The light stings my eyes as I''m led out to the gallows.
Not for the first time, I wish my hands weren''t bound so I could use them to shield myself from the glare.
Or cover my ears.
The excited shouts of the villagers at my hanging is not something I ever thought I''d have to hear.
I meet the eyes of a child who could be no more than ten and flinch.
It never fails to disgust me that public hangings are a family affair.
I nearly stumble as a guard pushes me.
I hadn''t even realised I''d stopped moving.
If not for the gag in my mouth I would have cursed the man out.
Who cares if it''s not ladylike?
I''m about to die.
/Don''t think./
Right.
Push it away.
/Don''t think./
The last thing I want to do is make things harder on those that I''m leaving behind.
I scan the crowd as the noose is put around my neck.
The relief at not finding the faces I was looking for is nearly overwhelming.
The last thing I want is for sweet Arabella and staid Kent to have to see this.
Arabella.
The poor girl just lost her brother and now she''s about to lose her sister-in-law.
Still Kent will take care of her.
And in her own way Arabella will take care of him.
If not for his duty to protect her he''d probably -
/Don''t think./
Right. That doesn''t bear thinking about.
The crowd seems to grow ever more boisterous.
It''s time then.
I feel the trapdoor below me move.