In fact, Jian Ningzhe doesn''t like Tan Hai or Jian Lingyue very much. He probably has cold blood and selfishness inherited from Lin Zhengping. He doesn''t expect his own blood. Similarly, he doesn''t have any feelings for the adopted children.
But Tan Feiyang likes it. Once Cheng Mingyi wanted to have a child of his own. He wanted to get married and have children. He spoiled his wife and children all his life. Even if he worked hard, he was reluctant to let his wife and children get a finger. Sometimes Jian Ningzhe can''t help but doubt that if Tan Feiyang is fertile, he will choose to surrogate a child, leaving the blood for Tan Feiyang and raising a child with his own blood.
If Tan Feiyang really goes to surrogate, jianningzhe thinks that she will show that she likes the child very much and loves him more than her life, but in fact, she is eager to wipe out the child who is closest to tan Feiyang in the world.
There was always a dark place in his heart that he couldn''t find out.
Jian Ningzhe enveloped the darkness with a bright surface. In fact, the gentle movie emperor in front of outsiders has rotted from the root.
I hate Tan Hai for countless times, but I force myself to gently hold Tan Hai on my knee, patiently teach him to learn, and teach Tan Hai all the light he can show on the surface. This is the child that Tan Feiyang likes. He will try his best to be good to tan Hai and bring him up as a child of integrity, selflessness, kindness and gratitude.
Jian Ningzhe has a purpose in everything, for Tan haihao and for adopting Jian Lingyue.
Tan Feiyang also wants to adopt a girl to grow up with. He doesn''t want to be a surrogate. Tan Feiyang, who is a traditional person in his heart, is always uncomfortable. So jianningzhe went to adopt jianlingyue, and chose a autistic child.
Yes, Jian Ningzhe met Jian Lingyue before adoption. At a glance, he saw that Jian Lingyue was different from ordinary children. She didn''t cry, didn''t make noise and didn''t laugh. Under her beautiful eyes, she was a closed self. However, jianningzhe still adopted her, and determined to try her best to treat jianlingyue''s autism.
He couldn''t tell why he did it, whether he sympathized with her or wanted to prove that he was very noble by raising Jane Lingyue. Maybe he did, maybe he didn''t. in a word, he took the child back, but he didn''t like her very much, but he couldn''t see it on the surface.
On the surface, Jian Ningzhe is more interested in Tan Hai than Tan Feiyang. Tan Feiyang will only play with her children, while Jian Ningzhe will seriously educate Tan Hai. Tan Feiyang will try his best to make Jian Lingyue laugh and cry, but Jian Ningzhe will contact a psychologist for her.
After they came out and made public their two children, everyone praised jianningzhe as a good father, strict education for his son and great love for his daughter. Tan Feiyang is like a big child, while Jian Ningzhe has three children by himself. If it wasn''t for Tan Hai, who is getting bigger and bigger and has the demeanor of jianningzhe, taking care of her younger sister, playing with her father and helping jianningzhe share a lot, jianningzhe might be dead tired.
However, only jianningzhe himself knew that he didn''t like anyone in his heart. Probably at the moment of Cheng Mingyi''s death, his heart became cold and hard. He was willing to be gentle for Tan Feiyang just to recall his past. He didn''t love anyone else.
But he is good at acting. He has been acting for many years. When Tan Hai and Jian Lingyue grow up, he is still their gentle, amiable and versatile father.
Jianningzhe''s learning ability seems to be endless. Most children will have a rebellious period when they reach puberty. They find that the omnipotent parents are just like this. When their children grow up and their parents are old, the adult children will surpass their parents.
But this kind of thing will never happen to Jian Ningzhe. When Tan Hai was in junior high school, most of his classmates were shouting about how annoying, annoying and incompetent his parents were, Jian Ningzhe was like a towering mountain, and his knowledge and ability were beyond Tan Hai''s reach. When it comes to studying abroad, many children in China who are similar to tan Hai''s family want to start their own business. Their parents'' old tradition is no longer good, and they will be surpassed sooner or later. But Tan Hai doesn''t. for one thing, his specialty is not acting career, and there is no conflict with Jian Ningzhe''s career. For another thing, Jian Ningzhe''s career is just at its peak. His films have won awards one by one, and almost surpass the older generation of artists. His films are just a stream in the era of brain damaged films everywhere. Some of his classic works are called the peak works of Chinese films At this time, even if Tan Hai went to make a movie, he was not as good as Jian Ningzhe.
At the same time, in order to enrich himself, Jian Ningzhe has read a considerable number of books, from history to politics, from geography to biology, from mathematics to economics, from literature to philosophy. It seems that there is nothing he does not know, and there is no topic he can''t talk about.
Such a father is used to look up, not to surpass.
They have always been a harmonious family, those dark are buried in Jane Ningzhe''s heart, never exposed. Jianningzhe thinks he is a very good actor. No one has ever discovered his falsehood.
When Tan Hai returned home, Jian Lingyue was already a 16-year-old girl. Her childhood autism did not leave a shadow on her. She grew up to be a beautiful and knowledgeable girl. She was a little quieter than her peers. However, this made her more elegant and quiet. Unlike some rebellious girls of the same age, she was the goddess in the hearts of boys.Tan Hai, who has no conscience, has been abroad for seven years. He has been a university student until he graduated from a doctor''s degree. He has also opened a small company abroad to practice with his classmates. He has been too busy to go home for five years. As soon as he returns home, he is beaten up by Tan Feiyang, who is still full of vitality. Then he is hugged and welcomed by his pen father.
Even jianningzhe beat him a few fists, very painful, but these fists are more gentle than the study on the knee in memory.
Tan Hai couldn''t help but live at the dinner table and said to Jane Ningzhe, "Dad, you''ve changed a lot over the years. I didn''t dare to breathe in front of you before. Now I feel like I dare to kiss you! "
Jian Ningzhe was a little stunned in her heart. Her face remained unchanged on the surface, and she said calmly: "except when I hit you at the airport just now, you are so afraid of me. It''s clear that I haven''t even scolded you in these years. On the contrary, I always kick your ass. Are you a BIM? The more you fight, the closer you get. "
"It''s not," Tan Hai said with a smile. "I didn''t dare to say that before, but now I don''t think it''s any more. Jane dad, I think you must have hated me very much before. No matter how I please you, you don''t give me a sincere smile. Ling Yue is so cute. You look at her smile, but it''s always so fake. It seems that you don''t think she''s cute at all. "
Jianningzhe was completely stunned this time.
"Brother!" Always silent Jian Lingyue hit Tan Hai on the shoulder, some unhappy to say, "Dad is very good."
"I know that Jane''s father is very good. He is my dream up to now," Tan Haiyi pointed out. "But there are some problems. Jane''s father really needs to change."
Jian Lingyue frowns at Tan Hai.
"I grew up with a feeling that Jane''s father seemed to be afraid of strangling me every day, and he was very restrained to me. When I was in the rebellious period, I was not sensible. I went out to play with my classmates and almost got cheated into taking drugs. My father beat me hard, but Jane''s father shook his hands, but he didn''t even dare to touch me. " Tan Hai recalled, "Jane''s father was always very restrained to us. He was so careful when he held Lingyue, as if he was afraid that he would hurt us."
"Father Jane, you don''t have to worry about it at all. Ling Yue is a little girl. Of course, I want to spoil her. I''m a real boy. I should teach her a lesson. " Tan Hai said with a smile, but looking at Jian Ningzhe''s eyes is meaningful, and his eyes seem to be able to see through people''s hearts.
"Dad has been very good," said Jane Lingyue, who has been silent. "I remember when I was a child, I was sick and had a high fever. Tan''s dad was filming in other places. My dad stayed up for several nights to watch me, for fear that I would have a high fever in the middle of the night. At that time, in order to observe my temperature, my father always put his forehead on my forehead
But after that, I seldom held her.
"Father Jane," said Tan Hai with a smile, "you are good at everything, but you are too formal."
Jianningzhe face unchanged, just for Tan Hai clip a chopsticks dish, decided to use food to his mouth.
Tan Feiyang looks at Jian Ningzhe and stealthily laughs. He is also sandwiched with a chopstick dish. The difference is that the dish given to tan Hai is put in the bowl, and Tan Feiyang is directly stuffed into his mouth.
Unfortunately, the food couldn''t stop him. After swallowing the food in his mouth, Tan Feiyang said, "don''t talk about it. Your father is very old and shy."
Clearly he said jianningzhe the most embarrassed, but Tan Feiyang has a gold medal, jianningzhe take him no way.
But lying in bed at night, jianningzhe gives Tan Feiyang a hard toss for a long time. In recent years, the children have grown up, and their energy has gradually deteriorated. It has not been so intense for a long time.
"Tired to death," Tan Feiyang later pushed Jian Ningzhe, "brother five is good at everything, but he is too thoughtful. He doesn''t say angry or happy, and hides everything in his heart. I think other people don''t know, but the children all see it. "
Having been together for many years, Tan Feiyang has long known about jianningzhe''s character. He is an old man and has no taboo in speaking. He can say whatever he wants. He doesn''t care whether jianningzhe is embarrassed or not.
Jian Ningzhe was silent, but Tan Feiyang thought he might be embarrassed now.
So tan Feiyang put his head on his still strong chest and said in a soft voice: "don''t always think of yourself as a bad person. Children know best whether a person is good or not. You seldom hold Lingyue from childhood, but she always likes you. So is Tan Hai. Although he is closer to me, he worships you more. "
"I''m not a good person." Jane said, "you all think too well of me."
"Whether a person is a good person or not is not judged by himself." Tan Feiyang said, "even if all your actions are purposeful, but in different ways, you choose the one with the most good intentions. You are a good person. Don''t always deny yourself. There are always adults in children. You are in charge of Xiaohai and Lingyue. They have become so excellent. "
"Brother Wu has always been a very good person." Tan Feiyang said softly.
Jianningzhe hugged him tightly.
The darkness surrounded by light will one day be penetrated by light and illuminate every place.
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