peace."


    Or in my short hours, I met both Ruan siting and he Yujin. They were special beings in my life. The chaos in my mind, which originated in the early morning, gradually faded into nothingness. So I was flying in the dark night, and I soon went back to my downstairs.


    After parking the car, I sent a message to he Yujin downstairs to inform him of my return. Then I brushed the door ban and stepped on it step by step. The voice control light on the corridor lit up with my footsteps, so that I could see the situation several meters away.So I can see Li Yan sitting in front of my house from the front step.


    It''s not too cold today, but he''s like a fool who doesn''t know how to add clothes or how to take off clothes. He''s wearing a thin windbreaker, but he''s wearing a heavy scarf.


    That scarf is the one I knitted with all my heart many years ago.


    However, it had been cruelly treated, it was cut in front of me, its broken interfaces were sketched together with some coarse and unmatched wool, which was abrupt and ridiculous.


    Apart from the scarf, Li Yan has other accessories on his hand. He is holding a red wine bottle in one hand. The bottle is dark in the night, which complements his red face choked by alcohol.


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