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    (Should''ve killed him,should''ve killed him should''ve killed him, should''ve killed him)


    My inner demons pissed so am I but god forbid I lose control now I might end up getting her pregnant. I tried to keep myself calm. I don''t want to leave her side while she''s like this but if she''s sleeping I could check while she''s...she''d started to cling to him in her sleep her large breasts were pressed up against his chest.


    (One more year don''t lose control we''ve got a year...fuck why''s she gotta make it so hard)


    I mean that both emotionally and literally. There was a obvious large bulge in his pants. I bit my lip and looked down at lily while she was asleep.


    (She loves you she wants you she''s yours for the takin-)


    I groaned and slowly slipped out of her grip and replaced where I had been with a pillow. (God I''d love to be the pillow) I went across the hall to the bathroom. I glanced longingly at the calendar I got two more months left. (Just take her she won''t fight)


    "Damit shut it"


    I want to do this right even if I haven''t been able to fuck her for almost two years. Just a little more I thought to myself October was almost over already these past few months felt pretty eventful. I can go check the drive while she sleeps...I''ll check on her first. I walked over to check on lily somehow our dogs back he''s curled up in her arms like a teddy bear. And she''s not posing her body in her sleep in any way that can make me hard. I decided not to check out the video yet. Instead I texted Nero to do it for me and tell me what the hell was on it. I''d rather cuddle with lily while she sleeps instead. I kissed her cheek as she slept and laid down behind her. I spooned her til around noon when we''d try to go out again on a date.@@