“…… That''s what happened. I just thought it was interesting. Later Later, I was afraid that you would be angry. I always wanted to find a suitable opportunity to tell you. "
In the president''s office, Ji Ting sits quietly on the sofa. Shen Tu Chuan stands beside him like a daughter-in-law, explaining the whole thing from beginning to end.
"You don''t want to find a suitable opportunity to tell me. You want to find a suitable reason to" wash away "the industry. You don''t want to be frank with me, do you?" All of the emotion churning in the hall has been worn out, at this time of season to listen to only infinite calm.
Shen Tu Chuan pursed his lips and said in a low voice: "I''m sorry."
“…… So you are fully capable of solving your own difficulties, right? " Ji was asked about Gu and Shentu mountain.
Shen Tu Chuan was silent for a long time and didn''t speak. Ji understood. She had already made a plan with others. She was the only one who was still worrying. She felt that he couldn''t do without himself. This is really
"Listen, don''t be angry, OK?" Shen Tu Chuan squatted down, unfamiliar to learn her way of flattering herself before, and grasped her hand.
Ji Ting looks at him quietly. After a while, he suddenly asks, "since I know it''s a lie, why do I get angry with me after I question the car?"
“……”
"He also deliberately gave me the phone call a week ago and cheated me with others," Ji said. After listening to this, he was silent for a moment and wanted to pull out his hand. However, because he was holding on to it, he had to give up temporarily. "Shen Tu Chuan, it was a mistake to cheat me in the early stage. What happened later?"
“…… I just want to be closer to you. " Shen Tu Chuan spoke with difficulty.
Ji TingYang raised his lips: "so you have to cheat me to pretend to be angry and use my guilt to force me to be your girlfriend, right?"
"I didn''t force you You volunteered, didn''t you? " Shen Tu Chuan looked into her eyes, afraid to see a different answer.
Ji tingsarcastically looked at him: "yes, voluntarily, so you are happy?"
"Listen, I''m sorry." For a while, Shen Tu Chuan has said sorry more than ten times, more than the 22 years before.
Ji listens to drooping eyes. After a long time, he breathes. He tries to draw his hand out again, but he still fails. She took a deep breath and tried to discuss with him calmly: "you let go first."
"You haven''t forgiven me yet." Shen Tu Chuan stubbornly grasped her hand.
Ji''s eyes cooled down: "let''s go back and discuss this matter. It''s working time. I want to go back to work."
"Forgive me first." Shen Tu Chuan felt a little flustered. He couldn''t let her go.
"Shen Tu Chuan," Ji Tingding looked at him, "don''t force me to hate you."
When she said this, she didn''t seem to be mixed with a trace of revenge emotion, but was seriously expounding a fact.
Shen Tu Chuan felt shocked and unconsciously released her hand. Ji Ting pursed his lips and stood up. He walked towards the door without looking back.
Shen Tu Chuan staring at the direction of her disappearance, fingertips began to tremble. He didn''t know why she was afraid because she was not very angry.
Ji Ting came out of the president''s office with a strained face. When she entered the elevator, several people in front of her hurriedly gave way, bowed slightly to her and said, "Hello, madam." it seems that in a few minutes, the whole world knows her relationship with Shen Tu Chuan.
“……” Ji can''t help getting angry when he hears the word "madam", but he doesn''t have the reason to spread his anger on others. So he takes a deep breath to cover up his true emotion and nods to them with a smile.
When she got into the elevator, those people didn''t keep up, so she had to take the huge elevator to the second floor by herself.
Standing in the elevator, looking at her face reflected on the elevator door, Ji couldn''t recover after listening for a long time. Until the elevator door opened, she picked up her mood and went out with nothing.
The colleagues of the branch company were waiting for her on the second floor. Although they were uncomfortable when they saw her, they warmly welcomed her. Only the girls and male colleagues who had laughed at her on the bus just now shrunk when they saw her, and their eyes wandered away and they did not dare to look at her.
Ji Ting took them as the air as before. After greeting several colleagues, he went to the supervisor and said, "sorry for the trouble, supervisor."
"No trouble, no trouble..." The director waved his hand and his face was a little complicated. Ji Ting was arranged a week ago. She thought it would be a distant relative at most, otherwise she would not have arranged to go to the branch office. Who knows it was the president''s wife.
I don''t know if the president''s wife has caught a lot of tricks from their branch company when she paid such a long private visit.
Ji heard her thoughts, and said, "don''t think too much. I''m really running to work. I don''t mean anything else."
"That''s good, that''s good No, even if you are a private visit, we welcome it. " The director took a turn when he spoke.
Ji tingxiaoxiao didn''t explain any more. A few of his colleagues were a little bit awkward and careful. However, when they saw that Ji tingxiao was the same as before, they all gathered around. Some fresh ones began to chat: "before, I always thought your boyfriend was an old man. I didn''t expect that he was so young and our boss.""Yes, he is one year younger than me." Ji listens to the gentle reply.
Her words aroused discussion among the group again. They were all about praising her and Shen Tu Chuan. Ji was also patient to cooperate. But the girl next to her was getting darker and darker. As for her former male colleagues, they couldn''t stand now.
"Xiao Wu, don''t you mean to listen to Ji and think about you? What, do you want me to think about it? " Some people look at their male colleagues and their eyes are full of the meaning of watching a good play.
Male colleagues a Leng, dry smile: "I, I have eyes, don''t know Taishan, dog''s eyes see people low, don''t, don''t tell me the same thing." Say words, but even with season to listen to the courage of looking at all don''t have, just feel the face hot, want to find a ground seam to drill in.
A female colleague noticed the girl, and her voice was a little higher immediately: "in fact, I haven''t seen Ji Ting''s boyfriend, and I don''t know from whom it started. Ji Ting said that Ji Ting''s object was an old man, and Ji Ting himself denied that she had a hard tongue, and I don''t know if she had to apologize."
"I think it''s time to apologize. How can I arrange a girl like this? That is, Ji Ting has a good temper and can endure her for such a long time."
Next to a group of people talking, Ji listen to this time just smile did not speak. When they say these words, they may not really help themselves. They just want to leave a good impression in front of themselves after they know who they are. Otherwise, why don''t they help her before?
The girl''s face turns blue and white when they say it. She and her boyfriend both work under the shentuchuan banner. Now they offend Ji ting. I really don''t know what will happen in the future.
But if she really wanted to apologize, she couldn''t say a word of apology. She had previously determined that Ji Ting was not as good-looking as she was in terms of wealth and objects. In fact, she always had a sense of superiority in the face of Ji ting. Now that she apologizes, she is really worse than death.
People around her see that she is not soft, the atmosphere for a time a little embarrassed, Ji listened to sweep her one eye, asked the director with a smile: "what should we do next?"
"First visit, then go to a meeting, then lunch time." The atmosphere was a little stiff and the supervisor was busy.
Ji Ting nodded: "let''s go."
The supervisor immediately organized a group of people to go forward. The girl who was completely ignored turned red, and tears began to accumulate in her eyes, as if someone had bullied her. But before we have given her the opportunity to make up with Ji Ting, she did not want, so we all tacit understanding of the dress did not see.
A group of people walking in the headquarters building to visit, there are countless people on the way to say hello to Ji Ting, Ji Ting responded gently. The colleagues around her were a little embarrassed. The sense of distance that had not easily disappeared appeared again. They realized once again that Ji Ting was really the president''s wife.
At the end of the visit, I went to the conference room on the top floor to have a meeting. It was nothing more than introducing the company''s culture and situation, and increasing the cohesion of all branches and headquarters.
Ji heard that when he entered the conference room, it was full of people. When he saw her, he stood up and bowed to her: "Hello, madam!"
Ji Ting was frightened by the battle, and he just managed to squeeze out a smile and nodded to them. Then he went to the last row and sat down. The supervisor watched her go back and followed her. The last group sat at the back.
Ji listened to them and said in a low voice: "you can go to the front. You don''t have to come with me."
"It''s OK. Anyway, the front is full. We''ll just be here." The director said politely, and other colleagues nodded.
But even so, no one wants to sit next to Ji ting. Ji Ting looks at her colleagues across the seat, and her heart is even more depressed. All the absurdity she experienced at this time is brought by Shen Tu Chuan.
Although there are always eyes on themselves at the beginning, this situation is much less at the beginning of the meeting. Ji Ting can finally relax and stare at the front without concentration.
I don''t know how long later, there was a little commotion at the back door. When Ji heard the reaction, there was already a person sitting in the empty seat.
In an instant, she knew who the other party was, and her expression was not good immediately: "what are you doing here?"
"Shh, meeting." Shen Tu Chuan lowered his voice.
Ji listens to the corner of his mouth and looks at him strangely. Does it mean that you have another day to take care of other things? Shen Tu Chuan sat in the seat, Yu Guang has been looking at Ji Ting''s face, see she didn''t appear rejection emotion, this just relaxed.
"We''ll have dinner later?" Shen Tu Chuan asked in a low voice.
Ji Ting looks light: "meeting, don''t talk."
Shen Tu Chuan was silent for a moment, carefully pinched her wrist, slowed down her voice and said, "I''ll let them break up."
Other eavesdroppers with their ears tilted: -- Isn''t it the mysterious president of gaoleng? How to lick a dog to his wife?
Shen Tu Chuan said to see Ji listen did not say, will get up and forcibly terminate the meeting, the result was Ji listen not salty glance, immediately honest.
He hung his eyes and grasped Ji Ting''s wrist. He didn''t dare to move, for fear that Ji Ting would take his hand back.He kept the same posture until the end of the meeting. When he wanted to go out, he could finally speak: "I''ll take you to the canteen. The food there is good."
Zhou Qian, who just came here: "I''m not sure." Why doesn''t he remember the president going to the canteen?
Ji Ting''s expression remains unchanged: "forget it, I want to work with my colleagues."
Shen Tu Chuan looked at her supervisor unhappily, and her sweat brush came out: "just go with you. I''ve made an appointment with other colleagues." After that, no matter whether there is a logic problem or not, he took others to escape.
A week ago, I wiped the sweat on my forehead: "president, madam, please, I have something else to do, I won''t send you." He left in a hurry, as if he was not the one who was chasing Shen Tu Chuan just now.
Because of Shen Tu Chuan''s presence, the conference room soon became clean, leaving him and Ji Ting alone. Shen Tu Chuan reached out to her and said, "listen, let''s go to dinner."
"I''m not hungry." After listening to Ji''s talk here, he was not in the mood to eat. Then he walked out.
Shen Tu Chuan pursed his lips to stop her, and his voice was even more weak: "how much do you want to eat, or your stomach will feel bad, shall I take you to the canteen?"
Ji listened to the silence for a moment and looked at him seriously: "Shen Tu Chuan, can you stay away from me?"
Shen Tu Chuan''s heart seemed to be gripped by a big hand, and his blood was coagulated. He turned pale: "listen, don''t do that..."
"Is it that hard to give me some time to be alone?" Ji Ting''s eyes are a little confused. "I just want to stay alone for a while and digest my emotions. Can you not follow me?"
Shen Tu Chuan''s hands were clenched into fists, and his nails were pinched in his hands. The severe pain calmed him down a little.
"How long will you be alone?" He heard himself ask in a hoarse voice.
Ji can''t tell for a while, but after a long time he honestly replied, "I don''t know."
"Will you break up with me?" Shen Tu Chuan''s eyes are red.
Ji is silent.
Shen Tu Chuan stepped forward and held her in his arms, pleading in a dumb voice: "don''t break up with me, don''t leave me, OK?"
"I won''t leave you." After listening to these words, Ji felt very sad. Because of the task, no matter what you think in your heart, you can''t completely follow your heart. You can only consider the task to the greatest extent.
Shen Tu Chuan felt relieved and let her go at a loss: "then, where are you going later?"
"I''m very tired today. I want to take a break." Ji listened slowly.
Shen Tu Chuan nodded, carefully looking at her: "OK, you go back, I''ll help you ask for leave with your supervisor."
Ji ting and he looked at each other and left with drooping eyes. Shen Tu Chuan originally wanted to follow her, but thinking of the way she looked at herself, she finally held back her steps and went to ask for leave for her in a low pressure.
Ji Ting walks out of the company building alone and stands by the side of the road looking at the car fashionistas. His mood is finally a little wider. She called a taxi and took it in. Originally, she wanted to report her home address, but suddenly she thought that since Shen Tu Chuan cheated her, the place where they live now should also be Shen Tu Chuan''s house.
Then there are the jewels, the so-called millions of commission, all of which are his lies.
The more she thought about it, the more she felt that her life was not real enough. She didn''t want to go back at all. So she told the driver to go to a shopping mall a few kilometers away and was ready to go for a rest.
When she arrived at the shopping mall, she had a big meal by herself. The food filled the emptiness in her heart, which made her not feel empty as before. After dinner, she wandered around, looked at her clothes and bags, and finally bought nothing.
After a turn, Ji Tingwei''s stomach emptied. She went to the cinema on the fourth floor to buy a bucket of popcorn. She chose a three hour art film and turned her mobile phone to silent to go to the cinema.
Because it''s a weekday, and it''s a literary film with a small audience, there''s only one audience in the huge movie hall. After sitting down, she begins to eat popcorn. Gradually, she gets sleepy because of the tedious plot on the screen.
Anyway, she was alone. She lifted the baffle between the two chairs and lay down comfortably. She soon fell into a dream of black and sweet.
This sleep is very deep, until to clean the aunt wake her up, she just vaguely wake up, look at the mobile phone, suddenly more than 100 missed calls, there are a lot of text messages, and these things, are the same person.
At first, the text message only asked her carefully if she got home. Later, she didn''t reply. Shen tuchuan said that he had also gone back.
Maybe it was someone who didn''t see her at home. Shen Tu Chuan suddenly became anxious and began to send text messages and make phone calls. The follow-up text messages seemed to be refined, threatening and softening. Unfortunately, when she came into the room, she turned on the mute and didn''t see it until now.
Ji had a look at the time. It was more than 8 pm. She thought it was just the end of the movie, but she didn''t expect it had been so long.
Although she was angry with Shen Tu Chuan, she never thought of tormenting him with intentional disappearance. She went out in a hurry and was ready to call Shen Tu Chuan. As a result, as soon as she opened the address book, her mobile phone ran out of power and turned off automatically.…… It''s God''s will.
Ji listened for a moment, took a taxi and went home. Originally, she thought Shen Tu Chuan was at home, but she didn''t see anyone when she got home. She charged her cell phone and then called him.
The phone rang once and was connected. Shen Tu Chuan''s hoarse and anxious voice came from there: "Ji Ting, where are you?"
"I''m at home." Listen to the answer.
Shen Tu Chuan was silent for a moment: "OK, I''ll go back now."
Finish saying opposite hang up the phone, season listen to this just relaxed breath, sitting on the sofa for the first time seriously look at his message. When he saw the sentence "you have signed a life-long contract with me, don''t try to escape me easily", Ji was stunned and recalled for a long time what the only contract he signed with him was.
What he said should be the contract they signed before they left Shentu''s house But isn''t that an ordinary labor contract?
Ji Ting frowned into his room, pressed his birthday on the safe, and then took out the two contracts.
I took the contract and sat down in the living room. I looked at it one by one again. Finally, on the last page, I saw the word "lifelong". She sniffed and found herself stupid again.
Thanks to her previous feeling that Shen Tu Chuan lacked social experience and was easy to be cheated by people outside. Now she turns out that she is the one who is easy to be cheated. Shen Tu Chuan is good at it and doesn''t need any help at all.
When Shen Tu Chuan came back gasping, he saw Ji Ting sitting quietly on the sofa with two contracts in front of him. As soon as his face changed, he rushed to protect the contract in his hand, only to find that the page behind the signature had been torn off.
"Why did you tear my contract?" Shen Tu Chuan, who had been looking for her all afternoon, could no longer control his emotions.
Ji Ting looked at his decadent expression, and then looked at him calmly: "unfair contract, why should I keep it?"
Shen Tu Chuan grabs the contract''s hand and clenches it: "you don''t think you can leave me if you tear the contract? I''ll tell you, I''ve already kept a backup. Even if you tear up the original, you can''t destroy the contract! "
"So you want me to continue to be your maid?" Season listens to hang Mou, "also is not can''t."
Shen Tu Chuan was flustered for a moment and replied with a stiff face: "I don''t want you to be a maid. I just want you not to leave me."
Ji stopped listening, and the air seemed to be quiet. Shen Tu Chuan was silent for a long time. At last, he squatted down in front of her, held her knee, looked up at her, softened his voice and coaxed: "listen, let''s not fight. Let''s take it for granted, OK? You know my original intention. I just want to be taken care of by you. "
Ji listened to his fingertips tremble, looked at his sweaty hair and clothes, nodded for a while: "OK, no more noise."
"You forgive me?" Shen Tu Chuan didn''t expect that she would be so good. He couldn''t believe it.
Ji heard a bitter smile: "I can''t help but forgive." If she wants to finish the task as soon as possible and return to the real world, she can only stay.
Shen Tu Chuan listen to her helpless tone, brow inadvertently wrinkled, always feel what is wrong, can not say one or two or three, finally can only temporarily suppress this kind of violation: "let''s eat, you want to eat, I do."
"I''ve eaten outside just now. I''m a little tired. I''ll have a rest first." Ji listens to the gentle smile.
Shen Tu Chuan nodded. After she got up, she stood up and followed her to the bedroom door. When she was about to kiss her, the door closed mercilessly in front of her. He was stunned for a moment, staring at the door for a long time, and finally left.
Shen Tu Chuan started to have a fever that night because he was busy looking for Ji Ting during the day. This time, he didn''t have a hard fight. When he noticed the discomfort, he immediately sent a message to Ji Ting pitifully: "I have a fever.".
Before long, there was a knock at the door. Shen Tu Chuan satisfied lie well, after waiting for her to start a face fragile: "listen, I suffer."
Ji Ting frowned and took his temperature for him. He took the medicine after he had a fever: "take the medicine."
Shen Tu Chuan sat up obediently with his eyes fixed on her. He took the medicine in Ji Ting''s hand. After taking it, he seized Ji Ting''s hand and asked carefully, "can you accompany me again?"
“…… Well, you sleep. I''ll watch you here. " Ji listens to Wen.
Shen Tu Chuan was overjoyed, but he didn''t dare to show it. He just nodded obediently, and then lay down under Ji Ting''s gaze.
He didn''t feel well. He just took some medicine and soon fell asleep. When he fell asleep, Ji Ting turned and left.
The next morning, when Shen Tu Chuan woke up, it was already eight o''clock. He got up in a daze and ran to Ji Ting''s room to wake her up. As soon as he entered the door, he saw that her bed was flat and tidy. It was obvious that he had gone out.
He stood for a long time with no expression on his face, then went back to the room to get his mobile phone and prepare to send her a text message. As a result, as soon as he opened it, he received her message: I''ll go to work first, so you can have a good rest.
Shen Tu Chuan''s face softened and comforted herself that she was afraid of being late, so she left ahead of time.
That night, Shen Tu Chuan waited in front of her company as usual. When Ji heard it, he saw the car hesitated for a moment, sipped his lips and came up.Shen Tu Chuan looked at her gently: "how is today?"
"It''s ok Can you stop picking me up next time? " Ji listens to the gentle question.
Shen Tu Chuan froze for a moment: "why?"
"Now that everyone knows you''re my boyfriend, they won''t feel comfortable if you come."
"That makes them uncomfortable. When did you care about other people''s eyes?" Shen Tu Chuan asked with a straight face.
Ji didn''t listen, just looked at him quietly. After a while, Shen Tu Chuan calmly started the car and said in a hoarse voice, "OK, listen to you."
"Thank you." Ji Ting was relieved. She can''t say why, but suddenly lost interest in the world''s tasks, and didn''t want to see a man.
Shen Tu Chuan could not say a word when he looked ahead. He felt as if there was something in his body, which made his internal organs ache.
Naturally, there was no goodnight kiss that night, and every day after that, all the intimacy seemed to disappear, and their relationship returned to the state of being at Shentu''s house.
Shen Tu Chuan is always restless about this state, but he can''t find a breakthrough because of Ji tingtiao''s correct attitude.
After more than ten days in a row, Ji Ting sat in the living room and watched TV on a quiet weekend. At the moment, the news of the collapse of the Shentu family was being broadcast on TV. It took quite a long time to introduce the history and trend of the Shentu family.
When Shen Tu Chuan came back, he saw Ji Ting sitting on the sofa. He paused and said, "sit down next to her. After watching the news for a while, he said in a deep voice," listen, I succeeded. "
"Well, you made it." Ji Ting smiles.
Shen Tu Chuan looked at her oil and salt does not enter the appearance of some irritable, irritable and then carefully put forward: "can you hold me?"
Ji listened to the silence for a moment and held him in his arms.
The long lost lemon fragrance lingers on the tip of his nose. Shen Tu Chuan''s voice is a little hoarse: "I can finally get rid of the shadow of Shen Tu''s family and go to a new life completely."
"Congratulations." Ji Ting felt like an outsider when he said this.
Shen Tu Chuan tightened her waist, as if to embed her in her body: "let''s live a good life in the future."
Ji listened to the silence for a moment, and after a long time, he let out a sound. Shen Tu Chuan''s eyes are shining faintly. He raises his head and slowly approaches Ji Ting''s lips.
When he was about to touch it, Ji Ting suddenly pushed it away. He stood up and hurried to the kitchen: "the egg soup is steamed. Come and eat it."
Shen Tu Chuan''s eyes darkened, and finally he didn''t say anything.
He has been enduring, and wants to know when Ji Ting can really forgive himself. At first, he felt guilty, but gradually his guilt was dissipated, and he resented more.
Shen Tu Chuan doesn''t understand. It''s obviously a small matter. Why does Ji Ting just hold on to it? He even has a stalemate with him because of it. It is precisely because he has learned to put himself in the right place and imagine changing his position with Ji ting that he will be more irritable.
Because if he is cheated by Ji Ting, no matter how badly, as long as she acts coquettishly, he is willing to forgive, but Ji Ting can''t do it to himself.
After all, it''s because she doesn''t love herself enough.
Shen Tu Chuan''s gloom became more and more serious. One day, he told him that Ji Ting had resigned a week ago, and the gloom seemed to break out in an instant.
"What are you talking about?" Shen Tu Chuan suddenly stood up.
Startled by his reaction a week ago, he said in a hurry: "yes, it''s today''s business. After she handed in her resignation letter, her supervisor told me. I just..."
Before he finished, Shen Tu Chuan rushed out of the office with a overcast face.
He has had enough of this state. He wants to ask if he really wants to hang himself for life. If she answers "yes", if she answers
Then lock her up and put her in a place where there are only two of them, so that she can''t leave herself for the rest of her life.
…… Or is she gone now? She didn''t tell herself about her resignation. I think she had already made plans. What if she couldn''t see her when she went back?
He refused to think any more.
Shen Tu Chuan''s heart was wrapped in darkness, and his eyes were red all the way. He was completely relieved after waiting for Ji Ting''s answer.
He has no memory of how he got home, but when the elevator door opened and he saw Ji ting in the living room, he was relieved and finally felt alive.
Ji hears the sound and looks at him dully.
Shen tuchuan walked out of the elevator, and when the elevator door closed, he looked at her calmly: "why didn''t you tell me about your resignation?"
"It''s not necessary." Ji listens to the light answer.
Shen Tu Chuan clenched his fists, but remained calm: "why don''t you think it''s necessary? You should have a lot of things to clean up. Tell me in advance that I can help you move things... "
"Shen Tu Chuan." Ji listens to interrupt his words, a face confuses of looking at him.
Shen Tu Chuan was silent for a moment: "what''s the matter?""When will you feel happy? Your life is so good now, why are you still unhappy? " Ji Ting frowns.
Shen Tu Chuan''s eyes flashed a trace of ridicule: "yes, why am I still unhappy? Should some people reflect on themselves?"
"You have too high requirements for life. The higher the standard, the more unhappy you will be. You''d better lower the standard as soon as possible. If you are happy, I will be liberated." Ji listens and sighs.
Shen Tu Chuan frowned: "what does liberation mean?"
"That is, I can go," Ji listened seriously, "if you are not happy, I can''t go."
Shen Tu Chuan''s face turned black: "you want to leave me, do you want to break up? You''re finally willing to say it. "
Ji listens to Zheng Zheng''s looking at him, in the heart infinite grievance.
Shen Tu Chuan strode forward, walked up to her, grabbed her wrist, and suddenly smelled a faint smell of wine, but it was not obvious that he didn''t pay much attention.
"Ji Ting, admit it, you don''t love me at all, but you can''t find a chance to tell me," Shen Tu Chuan said, his voice trembling slightly. "Now you''ve finally grasped my handle, so you don''t want to let it go, do you?"
"I didn''t mean that..."
Shen Tu Chuan sneered, his malice couldn''t be covered up any more: "you didn''t mean that. What do you mean now? During this period, I apologized and begged for love. I have done what I should do, but you are not soft hearted at all. Are you just looking for an excuse to leave me
"I tell you, don''t even think about it. I won''t give you a chance to leave me. No matter you like me or hate me, you can''t stay away from me." Shen Tu Chuan''s vicious threat, his voice was filled with despair.
Even if it was hell, he would pull her down.
Ji Ting''s eyes turned red, looking at his deformed wrist: "pain..."
Shen Tu Chuan, who wanted to take others to hell, immediately relaxed his shackles on her. Seeing the tears in her eyes, he asked: "is it still painful?"
"Well..." Ji listens to the mouth a pie, whimpering of cry.
Shen Tu Chuan''s hand completely released, holding her wrist gently massage, for a long time seems to feel that his deterrent power has been discounted, silent for a moment after light way: "in short, you''d better give up the idea of leaving me, otherwise the final pain is still your own."
…… This sentence seems familiar.
Ji Ting''s tears continue to fall down, a look that will never stop. Shen Tu Chuan was quiet for a long time. He put his hand around her waist and buried his face in her clothes
"But I can''t find my meaning..." Ji Ting is crying and burping.
Shen Tu Chuan paused for a moment: "what do you mean?"
"I thought, I thought your life now is what I tried to give you, I pulled you out of the mud, but I suddenly found that my existence has no meaning at all..." Season listen to brain dizzy, just want to put this period of time his depressed emotions all released.
"Without me, you can get rid of the Shentu family and revenge on those who hurt you. All the efforts I think are useless. Even without me, even without me, you will accomplish what you want to do. I really overestimate myself..."
Ji listens to more cry more feel sad, from Shen Tu Chuan''s joke like fraud was exposed, her heart has been in a trance. The more powerful Shen Tu Chuan was, the less he needed her help. What she had done before, apart from disturbing his judgment, did not play a role.
She wanted to ignore this feeling, but both Shen Tu Chuan and everything around her seemed to emphasize it to her. She has no meaning in this world. From the beginning, she is acting affectionately to help the male match. In fact, the male match can solve everything by herself.
Being cheated by Shen Tu Chuan is worth getting angry, but it''s her own "useless" that really leads to her abnormal mood during this period of time. She even thought that if she didn''t get involved, maybe Shen Tu Chuan would solve everything faster and better, and not waste time on herself.
…… But even if all this is true, she can''t help being aggrieved. After all, she is really helping.
Ji Ting, under the influence of alcohol, is like a child, crying and confessing his sadness without feeling embarrassed.
Shen Tu Chuan listened to her quietly until she was tired of crying and retracted into his arms. Then he said in a hoarse voice, "you''ve been in a bad state all this time, just because you don''t think you''ve helped me?"
"I didn''t help anything, but I still enjoy your kindness to me. I don''t deserve it at all..." Ji listened and choked. His eyes were so swollen that there was only one crack left.
Shen Tu Chuan took a deep breath, suddenly a little angry.
"Why do you say you''re useless? You are the most useful person in the world for me. Without you, without you... "
"If I didn''t have you, I couldn''t find the meaning of living at all. Even if Gu found out, I might still take it when he drugged me, because...""My original intention was to leave this boring world completely after I had avenged everything I hated..."
"You left me."
It seems that we have not cleaned up if we dare to drink!
Ji Ting: Ying ~
Chuaner: don''t cry, don''t cry, darling
the conflict of small abuse and pleasure is relieved! Tomorrow''s sweetness is going to exceed the standard, open your heart, will the highway be far away?! Continue to sprinkle red envelopes for comments!
www.novelhall.com , the fastest update of the webnovel!