Ji Tingyi sleeps until noon and wakes up with a pain in his brain. The little maid in waiting found that she was awake, so she came over with the hangover soup: "madam, you are awake."
Ji Tingmei drinks a bowl of decoction. When she finishes the last sip, her brain becomes clear gradually. When she remembers what happened yesterday, her brain booms, and the whole person is like being struck by thunder.
"Niang Niang, what''s the matter with you?" The little maid looked at her anxiously.
Ji listen to suddenly return to mind, Zheng Leng with her look at each other for a long time before panic: "no, nothing, you all go down first, let me calm down."
“…… Yes The little maid called others out, and there was only Ji Ting left in the room.
When the door is closed, Ji listens to a whimper and buries his face in the quilt. Only when his face turns red, can he get out of it and stare at the bed curtain.
…… She even, even after she was drunk, even if she was rude to Tu Chuan, she was talking nonsense. The reason why she pretended that she had never heard Shen Tu Chuan''s words before was that she felt that she had him in her heart. Once she found out, there were only two ways to communicate with each other and to die of old age.
But she''s a concubine, the emperor''s concubine. If she gets along with Shen Tu Chuan, isn''t she a woman with bad morals? Ji Ting doesn''t want to be like this, but he doesn''t want to part with him since then, so he can only muddle through for a while. After he comes up with a solution, he can tell him in person But she didn''t expect that after drinking too much, she let it out! Combined with the things she did and the words she said, Shen Tu Chuan surely thought that she was deliberately hooking up in order to get out of the palace!
Thinking of Shen Tu Chuan''s expression at that time, her heart was more than remorse.
She always has the habit that she can''t control herself after drinking, so after finding out her fault, she seldom gets drunk. Unexpectedly, she drank it once yesterday and made such a disaster!
In fact, after she heard that Lin Lang was going to leave the palace, she was very aggrieved. These days, she has been deeply aware of Shen Tu Chuan''s power, so she is puzzled. If he has the ability to send Lin Lang away, why didn''t he stop her from entering the palace? If she had not entered the palace, maybe they would not have been in a dilemma.
At that time, she drank wine to relieve her depression. She kept thinking about going out of the palace, and finally she said that nonsense. This time, Shen Tu Chuan misunderstood her. She really couldn''t make it clear.
Ji Ting couldn''t sit down any more when she thought of Shen Tu Chuan. She got up and changed her clothes and went to the side hall to find someone. However, when she came into the room, all the things about Shen Tu Chuan in the room were gone, and her heart was cold.
"When did he leave?" Ji listened and looked at the guard at the door.
The guard said, "the governor picked up his things and left after he came back from you last night."
Ji listens to the heart immediately to pull to become a regiment, turn a head then to go outside, the guard catches up in a hurry: "the governor says, he is busy with official business these days, if you have something to do, ask someone to inform him directly..."
He didn''t finish the rest of his words, Ji Ting had already lifted his skirt and trotted out.
She was quite familiar with the way to Si Li Jian. It took her only a short time to get there. Just as she was about to enter, she was stopped by an old eunuch: "lady, why did you come all of a sudden?"
"My palace is looking for the governor." Ji heard that he was going to go in.
The old eunuch quickly stepped back and stopped her again: "the governor has just gone out. His son is not here. If you have something, please tell me. I will tell the governor then."
Ji Tingmei frowned: "if he is not here, why do you want to stop me?"
"The lady knows it, doesn''t she?" The old eunuch chuckled, with a kind of indecent momentum.
Ji listened to the silence for a moment, and suddenly fell down: "he doesn''t want to see me."
"It''s good that the lady knows. It''s late. She''d better go back." After a long time in the Department of rites, we all know Shen Tu Chuan''s indisputable character. Now that he doesn''t want to see Ji, it shows that there is no room for maneuver in their relationship, and the old eunuch doesn''t speak politely.
Ji Ting stood for a long time and took down the red rope from his neck: "you give this thing to him, just say, just say that what I said yesterday was all drunken nonsense. I never wanted to use him. The reason why I asked him is because..." Because I think if I can get out of the palace, maybe they can be aboveboard together, so I have been entangled.
But these words can''t be told to outsiders. In the middle of her speech, she stopped and still wanted to explain to him in person. However, when she saw the person who didn''t give up in front of her, she only said "I''m sorry" for a long time and then turned away.
The old eunuch took a look at the silver coins strung with red ropes in her hand. Her first reaction was to throw them away. But after thinking about it, she went to the gate of Shentu Chuan. After knocking on the door, she said in a low voice, "Lord governor, just now your concubine has come. Let me send you something."
The room was silent for a long time. When the old eunuch thought that no one would speak, he heard him say, "what?"
The old eunuch said, "it''s a piece of silver with a red string."This time there was more silence in the room. The old eunuch waited patiently, and finally he said, "what did she say?"
The old eunuch thought about it carefully and repeated her words without missing a word. After a long time, Shen tuchuan opened the door and stared at his hand coldly.
When the old eunuch was sweating, Shen Tu Chuan took the thing and held it in his hand for a long time. Then he gave it back to the old eunuch without expression: "take it and throw it away."
"Throw, where to?" The old eunuch was trembling. Although he always knew that the governor was powerful, he was still facing his low pressure for the first time, and his legs and stomach were going to cramp for a while.
Shen Tu Chuan was quiet for a long time before he spoke indifferently: "just find a pond and throw it away." What should have fallen to the bottom of the lake seven years ago should not have been left behind.
“…… Yes Looking at his face, the old eunuch felt that he shouldn''t throw things away. However, he was terrified by his momentum. After a long time, he decided to listen to him. So he found a pond nearby to throw things away.
That night, Ji Ting came again. It was the old eunuch who stopped her: "lady, why are you here again?"
"I''m looking for Shen Tu Chuan He still won''t see me? " Ji listened carefully and saw that the eunuch was disappointed after shaking his head. He asked for a long time, "did he take things?"
The old eunuch was silent for a moment and answered truthfully: "confiscation."
…… He refused to accept everything. It seems that he was really angry this time. Ji felt uncomfortable, but he didn''t have a good way. After a while, he stretched out his hand to him: "since he doesn''t want it, give it back to me."
“…… No more
Season listens to a Leng: "what did not have?"
"The thing is gone," the old eunuch coughed. "The governor asked the slave to throw it away."
"Where did you throw it?" Ji is in a hurry.
Although the old eunuch didn''t respect her as much as before, he didn''t dare to be presumptuous. Now he saw that she was in a hurry, and he was afraid for a moment. He quickly took her to the pond: "right here, right here..."
The voice did not fall, only heard a plop, just now is still around the woman, has jumped into the water.
The old eunuch was stunned for a moment. After reaction, she quickly called: "come on! Come on! The lady has fallen into the water
"Shut up Ji listens to the speechless paddle, "what do you shout? I just come down to look for something."
"Lady, are you all right?" The old eunuch asked in a hurry.
Ji listened to him askance: "what can I do for you? Go back and I''ll look for it myself By the way, don''t tell Shen Tu Chuan. Do you hear me? " She just wants to get back the silver, but she doesn''t want to be misunderstood by him as selling miserably on purpose.
The old eunuch was stunned: "why don''t you tell the governor that you dived just to win sympathy?"
…… Look, an outsider thinks so. If Shen Tu Chuan knew about it, he would think so. Ji sighed: "I don''t have that idea. I just want to get back the silver."
"Well, you''re a fool." The old eunuch sighed.
Ji was stunned for a moment, and a little heat floated on his face: "what are you talking about?"
The old eunuch realized that she had said something wrong and apologized: "it''s the slave who is talkative. The slave hasn''t read words for a few days. Some of them can''t use words. Please don''t blame her."
“…… Forget it. Don''t talk nonsense in the future. " Ji Ting said with a strained face.
The old eunuch shouts, finds an excuse and turns to leave. Ji Ting takes a deep breath and plunges into the water.
Since she fell into the water when she was ten years old, what Ji''s family has done most is to urge her elder sister and younger sister to learn how to swim. Sheng Sheng banished her fear of drowning. Not to mention, she also developed a good sense of water, so it''s easy for her to dive underwater.
It''s a pity that it''s so easy. It''s not so easy to find something at the bottom of such a big pool. Ji tingqi is very tired and has not found anything yet. Now it''s completely dark, and the bottom of the pool is even darker. She can only rely on her hand to pick and pull, and only find a small place for a long time.
The last time she floated up, she almost drowned because she took off her strength. She lay by the pool for a long time and then dived into the bottom again.
While she was busy, Shen Tu Chuan sat quietly in the room. The candle on the table made a beeping sound from time to time. When the candle light swayed, his shadow on the wall also swayed.
After a sleepless night, father-in-law Li came to the house and asked him to go to the front court to discuss business. He got up and walked out without expression. When he passed the pond, he paused and looked at the big wet stone beside the pond.
Li Gonggong also then looked in the past: "what''s the matter?"
"Nothing." Shen Tu Chuan continued to walk forward with a cold face. Li Gonggong did not dare to speak, and Xiaobu left with him.
Not long after they left, Ji Ting quietly showed his face behind the stone and realized that he was hiding. He was relieved. After a short rest, she went back to Fengqi palace, and soon she came back. This time, she changed into more light clothes. Her hair was just in a bun. After looking around, she dived into the water again.All morning, she kept busy, until noon or nothing. After soaking in the water for a long time, she had no strength in her arms and legs and sat on the stone beside the pond to rest.
Before she had enough rest, her eyes suddenly swept to the distance. A familiar figure came here. She rushed into the water and looked out quietly with the corner of the stone. Sure enough, it wasn''t long before Shen Tu Chuan passed by. His whole body seemed to be covered with ice. When he passed by the stone, Ji Ting obviously noticed the chill.
Shouldn''t he be busy with the government at this time? How could he suddenly return to the Minister of rites? At the same time, Ji listens to his doubts and hides in the water, leaving only half of his face exposed on the water to breathe.
After he left, Ji Ting began to dive into the water again. I don''t know how many times, Shen Tu Chuan came out of the prison.
She was busy hiding behind the stone as before, waiting for Shen Tu Chuan to leave.
But when Shen Tu Chuan came near, he suddenly stopped and left after a long silence.
Ji Ting didn''t dare to breathe a sigh of relief until he went far away, and he was a little disappointed. What he said about others should be himself.
But this is not the time to lose. After Ji Ting''s rest, he began to look for things.
I''ve been looking for it for several days, but I haven''t found anything. Ji sounds like he''s quite strong. All the little fat meat that was originally produced by yangzun chuyou has disappeared, and his body is getting better and better But what''s the use of that?
In the evening, Ji Ting wolfed down his dinner and sighed.
The Mammy, who was waiting on her side, looked at her painfully and finally couldn''t help persuading her: "madam, you''d better not go to the pool tomorrow. The governor is not a person who will change his mind. You''d better not live in a hurry and make people laugh in vain."
She doesn''t know that Ji Ting is looking for something, but thinks that Ji Ting is good at it. She has a bad plan, so she persuades him in this way.
Ji listened to a soul stirring voice: "how do you know?"
"Who doesn''t know that the empress has been running there these days?" the mother sighed. "Empress, it''s not the maidservant who says you are in charge of the palace now. It''s all tacit. How can you fall out with the governor at this point? If he persuades the emperor to take back the ninth prince, you will have no offspring. "
Now the emperor is critically ill. If the concubines have no children, it''s not necessary to say what will happen.
Season listen to pursed pursed lips, under the heart some affliction: "originally the person of full imperial palace all knew." He heard a lot in the palace. Now everyone else knows about it. He can''t have no idea. I''m afraid he really doesn''t want to take care of himself, so he pretends that he doesn''t know that she''s outside the prison all day.
Seeing that she was sad, Mammy could not help sighing: "it''s not a secret that you fell out with the governor for a long time now. There are always concubines coming to challenge you these two days. It''s just that you went out early and came back late, but you didn''t bump into me If you want me to tell you that you''ve done your job, the governor hasn''t softened half a cent. Don''t waste your time. "
“…… Well, I see. " Ji is listless.
Mammy added a few words to her, and when she was sure that she could not eat, she asked someone to remove the things from the table, and she turned and walked out. She went straight to Fengqi palace. After a while, she saw the little eunuch waiting there. She came forward with a smile and said: "the maid has advised the empress. She should not go there any more."
"Should I?" The little eunuch had a sharp voice and was obviously not very satisfied.
Mammy embarrassed smile: "Niang Niang is master, we do maidservant also can advise only, if she insists on not change her mind, that maidservant also has no way."
The little eunuch stared at her for a long time, and finally turned away with a snort. Mammy secretly spat and turned back to Fengqi palace.
After the young eunuch returned to the Minister of rites, Shen Tu Chuan was quiet for a long time. After a word of command, he began to work on the affairs of the previous dynasty again.
The next morning, Ji Ting still got up and went to the minister. She didn''t sleep well all night. She was full of Mammy''s advice. But at dawn, she still wanted to get the money back.
She really hurt Shen Tu Chuan''s heart this time, so she had no right to ask him for forgiveness. After she got the silver back, she would stay in Fengqi palace and never give him any more trouble. If he needed a puppet empress dowager, she would do it honestly.
Ji Ting was thinking about things when he lost his eyebrows and eyes all the way. In a flash, he came to the pond, the pond What about the pond? She looked at the pool which had been filled to the ground and could not speak for a long time.
"Hello to your lady." A few eunuchs who are rolling up the ground salute.
Ji Ting opened his mouth slightly and asked for a long time: "how, how to fill it in?"
"If you go back to your concubine, this is the meaning of the governor. He said that you should fill it in earlier, so as to avoid disturbing people." A eunuch wiped his sweat and took out the prepared speech.
…… He hated himself so much that Ji Tingzheng looked at the flat ground in front of him. He recovered for a long time and went to Fengqi palace with a silent face.
Mammy got up early and couldn''t see Ji. It was just when she sighed and sighed that she came back. She was immediately surprised: "how did the lady come back so early? Did you give up? ""No, you bring me a chair. I''ll get some sunshine in the yard." Season listen to mourn eyebrow take eye way.
Mammy went to move the chair. Ji Ting narrowed her eyes after sitting down. I don''t know if it''s too sunny today, or for some other reason. After a while, her eyes began to sweat. Her mind is full of bits and pieces of these years with Shen Tu Chuan. She found that every memory about him was so clear from the first meeting.
She sighed and covered her aching heart. Just as the tears were about to fall, she heard a light cough behind her. She paused for a moment, turned to look at the past, saw Lin Lang standing behind her with crutches.
"How did you come out?" Ji Tinggong helped him sit down.
Lin Lang was embarrassed to smile: "the slave just heard that the empress was basking in the sun in the courtyard. Thinking that she hadn''t seen her for a long time, she came to talk to you."
“…… I''m sorry I''ve neglected you these days. " Ji Ting looks guilty.
Lin Lang shook his head and looked at her seriously: "lady, you don''t have to be like this. You are the best person to the slave in the world. As long as you are good, it is the best thing for the slave."
Ji tingxiaoxiao didn''t speak.
Lin Lang looked at her for a long time and said with a smile, "is the empress still worried about the governor?"
“…… It seems that this matter has spread widely. You, a person who has been lying in the house all day to recuperate, all know it. " Ji listen to some helpless.
Lin Lang comforted her: "lady, don''t worry too much. Maybe the governor is still angry. After a while, I will be able to get back to you."
"Not this time." Ji Ting thinks of the pond being filled up, and his liver feels like a prick.
Lin Lang said with a smile: "although I don''t know the love between men and women, I think it''s similar to my parents'' love. It''s not so easy to break up. What''s more, the governor''s love for you has long gone beyond the love between men and women. It''s not so easy for him to give up on you."
Ji was surprised when he listened to his first words. When he finished, he didn''t know what to say. Lin Lang looked at her shocked look, the corner of his mouth has not put down: "what''s the matter with Niang Niang?"
"No, no, why do you guess in that direction?" Ji Ting''s eyes are full of tension.
Lin Lang doubts: "I didn''t guess. Isn''t the empress and the governor together long ago? There''s not much unknown in the whole palace, is there?"
Ji Ting thinks that the sky is going to collapse: "you, don''t talk nonsense! I have a clear relationship with the governor. I just had a better relationship before. It''s not the kind of relationship you think What do you mean the whole palace knows? "
"That''s what I mean. Aren''t you two always open and aboveboard? Why is your mother so frightened at the moment? " Lin Lang became more and more puzzled. "Besides, you have been running to the Department of rites these days. You should know how high-profile you are doing. It''s estimated that those who have no news also know the relationship between you and the governor."
Ji listen to Zheng Leng of looking at him, half a day all have no reaction come over, because she really didn''t think to this aspect! Just like her, she didn''t associate the concubines and eunuchs with each other. However, she didn''t think that she was too simple. Before she could communicate with Shen Tu Chuan, many people decided that she had an innocent relationship.
Lin Lang looked at her dejected appearance, and after a moment of silence, his voice was low: "do you think that you and the governor hide it very well?"
"Isn''t it?" Ji wants to cry without tears. She thinks that she is careful about Shen Tu Chuan. It''s really good to hide!
Lin Lang was speechless. After a long time, he said, "I don''t know. This kind of thing is too common in the palace, so many people can see through the relationship between you."
After thinking about it, he added: "deep palace is lonely. Many concubines have such a relationship with eunuchs. It''s really normal. What''s more, the empress and the governor are sincere. They are much more noble than the ordinary ones who only want to solve the loneliness. Besides being happy for the empress, the slave has no other mind."
"He and I really Forget it, I won''t get in touch with him any more. I think these rumors will soon come to an end. "It turns out that this kind of thing is normal in the palace, so why did she always struggle before? Thinking of Shen Tu Chuan, Ji Ting was depressed again. "I''ll ask you, if these rumors are spread out, will they be bad for him?"
"No one will tell the story of the palace to the outside world," Lin Lang decided. "Since the governor took charge of the East Hall, he has managed the palace like an iron bucket. Even if someone wants to send information to the outside world, I''m afraid he can''t."
“…… That''s good. " Don''t affect him like, the rest of the time to desalinate it, season listen to drooping eyes.
Lin Lang realized that he had said too much today. After thinking about it, he retired. From this day on, Ji Ting didn''t go to Si Li Jian, or even step out of Fengqi palace.
Everyone in the palace knows the news that she broke up with the governor. Who can stay in the palace for such a long time is not a good hand to hold high and step low? For a moment, Fengqi palace is deserted. All the examples that should be given are deducted. Ji Ting doesn''t care much about these. In fact, she doesn''t care much about anything since she can''t go out.
In the twinkling of an eye, it was more than a month, and Lin Lang was ready to leave.When he was sent to the carriage, Ji obeyed and took some silver from his own coffer. Lin Lang quickly refused: "lady, you must not. Now the life of Fengqi palace is not easy. How can I ask for your things?"
"You can keep it. I feel better, too." Ji sighed.
Lin Lang refused several times, but he didn''t know what to do. His eyes turned red and he gave her a big gift: "I''m afraid I''ll never see you again. I wish you all the best and a happy life."
"Well, let''s go." Listen and smile.
Lin Lang stepped back on the carriage and left Fengqi palace. Ji Ting stood quietly until the carriage disappeared from the corner. She didn''t move a minute.
Shen Tu Chuan stood quietly in the corner, looking at her staring at the distance, looking at her turning back, he was always a sculpture, quietly in the corner of no one.
"Lord governor, the emperor is dead." After Li Gonggong came over, he whispered a word.
Shen Tu Chuan''s face moved slightly. After a long time, he said faintly: "close the forbidden dormitory, hide this matter, don''t let the outside world know for the moment."
Li Gonggong a Leng: "don''t take advantage of now promulgate imperial edict?"
"Wait a minute."
"What are you waiting for?" Li Gonggong is anxious, "wait a moment more, the risk will be big one cent, governor, this matter can''t wait!"
Shen Tu Chuan dropped his eyes, but he still said, "wait."
Li Gonggong was so anxious that he was about to sweat. Seeing that he insisted, he bit his teeth and went to give orders. Shen Tu Chuan stood alone for a moment, his eyes gradually hardened, and turned to busy with the affairs of the previous dynasty.
After he took control of the other princes and brought the ninth prince into the palace, his cloak was stained with the cold of the night, which made him not warm at all.
He walked to the Minister of rites with no expression on his face. When he was about to enter the door, he suddenly got a meal at his feet. After a long time, he went to the corner on the left side of the door and looked at the little ball full of wine. After a moment of silence, he turned back to the door and called a little eunuch on duty: "send her back."
"Yes." The eunuch rushed to help others.
Season listen to stuffy hum a, double pupil tearful of see always people, see is not oneself want to look for after sob a, hugged legs silently cry.
"Lady, it''s time for you to go back." Little eunuch embarrassed way.
Ji Ting waved his hand and cried and said: "don''t worry about me. I''ll just sit down for a while."
"Can, can you..." The little eunuch looked at Shen Tu Chuan''s side face in embarrassment and saw that he didn''t respond, so he had to bite his teeth to listen.
It''s a pity that Ji, who had drunk wine, didn''t talk about it. He didn''t cooperate very much. The eunuch tried several times, but he didn''t pull people up. Just as he hesitated to ask someone to help him, Shen Tu Chuan suddenly appeared behind him and asked in a voice with ice chips, "is it enough?"
The little eunuch was startled. He thought he was talking about himself. After half a day, he realized that he was talking about Ji ting. He quickly stepped aside.
Ji Ting, who has rolled all over mud, looks at him with dim tears and says, "have you come to pick me up?"
Shen Tu Chuan''s heart suddenly softened, his hands tightly clenched into a fist, his face was so gloomy that he wanted to drip water, "do you think that if I am caught by you, I will let you humiliate me?"
"I''ve been waiting for you for nearly four hours. My legs are stiff with cold. Can you carry me into the room?" When Ji Ting asked in a small nasal voice, he stretched out his arms and held them straight towards him.
The little eunuch retreated silently. The words of tiger and wolf are not suitable for his pure eunuch.
Shen Tu Chuan quietly stares at Ji ting and does not act. Ji Ting''s arm is more and more sour, and her tears are more and more fierce. When she can''t support it, she finally said with a cry: "Shen Tu Chuan, you can''t take me into the palace, you don''t care about me!"
Shen Tu Chuan''s heart suddenly trembled. After a long silence, he picked up the man and walked towards the house without saying a word. All the people on the way bowed their heads and pretended not to see the scene. When he carried the man into the house, he immediately had the clever help to close the door from the outside.
Shen Tu Chuan calm face to put people on the ground, the result of her neck hanging dead do not let go, a pair of rogue to play to the end of the appearance. He blackened his face and said, "let go."
"No Ji heard a groan.
"Let go." This time there was a warning in his voice.
Ji Ting is still holding on, but she is afraid. Shen Tu Chuan''s eyes are so dark that she wants to tear people off her body. She suddenly lets them go. Ji Ting falls on the ground.
When he hit the back of his head, Ji listened to a groan and curled himself up into a shrimp, holding his head and lying on the ground silently. Shen Tu Chuan had squatted down for the first time. After touching the round bag on her head, her voice was so gloomy that she wanted to drip water: "I''ll call Taiyi."
He said he was going to leave, but Ji Ting suddenly grabbed his sleeve, and he immediately settled down.
"I said that day It doesn''t mean that. " Ji Ting''s eyes are moist.
Shen Tu Chuan''s face was expressionless and silent. After a long time, he said faintly, "it seems you''re OK. I''ll send you back.""I didn''t mean to hide it before. I just didn''t know how to deal with it, so I pretended not to know I didn''t want to kiss you that day in exchange for the chance to leave the palace. I just wanted to kiss you, "Ji heard, and began to sob again." later, I said that because I thought that if I didn''t enter the palace, I wouldn''t be the emperor''s woman, maybe I would be able to be with you openly and justly... "
Her nagging explanation did not delay her tears, and soon her voice became hoarse. Shen Tu Chuan looked at her silently and finally gave her a glass of water.
Ji tingqing sips and looks at him seriously: "it''s all my fault to talk nonsense that day. You can''t forgive me, but don''t ignore me, OK?"
"It''s just nonsense, not a bit of sincerity?" Shen Tu Chuan asked.
Ji Ting sobbed softly: "I have never used your mind, no matter in the past, now or in the future, I will never have..."
"But now I can''t believe you, so why talk about the future?" Shen Tu Chuan interrupted her.
Season listen to Leng for a while, pursed lips silent cry.
Shen Tu Chuan was silent for a long time, then calmly looked at her: "you haven''t come to the Department of rites for a long time, why are you here today?"
"Because of drinking." Ji Ting knows how much wine affects him even if he is drunk.
"Why drink?"
Ji couldn''t answer. Shen Tu Chuan''s eyes were cold: "because Lin Lang left the palace today, are you in a bad mood?"
“…… It''s a good thing for Lin Lang to leave the palace. Why is he in a bad mood? " Season listen to tears eyes hazy ask.
Shen Tu Chuan did not open his face: "you have to ask yourself." Today, her back still lingers in her mind. He cares about the existence of Lin Lang from the beginning to the end.
Ji whispered to himself, muttering like Shen Tu Chuan can''t help but feel cute, but the thought of her in front of another man is also so, then feel very hateful.
He finally interrupted her: "you are different from other palace people to Lin Lang, not because you like him?"
"I only like you." Listen and answer directly.
Shen Tu Chuan was stunned for a moment. After a delay, he tensed his face: "don''t change the topic. What do you think of him? Let''s make it clear now."
"Am I to him? It''s guilt, "Ji Ting said with tears in his eyes when he mentioned Lin Lang," but I''ve mentioned it to you. I have a obsession since I can remember? "
Shen Tu Chuan was stunned for a moment, and his brows gradually wrinkled.
Season to listen to the pear with rain about this matter, the bottom of my heart again surge to Lin Lang''s guilt.
In fact, when she grew up, she couldn''t think of it often, but since she met Lin Lang in front of the imperial concubine''s palace, she always thought of her childhood. At that time, she always felt that she should meet a troubled teenager in such a scene, save him from fire and water, and devote all her life to give him happiness. But when she met Lin Lang, she felt wrong.
She wanted to save him, but she didn''t want to be responsible for his life. This kind of thought makes her feel guilty and feel sorry for Lin Lang, but there is nothing she can do, because in her heart, she really can''t accommodate a second person.
This kind of guilt forced her to be kind to Lin Lang, although every time she was kind to him, she always felt wrong. Later, Lin Lang was hurt, which made her feel more guilty. She had to take care of him every day to feel less guilty, even if it would make everyone not understand.
Lin Lang left this time. She was relieved that he could have a happy life waiting for him without taking care of himself. This is the best ending for him and for himself.
Shen Tu Chuan listened in silence and finally knew why she would protect Lin Lang and take care of him regardless of her identity. It turned out that everything was just because When Lin Lang escaped from the Imperial Palace, he looked like his original fate.
It turns out that Ji Ting actually takes him as his stand in.
Shen Tu Chuan''s mood became complicated for a moment. He stared at the red eyes in front of him. After a long time, he asked in a low voice, "have you ever thought about recognizing the wrong person?"
Ji Ting: who is to blame for my mistake?
Chuaner: if you don''t know if you understand me, don''t look at me.
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