Xu Huanxi walked out of the coffee shop. Only a few days after new year''s day, the snowflakes fell down again, floating around the city.
In her eyes, it''s so sad and beautiful.
As soon as her eyes closed, tears fell out of control.
She said she didn''t believe it.
In fact, it is not so.
Qu huazi doesn''t have to tell a lie that is so easy to see through.
If Chu Ru Si is not Xue Jingyun, as long as she asks, this lie will be broken.
So that could be true.
If
If it''s true!
Xu Huanxi leaned against the street lamp, trembling all over. His face was as pale as snow falling on the ground, but his lips were extremely red.
It''s like blood on the snow.
Her calmness just in front of Qu huazi is in fact pretending.
No matter what Qu huazi says is true or false, it''s a husband wife relationship between her and churusi. It''s a relationship that she handles behind closed doors. What is quhuazi? It''s just an outsider. What''s the qualification to tell?
In the face of other people provoking her husband wife relationship, subconsciously made a defense, normal women will choose to solve the external contradictions, and then solve the internal contradictions.
But, in fact, her heart has already collapsed.
Just realizing that it might be true, she subconsciously resisted to see the final result.
It''s like she didn''t have the courage to see the so-called evidence.
She''s ambivalent.
It''s like two little people fighting inside.
One is telling her, don''t worry, don''t believe, Qu huazi is uneasy and kind, she is cheating you. How can Chu Ru Si be Xue Jingyun? Xue Jingyun is dead. You go to worship him every year!
The other is telling her that it''s true, it must be true, otherwise Qu huazi would not say that there is evidence. Chu Ru Si is Xue Jingyun. Otherwise, how could she marry you? He just wants to be responsible for you.
She held herself in her arms, tears falling uncontrollably.
It''s snowing. It''s snowing harder and harder. Everyone is in a hurry to get home.
But Xu Huanxi can''t move her legs. She''s afraid, she counsels. Now her mind is full of her struggle and humble.
She doesn''t know how to go back to face Chu such as, now she a person is thinking here, already stand not steady.
She went back to see Chu such as, really won''t pick up the vase directly down?
Oh, you see, she acquiesced in her heart that Chu was Xue Jingyun!
She knows!
That''s what she knows!
As long as a point to break a hole, before all the doubts will come together, become the truth of all things!
Why did she think of Xue Jingyun when she saw Chu Ru Si? Why did Chu Ru si not object to her proposal to marry at first? Why did Chu Ru Si treat her so well, just like she owed her in her last life? Why did Chu Ru Si accept Nuo so attentively, just because Nono is his child!
Winter is really cold, her heart is even colder!
The world is in a hurry, emitting a sense of indifference.
She did not know how long she had been standing under the street lamp. Her down jacket seemed to be wet and heavy.
Suddenly, someone stopped in front of her and asked kindly, "little girl, what''s the matter with you? Is something wrong? Shall I take you to the hospital? "
Xu Huanxi raised her head and her face was red. She tried to smile at the old lady in front of her: "I''m ok, just a little cold."