It was cold on Wednesday.


    It was nearly ten o''clock before I left the company.


    I used to hate to come back. I felt very upset when I saw someone and Xu ma. But now I am afraid to come back. What I have to face is the deep loneliness.


    It''s a feeling that confuses me.


    Passing by the sea, I stopped the car and walked to the cold and violent sea breeze.


    I closed my eyes, and the rolling picture in my mind was that I was playing with Tom on the beach that day. Qin Tian appeared and ridiculed me and threw my crutches into the sea.


    He was the devil who forced me to throw away my crutches and walk independently. He also made me stronger and stronger.


    But I don''t need these. It''s really pathetic for a woman to be strong.


    The sea breeze was howling, the waves were beating the rocks, and the splashing water flew to my face. I opened my eyes suddenly.


    Water spray did not enter the eye, but why is the line of sight blurred?


    The mobile phone rang, I couldn''t help but take it out. It was Xu Ma calling.


    I breathed excitedly, trembled and answered the phone, "Xu ma..."


    "When will you be back? I have something to tell you. "


    "I''m at the door. I''ll be right back." I hung up and ran to the car.


    There is a kind of expectation in my heart. I can''t hide my emotion.


    I rushed back. Xu Ma was waiting for me in the living room on the second floor. She was the only one. Tom was not there.


    Her expressionless look at me, let me feel very uneasy, can''t guess what she wants to say to me.


    "What can I do for you, Ma Xu?" I pretended to smile easily and sat down on the sofa opposite her.


    "I''ll leave tomorrow morning. After you live here alone, the servants will take care of the trivial matters. You don''t have to worry about them."


    "What? You''re going. Where are you going I was so shocked that my voice changed and I felt cold.


    "You can live."


    "Well What about Qin Tian? " I looked at her stupidly, my heart beat faster.


    Xu Ma sneered, "the young master is not the only real estate."


    My mouth twitch a few times, "but you, you all left, what''s the point that I still live here, this is not my house."


    "You are free. In short, if you want to leave, you must first tell Qin Zhenfei that it is their father and son who arranged you to live in. You have to go through their consent to leave." Xu Ma stood up and looked at me coldly, "no one can threaten the young master. It''s your own fault."


    My heart trembled suddenly. What I said that day completely annoyed him?


    "I''ve told you many times that you don''t take it seriously and give you a chance. You deserve to be alone and bullied for a lifetime."


    I am stiff pestle in place, confused consciousness.


    Xu Ma gave me a cold look and turned away.


    A sharp pain pierced into my heart, I covered my mouth and couldn''t help crying out.


    It''s over. I''m in love with Qin Tian.


    I don''t want to admit it, but I can''t control my instinctive emotional reaction.


    He is the devil, is the infernal hell, he did not really care about me, but I still can''t help falling in love.


    Love won''t indulge me. I''ll just try it and I''ll quit


    Tears in the first half of the night, daze in the second.


    When Xu''s mother left in the morning, I didn''t dare to see it. Soon it became an empty city.