Murongxue? The last?
These five words, affect Ning Ji''s heart, just like a chain, firmly tied all his mind.
Murong Xue and Chen Feng have become the wounds in Ning Ji''s heart that may never heal. Unlike Xuanxuan, there is still a chance to make up for them. But for those who have passed away, Ning Ji can only look at the sky and sigh.
Therefore, Ning Ji always chooses to hide Murong Xue and Chen Feng in his heart, and seldom mentions them again, because every time he mentions them, even if he just touches a little edge, he will feel heartbroken.
Ning Ji also knows that although Jianshu looks heartless, Chen Feng''s death is also a blow to him. Now Jianshu almost doesn''t go to nightclubs and becomes a good family to stay at home at night.
Not many people know the reason. Only a few people who are familiar with Uncle Jian know it, because every time uncle Jian goes out, he always takes Chen Feng with him. No one can compare the feelings of Uncle Jian for Chen Feng, even Ning Ji.
So, when I saw the five characters of Murong Xue''s last stroke, Ning Ji''s psychological defense line nearly collapsed, and a kind of self blame spread in Ning Ji''s heart. If I could see this letter earlier, would there be a chance to save her?
Although Ning Ji doesn''t know how likely this possibility is, once a person has a thought, there will be a steady stream of regret and remorse pouring into his heart. This is the instinct reaction of a normal person.
However, Ning Ji''s pain to Murong Xue was diluted by time. At the first time, he was not hysterical. The only bit of reason in his brain asked him whether this letter would be forged to defeat his inner defense.
Although this possibility seems very boring, it is not entirely impossible. Tang Qingcang, the black bellied boy, has this motive and possibility to do this kind of thing.
Ning Ji still has a trace of clarity in his mind. He forcibly suppresses the sadness in his heart and unfolds the letter. As long as he looks at the contents, he will know the authenticity of the letter.
But the emergence of this doubt has produced a series of chain questions. If Murong Xue can use such an old-fashioned method to send the letter, why not go directly to the door to seek asylum? And it looks like Murong Xue knows she''s dead, but Murong Xue is also a member of the Murong family. Although she is a collateral, she has a certain popularity. How can the Murong family let Tang Xiaofan succeed without any reason?
Ning Ji had doubts in his heart, so he became more wary and began to plan. If the letter was false, he could do everything he could, Yin Tang Qingcang once.
Before reading the letter, Ning Ji closes the door. It''s not that he doesn''t trust Xuanxuan. It''s just that this matter can''t be known by other people. Otherwise, Ning Ji''s backhand may be in vain.
Ning Ji, like an underground Party member, carefully prepared everything before reading the contents of the letter.
Spread out the letter paper, it is all written with a black signature pen, but it seems to be a little flustered when writing, so there are obvious mistakes in some places, and then like junior high school students, they continue to write in circles.
Just see the first sentence, Ning Ji''s mood is a little difficult to control.
"Dear husband Ning Ji, do you like this name? Anyway, I like it very much. First of all, please forgive me. Maybe it''s the last time I call you that, and it''s still in this way. "
Ning Ji''s eyes are wet. He almost believes that this is written by Murong Xue himself. There is no theoretical basis. It''s just that feeling. Only Murong Xue and he know that Murong Xue will use this intimate name in private.
It''s not because of anything else. It''s just because Murong Xue once said that this title will only be given to one person in her life, even if this person doesn''t appear when she closes her eyes.
Ning Ji takes a deep breath. It takes so much courage to finish reading this letter. Ning Ji doesn''t know. Just at the beginning, it makes his lacrimal gland collapse. But this may be Tang Qingcang''s wrong move, which is to defeat Ning Ji in the most sensational way. Maybe.
If it''s really Tang Qingcang, it can explain why Tang Qingcang has a lot of opportunities to start, but he doesn''t hurt the killer. Maybe the victory he wants is not this, but a 100% victory in all aspects.
If so, then Tang Qingcang is really terrible. Ning Ji has to promise that if he really wants to play Yin, he is not Tang Qingcang''s opponent.
With a strong tearing heart, Ning Ji looked down: "husband, thank you for your favor, let me feel what is the taste of love for the first time, but I hate my life experience, I hate the family background, but it''s only collateral, I hate my body is so dirty, I know, I actually don''t deserve a man like you."
Ning Ji''s tears revolve in his eyes. Although Murong Xue never puts them on his mouth, Ning Ji knows that Murong Xue really cares about them. In fact, which woman doesn''t care about them?
It''s very likely that this content really came from Murong Xue. Otherwise, how could he write such words from the bottom of his heart? Ning Ji is sure that even Tang Qingcang would not have thought so thoroughly.
God, Ning Ji really wants to slap himself. Under what circumstances can Murong Xue write such a letter, but he still doubts the authenticity of the letter. He really should be executed by the volley."I know I don''t deserve you, but I still have the cheek to accompany you. Thank you for giving me such a wonderful time. I''m really satisfied. Thank you, really."
Seeing this, Ning Ji''s tears fell uncontrollably. Similarly, the words in the back door of this sentence were obviously blurred. It was obvious that when Murong Xue wrote here, she also suffered from strong heartache, and could not help but shed tears, which made the letter wet.
Ning Ji, the old man, can''t help it any more. What''s more, Murong Xue is still a woman. Since then, Ning Ji has 100% believed that this is Murong Xue''s last stroke, and there is no doubt about it.
Even Tang Qingcang, unless he is an immortal, can imitate a woman''s last stroke so truly.
"My husband, I''m in a bad situation now, but I''ve thought for a long time that the young master will not allow me to stay in the family, who helps outsiders. I don''t even know where I''m under house arrest. Fortunately, some of my caretakers were once my confidants. Maybe I still have a chance to survive. If I can really run out, I will return to Mindu and your side for the first time. I believe my omnipotent husband will protect me, right? "
Ning Ji beats his chest and feet with hatred, and tears flow all over his face. This is that after Chen Feng is killed, Ning Ji is completely out of control again. Even in this situation, Murong Xue still believes that he can protect her, but what is Ning Ji doing at this time? He did not expect this step, did not expect Murong snow will bear for him Murong family anger.
In fact, Ning Ji should have thought that his appearance made Murong Kaiyu lose face several times. How could the other party not be angry? However, he didn''t expect that Murong Kaiyu would transfer his anger to Murong Xue.
If he had thought of it earlier, he would have taken Murong Xue with him at that time, maybe such a tragedy would not have happened.
Moreover, it is obvious that Murong Xue ran out of the place where she was under house arrest after suffering, but she was assassinated by Tang Xiaofan in Mindu, a place she thought safe.
Ning Ji really wants to roar out the resentment in his heart. Maybe it will make him feel better.
"The time is very short, I can''t write too much. If I really can''t see you again, I hope you can go to the hotel where I used to stay. I deposited three suits there, which I bought for you. I wanted to surprise you later, but maybe I didn''t have a chance. Husband, I only have one last small request. If I really can''t see you again, can I put on the suit I bought for you and help me celebrate my birthday every year? I''m not greedy. I change it every year. I just want to take up three years of your time, OK? After that, you can drive me away from my memory, and I won''t be tired of you any more. As long as three years, I know, you will promise, you must. "
Ningji''s tears burst, and the last blank of the letter paper is full of traces of tears. It may be that after a period of time, the place where the tears fall, even some yellow.
Ning Ji held the letter to his heart as if he wanted to put it directly into his heart.
Three years later, Murong Xue''s last request was so simple. She didn''t leave any problems for Ning Ji. It was just a woman''s last willful request for her beloved man before she died.
How can Ning Ji refuse, how can he refuse? Let alone three years, even in the next few decades, he will do so, and Murong Xue will always live in his memory, forever.
Ning Ji held the letter and cried for a long time, but he just didn''t cry. He just cried silently. Only when he couldn''t keep on, he would make a few painful groans.
Two hours later, Ning Ji came out of the grief. He stuffed the letter paper into the envelope, and then stuffed the simple envelope into the inner bag to carry.
And this letter became the spiritual pillar of Ning Ji. Only with this belief, Ning Ji would avenge Murong Xue even if he risked his life.
Wipe the tear mark on the face with paper towel, but the obvious swelling of the eye socket, but can''t cover up at all.
Ning Ji has only one idea now, that is to take back the suit that Murong Xue bought. In case the time is delayed for a long time and is taken by the hotel manager, he will never find it again.
Mind so far, Ning Ji immediately got up and walked out of the bedroom, even the clothes did not change, immediately to start.
At this time, Xuanxuan was watching TV in the living room, but there was no expression on her face, as if the plot on TV could not attract her attention.
Ning Ji goes out without saying anything. He''s in a low mood now, and he''s not in the mood to coax Xuanxuan.
When a man is in an extremely depressed mood, he is more irritable than his aunt''s woman. He is just a powder keg. If he doesn''t light it, it will explode immediately.
"You go out? Where are you going? " Xuanxuan saw that Ningji was about to go out in silence, and immediately asked.
"Yes." Ning Ji has tried his best to make the tone smooth, but some things can''t be concealed.
Xuanxuan frowned and said, "remember to come back to cook on time. I don''t want to eat takeout, and I don''t want to be hungry.""I see." Ning Ji felt that he was about to explode. He didn''t get angry with women, and he didn''t get angry with happy women, so even though he was so manic, he still wanted to try to restrain himself.
"Can you tone better? Can''t you do this little thing?" Xuanxuan said impatiently.
This sentence completely ignited Ning Ji''s anger. He still had a lot to do and wanted to avenge his two relatives, but there was a Xuanxuan at home who had changed her temperament and kept on talking about cooking.
"Enough! I still have a lot of things to do, to eat, I can find you a part-time job, you can go out to eat, I''m not your nanny! " Ning Ji can''t help but start a fire at last.
"You roar what roar, useless man only then has the temper, you this ability?" Xuanxuan didn''t give up.
"Yes, I''m a loser. I can''t even protect my relatives around me. I''m such a loser. You can''t stand it or look down upon it. Please leave immediately. You can find whoever you like. I''d rather stop you. I''m a son-of-a-bitch!" Ningji''s fire is like a prairie fire.
Xuanxuan was stunned. She didn''t expect that Ning Ji would suddenly get so angry. She was a little confused at that time.
"Do you really think I won''t leave?" Xuanxuan asked with a frown.
"Yes, I can''t control the long legs on you. If you like to go, you can go. If you don''t want to go, you can stay with me honestly!" With that, Ning Ji slammed the door and went out.
After the fire, Ning Ji''s chest was not so worried, but when he went downstairs, he regretted that he should not spread the anger on Xuanxuan.
Originally wanted to go back to say sorry, but the man''s face stopped Ning Ji''s step at this time.
"Forget it. You can''t stop what you should go. Let her go." Ning Ji sighed and decided to let it go.
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