After I saw the bodies I was in shock and pain


    Why the hell is this happening?


    Why is this happening to me?


    Damn it


    Damn it


    I put my hand on my head and started crying


    I felt like I was a big fool


    Is it because of my stupid decision?


    All of these people are dead Because of me


    If I hadn''t left, I could have saved them Or would I die with them?


    I don''t know what was gonna happen


    Fuck everything. Fuck my ideas


    My tears were not stopping


    I felt like I''m being strangled from the inside I felt so much sadness


    Of the 50 people that landed on this damn island


    Only four people are left.


    46 people died in a moment and disappeared of the face of the world and I was alone with three other people


    all the people who entered this island and joined the heroes facility


    They just came here because they believed in me and I really let everyone down


    How stupid and reckless I was.


    I realized how high the sky is


    I''m just a bug in this miserable world.


    Everybody stood  there Looking at the bodies


    I stood on my feet with great difficulty then started moving towards the camp


    I held a piece of wood as I''m looking at the eyes of the dead bodies


    And I started digging


    My hand was shaking as I was digging


    I feel like I can''t even keep standing on my feet


    My tears never stopped going down


    It didn''t stop and it never wanted to stop


    I started digging graves for each one of the bodies then I put the bodies inside


    I felt that every body of them was looking at me


    I lifted the body alone and put it in the grave, their bodies were heavy and they smelled of blood


    Their eyes were scared


    My hand was shaking so much as I was carrying them


    But they have the right to be buried


    After a while Rami joined me after he got out of the shock he was in


    He started digging with me and carrying the bodies


    The girls were sitting at a distance crying and watching what was happening


    Would that be our fate if we continued staying on this island?


    Rami was moving around, lifting the bodys on his shoulder and burying them


    We kept going until Rami and I buried the last body


    I felt a great regret in my heart


    Until I got to the point that I felt I was gonna burn from the inside


    Like fire was going to come out of my heart and burn all my inner organs


    Really fuck this world


    I put my hand on my head and I look at the graves in front of me


    All this graves


    For some We couldn''t even collect all their body parts


    And I think we''ve misplaced some body parts by mistake


    But we must continue on this island


    We''ve killed so many monsters from that moment


    I even was able to kill a level B monster by myself


    I was so angry as the anger was burning my heart


    I felt like I had to end everything in this world


    Fuck monsters


    Snd fuck that anger that inhabits my heart


    With one skill strike, I was killing monsters without mercy


    The whole world was surprised by this


    Everyone was really shocked by my strength


    But no one knew the fire that inhabited my heart


    Fire that can burn everything in the world


    The news outside were focused on the most important title. the new hero named Leith


    Everyone thought I''d be the next hope for mankind


    But do I really deserve it


    Is there is hope for humanity


    after a lot of time, and many dead monsters later Celian, Rami and Tama


    They could use their skills quicker and more easily


    So we were able to kill a lot of monsters


    My strength were rising faster and faster


    Now firecats gets killed with one hit from Celine hands


    Celine who screamed every time she saw little mouse


    Now is killing monsters with empty eyes


    This world really changes people


    It changes them harshly and mercilessly


    We''re now are different people from when we came on this island


    But when I close my eyes


    I see that guy


    The one eyed man in the fucking weelchairl


    Who stays quiet for a moment and laughs and mock like he''s mocking the whole world


    Like he''s making fun of everything else in this fucking world


    He seemed to care about nothing


    I feel like he is locked inside of me, and that he wants to break the chains and get out


    I was looking in his eyes for a moment


    When I did I saw some strange memories


    Memories of strange faces


    A face that I have never saw before


    Memories of moments that I don''t know anything about


    And all that stuff I don''t remember that I don''t understand


    Bbu for some reason it makes me sad and want to cry


    I don''t know why I feel all that pain inside me


    Why do I have all this suffering


    Is this me and this guy the same person


    Every time I try to get close to him, I wake up


    I couldn''t once touch him


    But I heard him say


    "Everyone will betray you eventually, you will lose everything, no matter how hard you try to win."


    He used to say that while crying tears of blood


    He looked more scary than anything in the world


    The days went by 20 went by fast


    And the plane that brought us  to this island


    She took us back as we headed to the hero facility


    But it''s weird that everyone was busy


    Fear was all over their face seems like something big has happened in the world


    And there''s a lot of whispers


    I found out then that everything that happened to us was podcast every where


    But most whispers weren''t because of us


    I heard one of the soldiers say


    "I didn''t expect the Joker to appear again."