Spring, the weather is a little warm, Yan Xi do not know the cold and hot, ah Heng helped him change winter clothes, and bought a few spring clothes. She looked at his new clothes with a smile and asked him, "Yan Xi, do you like this dress?"
Yan Xi didn''t know. He grabbed the cuff and took a breath. His voice was a little vague: "fragrant."
Ha ha, ah Heng smiles. How lovely it is to be so naive.
"Where I put my clothes, I rubbed it with gum." She laughs, knowing that he can''t understand, she still tells everything to Yan Xi, so that she won''t be lonely.
Two thirds of the March agreement passed. Yan Xi''s words are less and less, even when Dr. Zheng hypnotizes him, he can''t go on. Most of the time, he was in a daze in front of Dr. Zheng, or cried helplessly like a child.
Finally, psychotherapy has come to an end.
Dr. Zheng now often uses two drugs to Yan Xi, chlorpromazine and promethazine hydrochloride. Thick needle tube, transparent liquid, a little bit into the blue blood vessels.
She watched him with her own eyes, from crying to silence, like a puppet. Yes, it was Pinocchio he said. Only the tears in his eyes were not dry, which made the whole face colorful.
She helped him wipe his face, but he gently leaned on her body, fell asleep, soft breathing, childlike purity.
She said, "Dr. Zheng, can you do without these drugs. Yan Xi used up every time, the amount of food is very small, only half a bowl of rice. It doesn''t look angry. "
Doctor Zheng laughed: "no, is he angry?"
Ah Heng nodded and solemnly said, "yes, no medicine. If I feed him to eat, he will eat a whole bowl obediently. And I talk to him, and he talks to me. "
Dr. Zheng shook his head and said, "it''s a child''s talk again. Recently I checked Yan Xi. His aphasia is very serious. How can I talk to you. Besides, you also said that you fed him, not himself. I''m afraid he doesn''t know how to eat. Now, his habitual memory is fading away, you know? "
Aheng gently patted the sleeping boy lying on her lap and laughed: "just like a piggy, go to sleep. Sleep till the end of the world. If you don''t wake up, you will be thrown to the child seller."
On that day, the sun was very good. She moved a small stool and put him under the banyan tree outside the door.
The sun was warm, and the shadow of the trees obscured a lot of light. He reached out his hand and put it outside the shadow of the tree. When it was hot, he drew back and focused on his mind. It was like a very interesting game. He enjoyed it.
Ah Heng smiles and turns back to his room to prepare lunch. Quietly, she didn''t let him find out about her departure.
She kneaded the flour, and her fingers were full of flour. Suddenly, she heard the sound of guns outside the door. In recent days, the children in the yard don''t know who to start to play Chen gun, frightening adults, very naughty. She was startled. She remembered Yan Xi and went out without wiping her hands.
Yan Xi is surrounded by a group of eight or nine year old children. The sound of laughter is constantly, vaguely a doggerel, a fool, a madman, such a full mouth of ridicule. The most childish voice, the most cruel words.
Aheng was angry and frowned: "what are you doing?"
When a group of children saw Ah Heng coming, they made faces and ran away.
Yan Xi''s feet are red gun paper, broken, and the smell of smoke. He lowered his head and put his hands in front of his eyes. His whole body trembled. He must have been frightened by the sound of the gunfire.
She hesitated and spoke softly: "Yan Xi."
The young man raised his head, his red eyes, and saw Ah Heng. He frowned and put his head on her body. He cried and sobbed and dragged her by the corner of her dress. He refused to let go. In that case, the grievance is accompanied by coquetry, without any cover up.
Siguan is very anxious. It seems that she is much more anxious.
She knew that grandfather should have made up his mind to tell the American side on time after March. Ah Heng also thought about it, but he felt happy in his heart. If Yan''s grandfather, his father and his mother all came back to take care of Yanxi and had relatives, Yanxi''s illness might soon be cured.
Ah Heng knew that Yan Xi''s pain was on his parents. When he was a child, all his friends had parents, only he did not. Therefore, although he is aloof and aloof at ordinary times, he is always kind to his elders and filial to his grandfather.
Mother told her in her spare time that when Yan Xi was eight years old, Yan grandfather was ill and wanted to eat Guai Guo. But this kind of wild fruit grows deep in the mountain and is difficult to pick. The old man couldn''t bear to trouble his men, but Yan Xi was missing for two days and a night. When he came back, his face and hands were covered with wounds. His hands were holding a handful of Guai nuts, and his clothes were dirty and broken. Asked where he went, he refused to tell the truth and was beaten by the old man.
Yan Xi was afraid of ghosts and gods in his life. What kind of filial piety would it be to let him stay in the mountains for two days and a night?
Mother also said that although Yan Xi is the most intimate to her now, in the past, it was Lin Ruo Mei who was filial to her. It is only possible that Ruo Mei has gone to the United States in the past two years, and he and Lin Ruo Mei seem to be a lot unfamiliar.
Filial as a mother
What did the man give back to the child who treated her as a mother''s filial piety
She asked Siguan why she was so anxious that Yan Xi''s parents all came back, isn''t it?Thinking smile but bitter smile: "Yan Xi only has this one father and mother, but Yan Xi''s father and mother are not only this one son."
Ah Heng frowned: "they are all natural, aren''t they?"
Siguan said with some uneasiness: "when Yan Xi was born, aunt Yan almost died because of her divorce with Uncle Yan, resulting in dystocia and bleeding. Although the couple made up later, aunt Yan did not like Yan Xi. Later, when my uncle and aunt went abroad, they left their weaned Yan Xi to his grandfather. Why? Although she was born of her own, I''m afraid she is more intimate than Yan Xi, who nearly killed her son, the American one. "
"Ah Heng, do you know what it means to be more intimate? When it comes to the critical time, if one has to be abandoned, the person will be doubtless. If they knew that Yan Xi had hysteria, and the effect of psychotherapy and drug treatment was not good... "
Ah Heng was poured with ice water from head to foot.
Thinking with a smile, he closed his eyes: "if my grandfather is better, but I''m afraid that the old man will be stimulated, my uncle and aunt will not tell him. If so, Yan Xi will be sent to the hospital for compulsory hospitalization
Compulsory hospitalization? Only the number of patients watching the blood, smiling and clapping slowly came to her mind.
She asked Siwan, "what should I do?"
Thinking with a smile, he rubbed aheng''s hair: "your surname is Wen, and his surname is Yan. The power of the Yan family is no less than that of the Wen family. If you want the daughter of the Wen family to support the son of the Yan family, how bad would it be to pass it on? Do you think grandfather will allow it? Do you think the experts will allow it? Ah Heng, what can you do? You are just a child. What else can you do? "
Aheng cried and went home and took Yanxi''s hand: "Yanxi, can''t you get better soon?"
I know that we Yan Xi is very good, will not disturb other people''s life, but others do not know, and how to do?
The day Yanxi''s father returned home was in May.
She saw the man for the first time. He was tall and beautiful. His behavior is very elegant and generous, and his relationship with the Wen family is not very close. At least, compared with his grandfather''s, it is far from the Wen family. However, with many valuable gifts, it is said that it is filial piety to Grandpa Wen, and many fashionable clothes and famous perfume are given to her.
He said to her with a smile: "ah Heng, these days, Yan hope to trouble you."
Aheng looked at him in a daze, his heart empty: "you smile and Yan Xi very much like."
My grandfather looked at her and did not speak in front of outsiders, but his face became gloomy.
Yan Xi hid behind her, big eyes secretly looked at the man in front of her. Without any impression, she bowed her head and fiddled with the silver seven rings in her hand.
This is a toy that aheng just bought him to attract his attention and coax the door number out of his hand. She smilingly pointed to the empty area in front of the door, and said to Yan Xi, "Yan Xi, our house is bare and ugly. Everyone else has a house number, but we don''t have one. If you don''t lead the way, I can''t see the house number. What should I do if I get lost?"
He looked at her bewildered, thought for a while, hesitantly handed her the door number in his left hand, then lowered his head, rubbed his nose, and made a very painful expression.
Xin Dayi rolled his eyes and murmured in a low voice: "it''s not kind to coax children, Wen Heng, but it''s you who can make Yan Xi..."
After all, he couldn''t say the rest.
Only ah Heng can make Yan Xi an exception, whether before or after illness? Separated by two surnames, compared with the furthest distance in the world
Yan Xi''s father is called Yan Dingbang, which is similar to Wen Heng''s father. Or, this is the name that the two sides agreed to take. Maybe they want them to be brothers; maybe they want their children to grow up for a hundred years. But what does this represent?
Yan''s father looked at ah Heng''s eyebrows and eyes, sighed slightly and said with a forced smile, "ah Heng is a good girl. I''m very happy to have a good time with Yan Xi."
Wen also looked for steps: "yes, children''s good feelings, is a good thing."
"Just..." Yan''s father opened his mouth and said, "at present, Yan Xi has such a disease. He is very emotional. I''m afraid he will hurt ah Heng. I think..."
Ah Heng''s voice was a little loud: "no, Yan Xi never hurt others!"
The father of the speech accosted, did not know what to say, gently stroked Yan Xi''s head.
Yan Xi was not comfortable. He picked it up and hid behind aheng, showing his big eyes and strange and clever appearance.
Yan father hindered Wen''s family from saying anything else, so he said some polite words and left.
Old Wen called ah Heng into the study.
Aheng told Yanxi to let him sit on the sofa and play seven links.
The old man''s look was a little ugly: "ah Heng, you and Yan Xi have a good relationship. I know your mind, too. It''s just that we''re outsiders, so we can''t interfere with other people''s family affairs. Do you understand that? "
Ah Heng dropped his eyes: "grandfather, I take care of Yan Xi, do not let him go to the mental hospital, can''t it?"With anger, Wen yelled: "nonsense! He is so ill that you still have to go to school. How much energy can you spare to serve him? My granddaughter has a bright future. How can she be destroyed by others! What''s more, he grew up like that and had such a madness. He was almost killed by his mother when he was born. He was born to collect debts from the Yan family! We Wen family, from the past to the present, have never been sorry for their family. Although their family is kind to me, they have reported enough for so many years. How can our family afford to pay their debts? "
For the first time, in front of her, my grandfather made his words so clear that there was no room for him to change the world.
Beauty, unhappiness, and misfortune to parents, I wish I had Is it unforgivable?
Ah Heng couldn''t laugh, cry, or even cry. Standing there, his eyes were gray.
When she came out, she saw Yanxi standing at the door, and the seven rings in her hand fell to the ground.
Aheng bent down to pick up the seven rings, tears, but in a moment, fell out.
Looking at the red canvas shoes on the youth''s feet, she picked up the seven links, how difficult, stood up and handed Yan Xi with a smile: "how to stand here?"
He did not speak, and holding seven rings, fingers crystal like transparent, gently touched ah Heng''s eye socket, whispered: "water."
Aheng took his hand and looked at his eyes. He was clean and innocent. He had no emotion, but he seemed confused.
She laughs: "so stupid, it''s tears, not water."
He imitated her, with a smile and a smile.
She sighed: "Yanxi, do you want to learn from me to shed tears? Stupid, your eyes will hurt
Besides, how can you imitate what you don''t know?
It''s tears, for you.
For whom do you not cry?
He looked at her, continued to smile, imitate that expression, ugly expression, want to cry but still bear the expression, slowly, but shed tears, turbulent, sad.
She was surprised, but still smile, doting, gentle: "really like."
He also laughs and becomes addicted to imitating her.
All she knew was that patients with hysteria had a strong ability to imitate.
But I don''t know that hysteria patients occasionally wake up.
Yan''s father only said that he had asked for leave. He didn''t plan to stay at home for a long time.
Aheng talked with Yanfu in a low tone. She said, "Yan Xi won''t hurt me or others. Uncle Yan, you believe me, even if you take him back to the United States, you should not send him to the hospital. His illness is not that bad. There is a It''s not a place for Yan Xi to live. "
Her tone was earnest, and he did not speak.
There is a pot of cactus at home, placed in front of the window, growing very lush, usually ah Heng takes care of it.
Yan Xi is standing in front of the cactus, bowing his head and playing with the seven rings.
All of a sudden, he screamed with emotion.
Aheng and Yanfu walked by, but Yanxi uprooted the cactus. Cactus, dense, hard thorn, a moment pierced the finger meat, full of blood. He grabbed the cactus, looked at ah Heng, sad and resolute, and smashed it.
Along her trouser legs, he slipped away.
She said: ''we hope to be good children and will not hurt others, especially me.
She said, uncle Yan, you believe me, don''t send Yan Xi to the hospital.
So he broke her oath.
"If you live and die, you will have a good relationship with your son; if you hold your hand, you will grow old with your son." This sentence, though nice to hear, is really a great tragedy.
In particular, there is only one person, delusional forever.
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