When ah Heng entered the hospital with Mr. Li''s research team, it was the seventh day after submitting the application form.
She had promised to go back to city B in mid March, but now she is in a hurry. Before leaving, I had to apologize by phone.
Yan Xi''s voice is much more energetic than before. He wants her to rest assured and pay attention not to be infected. If he could make time, he would go to H city to see her.
Ah Heng laughed. When he hung up the phone, he secretly kissed the microphone while no one was around. He buried him in the night, and blushed all the way with no one to see him.
My family has a young woman, cough, of course.
Who Snickers? Don''t hold on!
Our children are thin skinned.
The dormitory only went to ah Heng, and the little five helped her pack up. Suddenly she asked, "is Yanxi ready to quit her job in the entertainment industry?"
Ah Heng''s hand movement slowed down, wondering: "how to say?"
"During this period of time, Yan Xi''s work has been replaced by a new person, and his previous plans for various shows on the show have also been pushed out, which is being discussed in the jar."
Aheng said: "I''m not sure. He is often capricious and has a fluctuating personality. But when he considers it clearly, he will come to a conclusion, and no one can shake it." Then, shaking his head, sighing, doting smile, "let him think."
In short, let him think about it. If he really likes him, he should be more tolerant.
Small five pinches the child''s face, pinches the vinegar drum cheek, came a sentence: "you still love him."
But I don''t know whose vinegar it is.
My family Yan Xi does not know who is a good person, but my family is really a little sister.
When I went to the hospital, I only said that I was extracting virus samples for experiments, but I never thought that it would develop into an uncontrollable state.
In intensive care units, patients in oxygen masks struggle with pain and often stop breathing at night when their veins are bare. However, hospitals can only inject ordinary tranquilizers and antibiotics intravenously. As a medical staff can not bear helpless, but in the increasing number of patients under the pressure, the soul is suffering.
Of the 18 people who came, only five of them insisted on, including Mr. Li and four students.
Ah Heng stayed there. She can''t remember why she stayed there, just watched her classmates leave.
Who is not afraid of death? But holding such a sick child, watching him cough, looking at his asthma, looking at his nest in her arms crying for his mother, the heart is always very sad.
The child''s nickname was Xiaoxiao, which was assigned to her by Mr. Li. Very small, just learned to speak, but got this disease, and even because of the prominent disease was isolated, unable to touch the arms of the mother never left.
Xiaoxiao''s mother didn''t cry, but begged aheng to take good care of the children and took a lot of chocolate candy, saying that Xiaoxiao likes to eat.
Aheng clearly knew that the child had pneumonia and couldn''t get irritating food. However, he couldn''t bear to accept the sugar and coax him with sugar when he was holding a smile.
Smile is very noisy, always stretch out a small hand to grab the mask on her face, he has never seen ah Heng''s appearance, but vaguely called out: "Ji Ji."
Ah Heng laughed and took Xiaoxiao into his arms and fed him to eat. He said, "wrong, it''s elder sister Sister, sister, smile. "
"Gee, gee, gee Gee. "
Small head tilted, hair soft, smile ah smile, childish lovely.
Gu feibai always frowns and warns: "don''t get too close to him. Although it''s a child, it''s still a patient."
Ah Heng said: "although he is a patient, he is still a child after all. In this case, do you think it makes sense? "
Gu feibai glanced at her lightly, tightened his fingers and left haughtily.
Different ways do not conspire.
Xiaoxiao''s disease was not very serious at first, but then it suddenly caught a fever at night. Children can''t take strong injections when they are young. They always have a high fever. They have tried ice compress, alcohol bath and cooling blanket, but they have no effect.
The attending doctor said, "if the child is no longer good, please inform the parents."
Aheng held a smile and was stunned all night. Her forehead was tightly pressed against him and mechanically changed a towel to wipe his body. She said, "smile, wait, mom will come soon, soon."
Can smile but sleep very sweet, small hand tightly holding a few pieces of chocolate candy, until the dawn, just lost his hand. Little child, the body is still very soft, but gradually, cool, cool
When the smiling mother arrived, she snatched the child from her hand, crying bitterly. She cried and beat aheng: "you return my smile, smile, my smile!"
Aheng looked at her, took off the mask, gently lowered his head and said sorry.
When I turned around, the hospital corridor was very deep, dark and cold with no sunlight, no light.
Behind him, there was Gu feibai''s voice. He called out: "Wenheng."
Aheng didn''t look back. He was dressed in white and his shoulders were weak. She has not contacted anyone for two months and has been in the hospital day and night.Holding the public phone on the hospital corridor, she said softly, "Yanxi, you know what, my first patient, died."
She said: "Yanxi, you don''t know what a lovely child that is. Every day, she will laugh, like a kitten in my arms, calling me Jiji. He likes to eat chocolate candy, because he can also wet the bed and rub his eyes to find crea. But I''ve been wearing a mask I don''t even know he What does it look like... " With that, she squatted on the ground, and finally choked up and burst into tears.
"Yanxi, what should I do? Yan Xi, I''m very sad. Tell me what I should do... "
"Yan Xi..." She called that man''s name, was broken, fragile, seeking the sadness of faith.
Not far away, standing that proud and cold man, looking at her back, calm eyes, but red eyes.
This phone, already broken, how can she dial out?
It''s just a sustenance.
How could she let that man worry about her?
It''s Wu saying to himself, really emotional, really painful, really Missing.
He had never even seen Yan Xi in her mouth. Even though he had heard his voice on the phone, even the person was on the other end of the phone every time, he said in a low voice: "thank you for taking care of ah Heng. Thank you."
Ah Heng, however, never even knew that when she fled from city B to City h, a man accompanied her all the way until she was safely sent to his side.
Two whole autumn and winter, the man said, it''s cold, can we stay with her more?
Can you buy her more candy?
Can you take her to an amusement park?
Can you tell her every day that you are amazing baby?
Can Give her a warm home?
Is it possible?
He and she can be very close, holding her hand, but do not know that she is afraid of loneliness, fear of being denied, like to eat sweet, life''s biggest dream is to be a good wife and mother.
Even on the day she left, the young man who was often powerful and noble on TV, and the fierce man who often raised his eyebrows, still asked him in a low voice: "can you say" Happy Birthday "to her at 0 o''clock on January 10."
How sad, he claimed that he loved this woman deeply and deeply, but did not know her birthday.
He often asked the beautiful boy who called in a cold voice, "in what capacity are you talking to me?"
The man named Yan Xi is not as smart as he used to be. He often said in confusion: "I''m sorry, you may regard me as her father or elder brother. I''m in such a mood to marry my daughter and sister. Please understand."
However, whose father and brother do the best, even when they appear on the program, they often mention H city with gentle tone, saying that it is a wonderful place, beautiful mountains and water show. When I am old and dead, bury me there.
It''s a wonderful place. It has ah Heng, my wife in the future, and the mother of my children.
Gu feibai can''t speak, and the scene flashed in his head is just a flash.
All the past dust is gone. He missed him, but he was fascinated by that little girl in B city.
At that time, there was a girl in a soft sweater beside the young boy. When the mask was removed, she said to him gently with a smile, "I''m sorry.".
"I''m sorry, I''m not the one you''re looking for."
It was 1999.
In 2003, Gu feibai held out his hand, pulled up the gentle woman in the white coat and said, "silly girl, don''t cry any more."
He laughed with red eyes and handed her the mobile phone: "it''s just missing. How difficult is it?"
It was June when Mr. Li took them back to school.
At that time, the whole school had been closed, and a ban was issued. All students were not allowed to leave school without permission, otherwise they would be expelled.
A Heng just returned to the dormitory a few days ago, someone in the building had a fever one after another, and was sent to the school hospital for isolation. Later, two were diagnosed in the school hospital.
Therefore, they should be isolated in the dormitory observation for half a month.
Small five is very sad, all day long: "my man, he came to H city very hard, I don''t know if I can catch up with it!"
Ah Heng thought a little and stammered, "five elder sister What do you want
Small five white her one eye: "no conscience, only know and Gu feibai in the hospital happy. Yan Xi announced a few days ago that he would completely withdraw from the public view after hosting a large-scale national consolation tour. The auditorium of H city and Z hall is the last stop. "
Ah Heng was so stupid: "he didn''t tell me. I called him and he didn''t say anything... "
"What did you say?" asked the fifth
"I said that I was still alive and healthy, and recently the whole school was isolated, and I had not eaten sugar for a long time; he said that he was still alive and lived well, and then their school was not isolated, he did not like to eat sugar, so he did not eat sugar for a long time..."Xiaowu vomited blood, suppressed the impulse to shoot the two children to death, then sighed and looked at her: "now you know, Yanxi really wants to come."
Ah Heng asked, "when?"
"Five days later," he said
Ah Heng tears: "then we are not still isolated..."
Little five children head: "how so stupid, so stupid? I''m looking for a boy to meet me downstairs. We''re on the second floor. I''m sure we can turn it out! "
Ah Heng was dejected: "even if he went, so many people would not be able to see him."
Xiaowu clenched his fist and bared his teeth: "Yan Xi''s last host, we will wait at the gate of the auditorium at noon to occupy seats! I don''t believe it! "
Then, the two children worked hard to find out.
Then, suddenly looking back, I found that I didn''t have tickets. It was a tragedy
Small five spit blood: "thousands of calculations, my mother even forgot to ask for the ticket this stubble matter."
Looking at the dust on the wall, our child was tearful: "five elder sister, you said you must see Yan Xi, I haven''t seen him for three months, Yan Xi!"
Small five smile: "otherwise, we listen to a ring outside, Yan Xi host voice boss."
Aheng continued to cry and bang on the door of the auditorium: "Yan Xi ah!"
Missing is such a thing, the child suffocates ah, suffocates to constipation, suffocates cannot remember, also has nothing. But the key you don''t give a child opportunity, not easy to the sweetheart to the front, but was damned a door blocked outside.
If you want it, you can''t block it, you can''t block it!
An assistant like glasses man came over and pulled his glasses to the bridge of his nose. After comparing the photos on his hand for a long time, he pulled the child''s pigtail: "is that you, girl? Are you Wenheng?"
Ah Heng was sad and turned his head: "who are you?"
Glasses man hey hey a smile: "how than the photo black thin so much?"
Ah Heng: who are you
Glasses man: "Oh, forget to say, I''m Yanxi''s assistant. He told me to watch you take it directly to the VIP seat."
In an instant, the world is full of vitality, and the world is full of birds and flowers.
Small five bright eyes, pull ah Heng Chi slip to jump in, holding a fluorescent stick, in the crowd in the proud sitting in the first row.
Well, on the left, the dean of academic affairs, on the right Deputy director of Academic Affairs Office.
After waving the fluorescent stick for a while, she yelled "djyan, I love you, just like a mouse loves rice", and then someone poked at her: "kid, be quiet."
Xiao Wu turns his head and looks at it. Oh, he is so familiar and kind-hearted. This is not This is not Headmaster? Tears run, looking at the stage, mother, man yo, you can really arrange seats.
Yan Xibao saw them come in at the time of the program. They laughed and continued to concentrate. The sound was clear and the youth was bright.
Aheng sat under the stage and looked at him carefully.
In peace It''s not quite the same. As if, the whole body is emitting the glow of fireflies in midsummer, soft, beautiful, but not clear.
Small five looked at the program and screamed: "ah Heng ah Heng, for a while, Yan Xi still has a song, what autumn sea."
Ah Heng took a cold breath: "he sings?"
"What''s the matter?" Xiao Wu is puzzled.
Ah Heng said, "you should find an earplug first. Don''t blame me for hearing loss."
Xiaowu was excited: "what? You don''t know how good my prayer is. I point to that song for three meals a day. I sue you, you can''t slander him by living in a house with him
Ah Heng: "I slander him? Let''s pull it down. It''s just that five tone defect... "
Then, unable to remember whether it was the fourth from the bottom or the fifth program, Yanxi stood in the middle of the stage with a microphone. The man, it seems, is singing with his life.
I often wake up in the middle of the night and fantasize lonely
If I open the window to see the sea
is it there when it is forgotten
he chose to leave and denied love
from that day on, I found that some parts of myself died and did not want to have a future
the sea did not understand the tide makers
after summer passed, they would not come back again
like the footprints on the beach, the attachment was still clear
it is still clear that there is love on the beach
Wait for time to bury
never understand that love can be replaced
confused, I dare not reach out to love again
I miss the summer in a gray blue mood
I often wake up in the middle of the night and fantasize lonely
If I can see the sea through the window
is there any sea when it is forgotten To
like footprints on the beach, attachment is still clear
wait for time to bury
I never understand that love can be replaced
confused, I dare not reach out to love again
I miss summer in gray blue moodThe autumn sea never understood that love could be replaced
confused, I dare not reach out to love again
the Autumn Sea
the Autumn Sea
he sang "when forgotten, whether it exists", adjusted his steps, walked to the front of the stage, bent down, took a blue transparent candy from his suit pocket, looked at ah Heng deeply, and gently Feed it into her mouth. Then she fell back on the stage, with her forehead bright, looking at the sky, holding a microphone in one hand, singing a soul song by the lip in the sea of people.
He sings, he chooses to leave, and denies love.
He said he never understood that love could be replaced.
The sea did not understand, but, my dear, do you understand?
Do you understand?
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