"No matter how far away spring is, I''m also calm..." He is humming a melodious song, the song is called "this life together", two people echo his Qingsong, rhythmically jump up.


    It was almost early in the morning, under the stars, the incandescent lamps around the roof were shining, and a couple of men and women who were deeply in love were dancing.


    There are stars to witness the beauty of their love, and the moon is smiling quietly.


    Du Mingkai doesn''t sing any other songs. He Xiaochu likes to hear him sing the same song all the time. Although his singing was not so beautiful, she could hear that he was singing with his heart.


    This is a beautiful dream for both of them. They dream of living together in this life.


    The beauty of dreams is that they can''t be realized. They are almost jumping in despair.


    "Remember, whenever I sing this song, it''s for you alone, OK?" He whispered in her ear.


    "Good!" She promised in a soft voice, and her tears had slipped down quietly.


    "Shall I sing it to you again? Do you like it? " He asked very seriously.


    "Good, like it!"


    So he sang again, and they were all dancing together, and her tears began to flow more and more.


    They all know that this may be the last embrace in this life, the only dance together, how can it not be sad?


    After singing, they stopped shaking, but he didn''t let go of his arms.


    "Let me hold you well." He sighed and held her closer until he heard a slight choking sound.


    Holding her tearful face, he gazed at her deeply and opened his mouth gently.


    "Early dawn! I love you


    He Xiaochu also looked back sadly at him. She only knew that tomorrow he would be someone else''s bridegroom. How could she still believe his love words.


    But his eyes could not be ignored by her. They were affectionate, fiery and sincere, which made people escape.


    "Do you love me?" He asked.


    "I..." She didn''t know. She didn''t know whether to love him or not.


    "Tell me, if you love me, it may be the last chance." He said coaxed.


    He Xiaochu wants to say, yes, I love you, but she can''t say it.


    She did not say, he was a little disappointed, but see her face tears, he knew she still love himself.


    He lowered his head and gently kisses her tears and sucked them into his mouth one by one. The tears are salty and astringent, which he cherishes very much.


    From her cheek kiss, along the direction of her tears, he bit by bit kiss down, her small face a little cold.


    "Cold?" He asked.


    He Xiaochu shook his head gently.


    "Let''s look at the stars a little longer?" He said.


    She nodded and looked at the sky with him.


    He held her in his arms again, and they hugged her for a long time, watching the stars twinkle.


    "Will you miss me in the future?" He asked over her head.


    She shakes her head in his arms. She is not qualified to think about him. She must learn to forget.


    He felt that he should not selfishly hope that she would always remember himself, but he was hoping.


    "I want you to think of me, like I will miss you, never forget me! Remember me He said, lowering his head and kissing her on the lips.


    She pushed him away.


    "I''m going to forget you. Why do you want me to remember you? You got married at dawn. Why should I remember you? You bastard


    "I''m a jerk!" He said domineering, lifting her chin firmly and kissing her.


    This kiss is arrogant, eager, with the usual Acacia, a hair out of control.


    She began to push him, pushing along with his will, slowly cooperate.


    As the kiss grew hotter, his hands began to swim over her, though it seemed to comfort them through their clothes.


    He bent over to pick her up, and after a long kiss, he stepped down the stairs and carefully carried her back to the room.


    She was once again lying in the bed they had loved so much, her hair spread out on the bed, and she looked so beautiful.


    He looked at her tenderly for a while, and suddenly jumped on her body, from a modest gentleman to an extremely hungry wolf.


    Not allow her to have any resistance, he took her off a few times, and then he did not have a trace, and she hugged together.


    After taking off all of them, he did not rush to the last step with her, but kiss her carefully and patiently.


    He should remember every inch of her skin, her expression at this time, and everything about her.


    He Xiaochu''s face flushed, because with him or the second time, inevitably shy.


    He likes to see her look so shy that his heart beats hard. He took her little hand and put it on his chest for her to touch.


    "See, what did he do for you? You are going to kill me"You know what? I''ll never let another woman in this house, even if I come in and have a look. This is our wedding room, in my heart is like this. He Xiaochu, I love you! I love you! I love you He told his love over and over and looked at her affectionately.


    She cried again, as if meeting him, her lacrimal glands were very developed.


    "Don''t you say you love me, I don''t want to hear it, I don''t believe it! Why do you love me and marry someone else? Is it because I''m old? Or because I have children, so So you still don''t think I deserve you, do you? " She almost cried out the words, which had been bothering her for so long that it seemed to have tortured her for a lifetime.


    "Silly! You are the most stupid woman in the world. Can''t you feel my heart? How could you say that you are not worthy of me He was angry and funny. He didn''t know how the woman was so stupid. He loved her so obviously that she didn''t know.


    "I''m a fool. I know you don''t mean it to me. I''ll come with you. I despise myself, I hate you He Xiaochu said more and more sad, tears rolling down.


    He didn''t guess that she would be so sad. The original attitude that he did not explain had made her uncomfortable, and he loved her tears.


    "Sorry! Honey, I''m sorry! I mean it to you. Who says it''s not? I love you! How many times have I told you that I love you


    "I don''t believe it!"


    "I''ll prove it to you!"


    "Don''t Don''t So... " She was so comfortable that she let him go.


    The more she said, the more he kissed.


    He himself was hot and dry. He wanted to reduce the temperature immediately.


    But he didn''t want to get into the subject so quickly. He wanted to melt her a little bit, and let her get the most wonderful experience of her life.


    "I love you..." He murmured, still kissing her.


    She couldn''t say how tormented it was, as if he had penetrated into her heart, itching to a few points, and comfortable to the extreme.


    "Please..." She did not know what to do, only one after another to say please.


    "What can I do for you?" He stopped playing and asked her hoarse.


    As soon as he stopped, she was not so eager. She blushed and said nothing.


    "Do you want to miss me?" He changed his question.


    See her still do not respond, he continues to kiss, kiss her to cry: "miss you! Miss you! I miss you... " until.


    I don''t know how long it took her to take off with him.


    For fear that she would catch cold, he pulled the quilt to cover her, and then put his arms around her.


    Two people for a long time to calm their own breathing, nothing to say, just feel the other side.


    No one of them could sleep, for the day would break up, and no one could bear to fall asleep.


    "Feel I love you?" He asked.


    "No!" She said.


    "That''s not enough to love you? I''ve done my best. What else do you want?"


    "It only shows that you have desire for me, not love." After the passion, she calmed down. Although she was still reluctant to leave him, she still felt that he did not really love himself.


    "Love and desire can''t be separated. Because I love you, I have desire for you. Do you understand?" He took her face, looked into her eyes, and said seriously.


    "Can men''s love and desire be separated? How many men say that. I don''t love her. I''m just playing games Isn''t Xiao Shengchun saying the same thing?


    Who would believe that men have love and sex is the opposite, otherwise the body selling industry will not be banned.


    "I don''t know what other men are like, I dare not judge, but I''m not that kind of person. I don''t love the woman, I just can''t do intimate things, can''t force myself. For me, sex is sacred and should be done with my favorite woman. "


    "Do you love her?" His words have moved her a little, but she still doesn''t understand. Since he loves himself, why does he marry Chen Yao?


    "No love!" He gave a very clear answer.


    "Why marry her if you don''t love? You think I''m so easy to fool around and believe your lies? The last time you told me you broke up with her, what happened? The engagement was announced in less than a month, wasn''t it? " What she couldn''t understand was that he had just promised her to leave.


    "Since you have to know, I''ll tell you all about it. Last time we did break up, and then her mother was ill and incurable. There was no good possibility. Her mother had only one wish to see her end. She asked me to help her. Although I didn''t love her, I couldn''t bear to see her in trouble. We pretended to be in love and met her parents, but her parents could see that we were disguised. So that they could believe it, I stayed at her house that night. In the evening, she cried and said that let me have a drink with her. I saw that she was so sad that I accompanied her to drink. I thought it was osmanthus alcohol. Who knows that the wine has enough aftereffect. I have drunk too much. Dizzy, I feel you at my side, really you, but wake up, it is her. Do you know how hard I feel? She is the first time, and her mother is going to die. Can I not be responsible for her? Do you know how painful I am? I really love you, I only love you! From that day on, we decided to get married, and she had expressed that many times, but I really couldn''t make love with her. I still think about you every night. I can''t forget you. Do you believe me? "He said and looked at her to see if she would believe it.


    She saw that he was miserable, so she could not blame him any more. Maybe this is the nature of man, he is not voluntary.


    She believed what he said because the first time she didn''t have it in a daze. He must be the same. He can''t drink.


    "I believe it!" she said two words with a wry smile.


    "But what about faith? We are doomed not to be together! You''d better forget me. I don''t want to stay in your heart and influence your future life. Since you want to marry her, treat her well. Because she loves you, she will still be willing to drink with you... "


    "I know, I''ll be nice to her. But don''t worry, I''ll defend myself for you. " He made a solemn promise to her.


    "No! No He Xiaochu feels that his commitment is too heavy. Besides, he is still young and has a strong demand for his body. Isn''t it inhumane to do so?


    "Can''t you be jealous if I make love to her?" Du Mingkai felt that he did not want her to be intimate with others, and she certainly did not want to be with others, because love should be single-minded.


    "Yes She couldn''t deny this. She didn''t feel good even if she thought he would be with other women, even if it was just holding hands.


    "If you are jealous, I won''t touch her."


    "I''ll be jealous, but I''d rather be jealous than you''re so inhumane to her. I know, I feel left out. For a woman, being neglected by her husband is not only physically empty and lonely, but also a blow to her self-confidence. That kind of pain can not be said, there is no place to say, can only be put in the heart to bear. I don''t want to make another woman suffer like this. Promise me that you''ll be fine with her. Since you marry her, you''ll treat her as your real wife. Forget me, I will forget you


    "First baby, you are the kindest person I have ever seen. I love you!" He sighed and held her tightly.


    "Promise me, forget me, and never dream of me." Thinking that Xiao Shengchun was making love with another woman in her dream, she can''t let go now.


    It''s so sad and miserable that she doesn''t want the woman named Chen Yao to do the same.


    "Silly, I can control not to miss you during the day, but I can''t control the night, even more can''t control the dream. Treat me like a fairy? I''ll take care of her


    "Well, you are too much He suddenly said that he Xiaochu looked at him in disbelief.


    "What''s the matter?"


    "What''s the matter with you? Always mention others in front of me. Come here, I''ll punish you


    "Don''t do this, you hate it. Are you a wolf?"


    "Yes, it''s the wolf!"


    This time, they are not as eager as last time, but more enjoy the fun of the process.


    Her excitement was unprecedented, and the joy she had learned in the process was also unprecedented.


    That''s how wonderful sex can be.


    Afterwards, he put his arms around her and asked softly.


    "Feel good?"


    "Yes She lowered her head, buried it in his chest, and snorted.


    Only when two people who love each other finish together can they feel happy after the end. Otherwise, it will leave only endless emptiness.


    After they finish, they feel the fun of each other, which is incomparable, irreplaceable and beyond.


    "Unfortunately, it''s still early spring. I''m afraid you''re cold, otherwise I''ll take you to the roof." He said with a bad smile.


    "Even if it''s warm, I won''t go. I want you to be beautiful. If someone else saw it, he would not die of shame. " Her words and her manner made him laugh.


    "Or I''ll bring you back in the summer? I''m sure I can get you crazy with me He stroked her hair and said.


    "No! You can''t have that idea. It''s not right to come here today. Fortunately, I can say that you are unmarried and cheat yourself. If I didn''t control myself, I would not come with you today. After you get married, we can''t have any relationship, we can''t have... " She sighed.


    "Du Mingkai, I really can''t part with you!" As she said that, she still said the words, her arms tightly around his waist.


    "Me too! I hate you even more! You always want to kiss me. Let''s elope He kisses her hair and keeps kissing, a big man, almost sad to cry.


    "Childish!" She laughed and wept.


    "Is this how we separate?" He asked reluctantly.


    "It''s your choice! You have to be responsible for your choices. " She said rationally.


    "Are you blaming me?" He asked in pain.


    She didn''t say it hurt him.


    "I regret it. I won''t get married tomorrow. I''ll make amends to her parents and I''ll be with you. He Xiaochu, I want to be with you. In my life, I don''t want anyone. " Du Mingkai sits up impulsively. Why should he marry a woman he doesn''t love at all.He went crazy to take out his mobile phone in his pocket and wanted to call Chen Yao. Now he told her that he didn''t love her.


    He doesn''t care about anything. He wants his women, his dawn, his baby.


    "Don''t make any noise! Don''t be silly. You can''t be so impulsive. You have to tell your parents, relatives and all of them She didn''t care if she didn''t have any clothes on. She hugged him and didn''t let him move.


    "Why can''t I explain to the woman I love, but I have to explain it to some inexplicable people?" He asked obstinately, had taken out the mobile phone. He Xiaochu but tightly grasped his big hand with the mobile phone and looked straight at him.


    "Because people should be responsible for living. You love me. I know that''s enough. Listen to me. Lie down and listen to me. Don''t catch a cold. " She said, holding him by the arm and letting him lie down.


    "Even without Chen Yao, it would be impossible for us to be together. Have you thought about it? I''m six years older than you. I''m a woman with children. Your parents can''t accept it. I can''t stand the worldly vision, so maybe this is the best ending. We are predestined, if there is an afterlife, I must be born in the same year as you, OK


    She said, her eyes were sad, and he hugged him painfully.


    He calmed down. She was right. If he could let Chen Yao down, he would have failed.


    Now that she has promised her wedding, everyone is shocked. How can he retreat? How can his parents face.


    "Don''t blame me? Don''t you say that I always give up


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