Trigger Warning: Suicidal Thought?
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It must be cold.?
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It will be cold.?
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It was at that moment I took a step back and stared at the endless flow of the black river.?
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SCRATCH.?
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And then I heard a strange noise. When I turned around, I saw a sedan gliding in the rain.?
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‘That’s a very expensive car.’ I thought, and suddenly the car turned around in a big circle. ?
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I was completely frozen at the thought of an accident and his eyes followed the back of the car.?
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The car turned on the spot, ran unsettlingly, and stopped only after crumpling the railing and putting one front wheel on the sidewalk.?
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The horn shrieked loudly before stopping. Then there was silence.?
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I trembled and approached because I thought I shouldn’t just stand there. I was limping to put my shoes back on after taking them off.?
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The car was more expensive than expected upon closer inspection. The engine was overheating, causing smoke, and the windows were heavily tinted, making it impossible to see inside.?
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“Excuse me, are you okay?”?
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He knocked on the window, but there was no response.?
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“Excuse me.”?
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“…”?
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“You are not dead, right?”?
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“…” ?
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It wasn’t a major accident, but the thought that the driver might injured somewhere caused me to panic. I was in a hurry to find my phone and remembered leaving it at home. It was late at night in the middle of winter, so there were no cars passing by, and after a brief moment of thought, I decided to force open the car door.?
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I took a step back and gathered my strength to slam the window with all my might.?
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“Argh…!”?
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Fortunately, the door opened just at that time.?
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My shoulder and forearm were sore from slamming into the window so I rubbed them with my other hands, and the driver then comes out of the car.?
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“Oh, shit… this is driving me crazy.”?
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The person who came out swearing was a young-looking man. He examined the car’s dented bumper carefully, looking for any damage.?
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“Damn it, fuck. My brother will kill me.”?
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‘Brother?’?
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While he was tall, he looks to be quite young, and the word “brother” makes me suspicious.?
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“Ah, I was surprised to see you standing on the Han River bridge in the middle of the night!”?
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The sudden shouting confirmed my suspicion. While massaging my still-achy shoulder, I asked sarcastically.?
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“How old are you?”?
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“I-I’m twenty-five, why?”?
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“Twenty-five? You’re born in the Year of the Horse, then.”?
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“Huh, what’s with a horse Year! I got into an accident because of you.”?
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“Hey, high school student. Did you steal your brother’s car and drive it?”?
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“W-what, I-I’m not?”?
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The high school student shook his dripping wet hair. He was a man who could not lie like a child.?
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“I can see right through you. You can get a license if you wait a month, but you couldn’t help yourself and drove your brother’s car out? You’re a complete moron.”?
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“Darn it, this is my car! My mom gave it to me as a gift that I’m done with my college entrance.”?
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“Yeah, right.”?
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I looked at the car again when I heard the high school student yelling angrily.?
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It’s brand new, so it’s worth about a billion. I guess it’s a very well-off house to give this kind of car as a gift for the college entrance exam.?
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“Your car or not, you are unlicensed. You secretly pulled out a decent car and caused an accident. Well, it will be confiscated. Congratulations.”?
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“It’s because of you! I’m surprised because you’re wearing a dark black outfit on the Han River bridge at this hour, and I’m going to sue you for damages!”?
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‘Do you even understand what it means to be compensated for damages?’?
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I looked pityingly at the pathetic high school student. The high school student began whining and tearing his hair off, which terrified me.?
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“Oh, I’m going crazy. It’s ruined, damn it. He will kill me.”?
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It was interesting to see a high school student who spits out curse words in front of a stranger and is terrified of his brother.?
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I moved my gaze to the front and examined the completely crumpled railing and bumper. There was no other option but to send it in for repair.?
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“Do you have insurance?”?
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“I don’t know. How do I know?”?
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“A few hundreds won would be enough for these.”?
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In fact, it would be over a thousand, but I cut it short because I thought the high school student would be terrified. The high school student, on the other hand, shakes his head and shows an unexpected reaction.?
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“It doesn’t matter if it’s hundreds or thousands. My brother gave me the keys and told me to get a license the following year, but if he found out I disobeyed him and caused an accident, he’d kill me! He’ll throw me into the Han River without a second thought. It’s driving me insane.”?
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‘It doesn’t matter how many thousands? Are you saying you’re more concerned with being scolded by your brother than with money?’?
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I scanned him from head to toe without the high school student noticing. I don’t know much about a school brand, but I recognized the logo on the bottom of the shirt. It was a well-known school.?
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Furthermore, this high school student is an alpha.?
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I knew he was an Alpha the moment he stepped out of the car. Now, I’ve perfectly captured the pheromone, but I didn’t catch it while he was in the car.?
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I was worried in vain about this rich high school… I laughed out loud.?
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“What the fuck are you laughing at?” ?
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The high school student thought I was laughing at him, so he frowned and became annoyed.?
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“Nothing, I was curious as to why you crashed to the railing. Why don’t you just hit me?” ?
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I said it because it was truly such a waste.?
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I wish that crumpled railing was my body.?
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Although I said it with sincerity, the high schooling had eyes that listened to all kinds of nonsense.?
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“Are you crazy? No wonder you were alone on the Han River bridge in the middle of the rainy night; it turns out you’re crazy.”?
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“Think whatever you want. You don’t seem to be hurt but go to the hospital just in case. I’m leaving.”?
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“Damn it, where are you going! I had an accident because of you!”?
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“Stop it there’s a CCTV here and call your guardian.”?
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I pointed my chin at the cell phone that was rolling in the passenger seat. The high school student had a world-weary expression. I secretly hoped he’d grab my collar and punch me, but that didn’t happen. Eventually, the high school student returned to his car and picked up his phone.?
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I looked at the crushed rail and turned around.?
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Why did I come here? There was a reason why I come to the Han River on a rainy night.?
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I’m so tired.?
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I wouldn’t have been able to do it anyway.?
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I should go home, wash up, and think about whether I want to continue this tedious time or take a different path.?
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Either way, I have to go back first.?
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My footsteps naturally slowed down.?
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I’m sick and tired of everything.?
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I stopped for a moment and looked up at the rainy sky. Standing in the middle of winter in wet clothes gave me chills.?
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I‘ll catch a cold if I stay here any longer.?
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I intended to return quickly, but my feet did not move.?
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“Hey!”?
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As I was getting ready to leave, I heard a loud shout from behind me.?
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“Hey, you! Wait!”?
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When I turned around, I saw the high schooler approaching me. I waited for him with a questioning expression on my face.?
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He’s not really asking for compensation, is he??
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“You.”?
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The high school student who had come to a close stop took a breath and opened his mouth.?
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“You, I will give you money, so please help me tell my brother.”