I stopped and asked, "Do you know what you are talking about?"


    "I know, I just regret it!"


    I sneered and asked, "What? Is it because of the Chu family?"


    Gu Tingchen suffocated, "Who do you think of me?"


    I sneered and asked, "Then who do you think of me from beginning to end?"


    If you want it, you can kick it away if you don''t want it? !


    Am I so cheap?


    I left school quickly and hid in Shi''s house for several days.


    Until Ji Nuan dragged the prison guard to find me.


    When I saw her, I saw her face pale, but her eyes were unusually calm.


    I sat across from her and asked tiredly, "How are you doing? Did they bully you?"


    Ji Nuan shook his head and said softly: "I want to see you."


    Ji Nuan has been in jail for more than a month, and my remaining days are getting less and less. I sighed and said, "Don''t worry, you can leave here in a few days. You will spend the New Year this year with Chen Chusheng. "


    Chu Xing promised me that he would release Ji Nuan before the new year.


    She shook her head, and suddenly said inexplicably: "Somehow, I miss you very much recently, and I feel vaguely uneasy. I always feel that you will leave me and leave me silently like Chen Chusheng."


    I was taken aback, and said with a smile: "Fool, I''ve been here all the time."


    "Sheng''er, I always think you have something to hide from me."


    ……


    After leaving the prison, I hesitated for a while and went to town. I happened to meet his grandma pushing him out to relax. I followed them far behind without disturbing him until his grandma left.


    I know, he is not stupid, he is waiting for me to pass.


    Before I approached, I heard him ask: "How is she doing?"


    I asked in a low voice: "Who?"


    He replied: "Ji Nuan."


    "Do you know her?"


    "I am not stupid, I remember it naturally."


    I asked: "Why have you been acting stupid before then?"


    After a pause, I smiled and said, "Is it because of low self-esteem? Feeling that I don''t deserve her?"


    Chen Chusheng was silent for a moment, and said, "I am not good enough for her."


    Although the man in front of him has disabled legs, his eyes are clear. If he has not been in a car accident, if he is healthy, even if he is a gangster, he can break out of his own world.


    It''s a pity that fate makes people.


    Unfortunately, we all met a woman named Wen Ruyan.


    "Chen Chusheng, all she wants is you."


    "I am a useless person."


    The scenery of the town is always charming. I looked at the icy river in front of me and said sadly: "At least you are still there. Chen Chusheng, you still have the ability to love, and I... the late stage of cancer, the remaining time It''s only a week or two, maybe tomorrow is not sure, I have no future."


    Chen Chusheng was shocked, and I laughed and said, "Give yourself a chance to be happy."


    "you……"


    "Do it for yourself, don''t disappoint Ji Nuan."


    After speaking, I turned around and left.


    It was night when I returned to Wucheng. I went home tiredly and lay on the bed. My stomach hurts badly in the middle of the night. I had to get up and took a lot of painkillers, and finally all vomited on the ground.


    I was lying on the ground and wanted to call my attending doctor, but I knew my physical condition best. According to the current situation, I should not live to 23 years old.


    I closed my eyes and couldn''t tell what it was like. I didn''t even have the slightest fear. It seemed that waiting for death had become a natural thing, but suddenly I missed the past a bit.


    The more I get to this situation, the more I miss the person I used to be.


    If I can come back, I still want to follow him slowly.


    Day after day, month after month.


    I just want to meet again later.


    so that he can live in my heart forever.


    will not give me extravagant hopes, nor will it make me sad.


    When I was tortured to the extreme by the pain, I received a call from someone.


    He called me in a gentle voice, "Shi Sheng."


    "Gu Tingchen, what''s the matter with you?"


    "Will you forgive me?"


    At the time of life and death, I wanted to start everything.


    I smiled and said, "Yes, I forgive you."


    "Shisheng, what''s wrong with you?"


    I frowned and asked: "Huh?"


    "I feel something is wrong with you."


    I said softly: "I''m fine."


    "Are you at home? I''m downstairs in your house."


    I:"……"