Sometimes, some things are really caused by a tiny difference, which will cause endless regret.
This is true for mu Qiu.
When
Even if it was just a little bit earlier, perhaps the team clubs would not have refused without hesitation.
Because if it''s just at the end of S1, a lot of things haven''t happened.
There should have been room for recovery.
If he had received such an invitation at that time, he would have been able to directly persuade the former partner who had been fighting side by side with him to follow him. The two could continue to play the ADC assisted partnership in the new team and continue to sweep the national service and even the world professional arena.
It''s a pity.
At the end of the S1 finals at that time, there were almost no other mature teams or clubs established in the national service, and they did not receive invitation or even rich price contract in the first time after the dissolution of the team.
Relying on their own efforts to support S1 for more than half a year At that time, all of them in the team had reached a situation that almost ran out of ammunition and food.
Without other hopes and hopes, it is really difficult to hold on.
So at that time, his partner chose to leave.
Mu Qiu still clearly remembers the words that the two men said to him in a low and sad voice before they finally parted and their companions said to them in a low and sad voice:
"ah Qiu, I''m going to leave."
"This big city The cost is too high, there is no way to make money, can not sustain
"There are my parents and old milk at home. They are not in good health. I should go back."
At that time, he tried to keep his words.
However, he choked and found that he could not organize any powerful persuasion words, as if in front of the cruel and cold reality at that time, all the words seemed powerless.
And that word It''s really heartbreaking.
"Capricious".
Yes.
For them at that time, or in the eyes of most people at that time, they chose to spend more than half a year fighting for a so-called E-sports dream with no way out and no value at all It''s just a wayward choice.
And willful, there is always time to stop.
No matter how beautiful the dream is, it will eventually wake up.
This really can not blame any one of them, because no matter who, or even when the first day of junior high school, all the people in the professional E-sports circle did not expect that in the short period of more than one year after S1, the professional E-sports field of national service will suddenly usher in such a wave of explosive growth.
All of a sudden
Professional E-sports has become the most popular topic.
At that time, the professional players who had to rely on their own small savings to eat instant noodles in Internet cafes, play training matches, and take buses and subways to participate in competitions, suddenly became popular goods with high salary.
And then there are even millions of millions of teams signed contracts, a game anchor can achieve the annual salary of tens of millions, open a Taobao shop to make a pot full of money.
And all this for see in the eyes of Mu Qiu, will always produce nameless anger.
Not because of envy.
Pure
It is a kind of grievance and unwilling.
He felt unwilling for himself and his companions, and even the few fellow travelers in his circle.
Because Why is the arrival of such a big era of E-sports so late? Why is it that one of them is forced to choose to leave, and then it comes late?
Earlier.
If you can make it earlier.
He had imagined countless times in the night that if the original national service E-sports had risen faster and those team clubs had found their door earlier, perhaps everything would not have been like this.
That partner will not be forced to leave because of reality.
There will be no heavy tragedy later.
Everything will be in a better direction after the S1 season.
He and his partner They can also continue to fight side by side and shine brilliantly in the field. At that time, how could autumn, the so-called God of assistance in the world''s E-sports circle, take the lead. The name of the strongest down the road is destined to belong to them only.
But the reality is not if.
Only the most cruel and cold ending is in front of us, which is doomed and can not be changed.
Mu Qiu also knows that he can''t blame people for this. He can''t force the rise of the e-sports era. Because of his own will, he will come earlier and faster. Naturally Also can''t blame those in the rise of E-sports after the emergence of the national service team club is too late to find the door.It''s all life.
It''s the same thing to say that luck is bad or not.
However, he was never really relieved.
Because
Maybe there''s nothing else to complain about.
But at that time, the leader of their team, the guy who caused everything to fall apart It is impossible to get rid of the responsibility for fault and is always the culprit of everything.
Mu Qiu subconsciously clenched his fists and fingernails almost forced them to be embedded in his palms to bleed. He hardly noticed that the cigarette in his hand was burning out and his fingers were almost scalded. The cold light in his eyes twinkled -
that guy.
No matter what, he can never forgive.
Even the later partner tried to persuade him seriously and sincerely for several times, saying that "Fengzi also has his own heart knot" I can''t make it here.
You''re under a lot of pressure?
Under great pressure, is it necessary to make such a hasty and irresponsible choice?
By what?
How can you make such a decision at will and even hurt other close friends who fought side by side?
You know, even at the end of the day, even if his partner was hurt like that, leading to irreparable heavy poignant results, he still said good words for you.
What can you do?
Conscience Don''t you feel the pain and guilt at all?
Thinking of his partner, Mu Qiu''s clenched fist slowly loosened. Thinking that his last contact with the former seemed to have been a long time ago, he could not help but lower his head again.
It''s not that he''s slowly getting out of touch with each other.
And it''s just that he doesn''t know how to face his former partner.
Especially
It was when he saw the hands of the other party.
As if from then on, even a simple sentence, a line of sight, may cause self-esteem damage to the silent but sensitive companion.
So what he can do now seems to be to leave far away and not disturb.
Let that old friend forget all that time and live a new life peacefully.
It''s just -
even if we know this truth clearly, we still have worries and missing in our hearts.
Zheng ran raised his head, Mu Qiu looked at the night sky again.
In the same night.
I don''t know Now that friend, what is doing.
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