Lina


    Since I was a kid, I''ve been waiting for my dad with my mom


    Dreams have been making me stay up all night , looking at the sky and praying to see him


    To touch him to hold him, I felt like I wanted him to carry me


    The kids around me all had both parents. I was the only one without a father


    All their father''s played with them


    And I didn''t have a father to play with me


    I was dreaming of the day I''d meet my father


    I hope he''s handsome to deserve my beautiful mother


    But to Be nice from inside and out


    To hold me in his hand and call me, my angel


    But after I met him


    My mother was killed because of something he had


    Since that day


    My life has changed


    Everything''s changed


    I started running away


    I started hiding


    I hated my father since that moment. I didn''t want him to return any more


    He took the smile off my face


    Until I met the Joker


    He took care of me. He taught me how to live, not by words, but by actions


    He held my hand and took me out of danger with a smile on his face


    He was looking after me and telling me


    That the strong people are the ones who survive


    So I got stronger so I can stay by his side


    I loved him more than anything in the world


    I loved him more than anyone I''ve ever known. I liked his courage, his intelligence, his wicked behavior, his strange behavior


    The blows that hacked my body were really painful


    But what was more painful than it was the Joker''s desperate eyes


    He doesn''t know what to do


    He can''t do anything


    He sees me die in front of his eyes


    But can''t save me


    It''s the second time I see him like this


    I wanted to tell him that it wasn''t his fault


    He made my miserable life happy for a while, so I was grateful to him


    I was happy to have him around, making my dark life beautiful and nice


    He made the world full of colors in my eyes for the first time


    When he was smiling, I felt alive when he was talking to me, that was all I wanted


    When he was carrying me and taking care of me when I was sick, I felt like I was in heaven


    He was the one I''ve been waiting for since I was a little girl


    He is everything to tome


    When I looked at his naked muscle-filled body, without him noticing i smiled


    He was full of scars and traces of war. His body was sexy and powerful


    I remember all the moments we shared together


    How happy i was with him


    Now, when I look in his eyes that is sinking with grief. I Can feel my weakness and I wanted to cry


    I want to tell him not to be sad that I didn''t die because of him


    I don''t want him losing himself because of me


    And because of this fucking traitor


    I didn''t think it was important that I went to my thoughts to be him.


    I didn''t expect him to be like this . There''s something wrong here


    There''s something different about him


    His eyes and the way he looks at me


    Is there someone who can act that good?


    But who cares now?


    I don''t know how much hole he had made in the leader''s heart


    But I''m sure that''s old enough to swallow the world


    A degree that made his eyes never close


    As I remember everything


    I still don''t know what I can do right now


    Can I stand on my feet and head over to him and whisper in his ear?


    Don''t be sad it''s not your fault


    I was happy enough with him and I don''t want much


    He''s the only one who made me smile with all my heart


    I''m not asking him to save me


    I''m ask him to save himself


    I didn''t expect that after I got the map part to stop moving


    For Zed to stops, too


    The leader stopped moving and talking as well


    The only one who came near me laughing and talking


    As He telling us that this was his plan from the beginning to get here for the remaining part of the map


    I was surprised by those words. I couldn''t believe my ear


    And I couldn''t believe myself


    Am I dreaming?


    Is this just a nightmare?


    I thought it was a joke


    But it wasn''t a joke


    It''s true


    A fact I knew after he told me that he was taking me and the map part with him


    A fact I knew after I spit in his face


    His looks changed as if he was a different person from the beginning


    As he hacked his black dagger in my body


    I knewIthis wasn''t a dream because of the pain and fear I''m feeling right now


    The traitor from the very beginning was Shard


    The Basterd that fooled everyone


    That son of a bitch made us think he''s the big brother who was scared for us


    But actually


    He was just a crazy lunatic. I didn''t think he was gonna do this.


    I was looking at the leader as I was thinking about all of this


    How does he feel now?


    He''s definitely in pain


    But I couldn''t think of anything else after that


    Because the pain in my body was stronger than any other pain


    I was so hurt why I do I always have to hurt like this


    Why can''t I rest?


    Why?


    after I completely lost all my energy


    As blood came out of my body with my last scream


    Everything suddenly turned black all around me , there''s no more light around me


    Darkness is the worst thing in this world


    And death is worse than it because it''s complete darkness forever


    A sign came up in front of me


    \u003cthe retrievel is complete.\u003e


    Done.