"Yao Yao and Mufeng haven''t seen each other for several years. You go out for a walk. It happens that I have something to say to your father Xie." Yang Xiwen smiles and sends Xie Yao and Xie Mufeng out.


    Xie Yao followed Xie Mufeng out of the ward, two people did not go far, but standing in the corridor to talk.


    "I already know about my aunt''s illness. Xie Yao, you have to be open-minded. After all, people will always die. Our parents can''t accompany us all our lives. " Xie Mufeng comforted him.


    Xie Yao nodded, and her face was very light. Everyone knows this truth, but when it comes to close relatives, several people really want to be open-minded.


    "Auntie said, are you working in GR now?" Xie Mufeng asked again.


    Xie Yao nodded, "GR is where my mother used to work, where I can help Xiaobin."


    "It''s very good. My aunt''s biggest wish is to cheer you up again."


    Xie Yao chuckled and fell into a short silence.


    Then, Xie Mufeng took out an invitation and handed it to her, "I''m going to get married."


    Xie Yao reached for the invitation, her face slightly surprised, "Congratulations, Mufeng."


    "Congratulations indeed. After so many years, I finally let go of my obsession with you." Xie Mufeng said with emotion.


    Xie Yao''s face was a little embarrassed. She pursed her lips and didn''t speak.


    "My wife, she''s a nurse in our hospital. It''s not very beautiful, but it''s very gentle and clever. My father likes her very much. I like it very much, too. " Xie Mufeng continued.


    "That''s good." Xie Yao said low. Xie Mufeng is a doctor. Doctors and nurses are really a good match.


    "And you?" Xie Mufeng asked again, "these years, have you put it down?"


    "There''s nothing I can''t put down." Xie Yao Lian Mou said, tone is very light.


    Xie Mufeng shakes his head and smiles, "Xie Yao, are you cheating me or yourself?"


    Xie Yao raised her eyes and looked at him, pursing her lips tightly.


    "Ah Yao, if you really put it down, you should start a new life like me. Or, just marry Gu Jingyu. " Said Xie Mufeng.


    "I can''t marry Gu Jingyu."


    "So you didn''t put it down. You love Gu Jingyu too much. You know you can''t have children together. You don''t want his life to be incomplete. But, Yao, have you ever asked Gu Jingyu what he thought? Does he want you, or does he want a whole life more? "


    Xie Yao''s beautiful eyebrows were frowning, and her face was pale and ugly. "I don''t want to discuss this topic with you."


    After hearing this, Xie Mufeng sighed heavily, and then said, "well, you don''t want to hear it, I won''t say it. It''s rare for me to go back to a city. I''ve made an appointment with some friends to go to the bar. You all know each other. Let''s get together. "


    Xie Yao couldn''t refuse Xie Mufeng''s kindness, so she went to the bar with him.


    It''s just that she regretted it after she went. Xie Mufeng''s friends are too noisy. After all these years, they seem to have not grown up. They are always playing the game of truth and adventure.


    If Xie Yao doesn''t participate, it will make people feel out of place. She had to sit there with a stiff upper lip.


    In the first round, Xie Mufeng lost. He asked him when his first time was with a smile.


    Xie Mufeng blushed and replied, "two months ago."


    "Ouch, let''s be pure in Mufeng. I''m looking at the people who are running for three. I''ll hand them over for the first time. I''ll see my sister-in-law some other day. Did I find the treasure? "


    Xie Yao sat aside, listening to their laughter, feeling that she was just an outsider.


    Xie Yao has been a little absent-minded, and then, in the second round, she lost. She was asked the same question as Xie Mufeng.


    Xie Yao is in a trance. For the first time? The first time that she and Gu Jingyu met seemed too far away, and the distant one was almost forgotten by her.


    Xie Yao didn''t say anything. She reached for the glass on the table and drank it.


    Then, the game continues.


    It''s just that Xie Yao''s luck today is so bad that she seems to be losing all the time. Most of the topics asked were about the relationship between men and women. Xie Yao didn''t want to answer at all. She had been drinking all the time, and even couldn''t remember how many drinks she had. She was a little dizzy.


    Xie Yao picked up the wine cup on the table again, and was finally stopped by Xie Mufeng.


    "My sister has drunk too much. Let''s forget this one. How about having her sing us a song? "


    "OK, I haven''t heard Xie Da Mei sing for a long time." It was unanimously approved.


    Xie Yao stands up, walks to the stage and picks up the microphone.


    I don''t know who ordered a song "so you are here", Xie Yao hummed along with the melody: please allow me to settle the dust and bury the past with silence. Covered with wind and rain, I came from the sea and lived in seclusion in this desert. What should be concealed is always clear. A thousand words can only be speechless. Love is a superstition of the right time and place. Oh, so you are here. Ah, does that person exist only in dreams. Why do I use all my strength to get half my life''s memoryXie Yao felt that she might have drunk too much. She couldn''t bear the emotion. She kept crying while singing.


    Between her and Gu Jingyu, probably like this song, they are still here, but they can never go back. She loved him so hard, but he left her only memories.


    And in the second half of her life, she can only keep these memories and live in pain.


    Xie Mufeng sees Xie Yao crying. Just as he wants to pass by, he sees Gu Jingyu coming out of nowhere. He has already stepped onto the stage, half embracing Xie Yao and walking out of the bar.


    Xie Mufeng sat back in his seat and asked his friends to continue drinking with a smile. It''s just that the smile on his lips hides a trace of bitterness.


    Really put it down? He''s just lying to himself.


    On the other hand, Xie Yao has been pulled out of the bar by Gu Jingyu.


    Just in summer, the temperature difference between day and night is still very big, and the inside and outside of the bar is a double day of ice and fire.


    Xie Yao was only wearing a single skirt. She was shivered by the night wind. Most of Xie Yao''s wine also wakes up.


    Gu Jingyu calm face, take off the coat wrapped in her body.


    His coat was so warm, with a faint smell of tobacco, which she was very familiar with.


    Xie Yao is wrapped by the warmth and familiarity, and has an impulse to cry. However, she knew that she could not cry, and she was not qualified to lust for the warmth.


    Xie Yao reached out to take off her coat and return it to him. "I don''t need it."


    Gu Jingyu was immediately annoyed. Gu sanshao was born high above everything else, and he had a lot of love. He was not without temper.


    Gu Jingyu directly threw his coat on the ground and looked at her coldly.


    Xie Yao, however, hung her head. She did not dare to look into his eyes. Her voice choked a little. "Gu Jingyu, I''m not the Xie Yao I used to be. We can''t go back any more."


    "I said, start over." Gu Jingyu said stubbornly.


    "Gu Jingyu, do you understand that we can never go back or start again?" Xie Yao''s mood is also out of control. She yells at him, "Gu Jingyu, let go."