[the second story]


    [Lin Xinxin · Fan Wai]


    I know what I''ve lost.


    After I''ve lost it.


    After everything has settled down, I often think, what have I got and what I have lost.


    I didn''t get anything.


    I think Li Rong is very stupid. She can''t see anything. She has been stupid and used by others. I think even if I sold her, she would count the money for me. No exaggeration. I think she''s so stupid.


    But we had a big fight. After she left, I stood in the dormitory, and the whole dormitory was quiet. Especially after a fierce argument, the extreme silence was sad.


    Who knows what I''m upset about.


    But a sense of loneliness drowned me, and I walked out of the dormitory without looking back. I think I must look very sad, but that was the only time in such a long time, not pretending to be sad.


    In fact, I have not been able to distinguish between the true and the false, I am used to wearing a mask life.


    However, there is a difference, is usually crying will pay attention to their own image, but that time, they cry heartrending, completely not in the mood to cover up the ugly appearance.


    I know, I lost a friend.


    There was a man who used to make friends with me.


    I began to miss her.


    Also began to miss another person.


    I don''t know when don Mo fell in love with me, but I think he is no different from other people who like me. He just likes my appearance.


    But I was not disfigured, but he didn''t want me.


    I began to recall everything about him as if I had been in a bad mood. He was more enthusiastic and more considerate than any other suitor. I began to recall the warm hands and breakfast in winter. I began to think of his blush every time he saw me, and how many small thoughts he had hidden.


    I finally began to feel that he was sincere.


    He was sincere.


    At that time.


    But I missed it.


    Later, coincidentally, once, I met him in an alley.


    He has cat food in his hand.


    There is a cat in this alley. It has its nest here. I know. I fed it.


    I look at him. His expression is a little complicated.


    He handed the cat food to the kitten. I saw the boy''s side face in the sun.


    That moment of tenderness.


    It''s not the same as he was in the past.


    I once fed the cat, but I think my mind must not be as pure as he is.


    I don''t know that I don''t really look like a good girl. Therefore, I always consciously feed the stray kittens and puppies, and I will give money to the vagrants on the street.


    At this time, I feel relaxed.


    This kind of little kindness, every time I do it, seems to prove that I am a kind girl.


    But I know that I don''t care for stray animals, and I have no sympathy for beggars.


    It''s just a kind of self comfort, just.


    Don Mo looked up and told me that this was the place where he had seen me for the first time.


    He thought I was gentle when I fed the cat.


    At that moment, I had a dark idea. I was eager to tell him that I was really a good girl he thought. I was just confused.


    But another girl came up. She also squatted down to feed the cat, with pure eyes.


    Don Mo introduces, "this is my girlfriend."


    So I laughed and said hello.


    Finally, I knew what I had lost.


    After I''ve lost it.


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