I keep thinking.


    Donger seems to have left me. Qiutong will soon be Li Shun''s wife. Floating life is like a dream. It''s a dream that can''t go back to reality. The clouds have retreated and are now being chased by Haifeng. What''s my choice in reality?


    Donger hurt me severely again. Now Donger seems to be different from before. No matter whether I admit it or not, I feel that the distance between myself and Donger is gradually estranged.


    And Qiutong, though approaching day by day, is ultimately a dream, a dream of self mutilation.


    Although Haizhu made a concession for me and Donger, now she''s back when Donger left me. She''s more determined than last time and says she won''t quit.


    I know that she really loves me, does not love me for any material and fame, just like the clouds.


    For Haizhu, I believe that even if I was reduced to begging again, she would never leave me.


    At this time, the word responsibility takes the upper hand in my mind. Yes, a man must be responsible. Since he has done it, he should be responsible for his own behavior and be worthy of his conscience. Haizhu is so affectionate and righteous to me that I can''t be a heartbreaker.


    Since I have to Haizhu, then I have to Haizhu responsible, this is a man must bear the responsibility, otherwise, I waste for a man, pig and dog!


    Think of floating life like a dream, think of Qiutong, my heart some sad and miserable, no matter how much I love her in my heart, she is not mine, she is Li Shunli boss.


    Looking at the Haizhu in front of me, I sighed in my heart. Such a charming woman gave me her most precious things without hesitation, followed me and loved me deeply. What else can I say?


    Thinking of this, I bowed my head and kissed Haizhu''s forehead: "Haizhu, I will be responsible for you!"


    When I say this, my heart has decided to treat Haizhu wholeheartedly, to be responsible for her life, to try to let go of my thoughts about floating life like a dream and Qiutong, to try to accept her and love her.


    Of course, I don''t think much about whether I can really do it or how far I can do it.


    At this time, I take it for granted that my love and marriage, my life, has been determined to be spent with Haizhu.


    Just, I didn''t think of four words: the world is unpredictable!


    Haizhu looked at me with a deep smile, very sweet and honey, very happy and beautiful.


    Haizhu and I got up. Wearing my big underpants and T-shirt, Haizhu began to clean up the mess of our bed. I took a bath first, and then put on my clothes. Haizhu had made up the bed completely and changed the sheets.


    I watched Haizhu come and go busily in my fat clothes and said, "where''s your luggage?"


    "In my Haifeng elder brother''s place, my elder brother has gone to the headquarters in Shenzhen and hasn''t come back yet!" Haizhu said as she tidied up her wardrobe.


    "How can I go out and meet people in my clothes all the time?" I said, "I didn''t wash the wet clothes last night."


    "I''ll do it now. You and I have to do the wet clothes and the sheets!" Haizhu looked at me and said, "brother, I''ll give you the key to Haifeng''s dormitory. Can you help me to get my luggage?"


    Haifeng lives in a house with two bedrooms and one living room. Haizhu usually lives with her. Now, it seems that Haizhu will live with me again. Since Haizhu and I have had this kind of relationship, it''s natural for Haizhu to live with me.


    I nodded, Haizhu gave me the key, I went directly to Haifeng unit, out, sunny, today is the weekend, it is a sunny day.


    I look at my cell phone. It''s 10 a.m.


    I went to Haifeng''s dormitory, which is on the same floor as Dong''Er''s Bachelor''s dormitory. After I went in, I picked up Dong''Er''s suitcase and closed the door directly. I went downstairs and stood by the side of the road to take a taxi.


    Just at this time, I saw Zhang Xiaotian''s Audi A6 driving slowly, just in front of me, and then Donger got out of the car.


    Zhang Xiaotian and Dong''Er were surprised to see me. Dong''Er looked at me and the suitcase in my hand.


    Although Dong''Er is a little bit powdery, he still can''t hide the trace of staying up late, and his eyes are black.


    Zhang Xiaotian seems to be a little silly. He didn''t even get off the car. He didn''t turn off the engine. He seems to be ready to start the car to run away at any time for fear that I will beat him.


    I did not look at Zhang Xiaotian, looking at the appearance of Dong''Er, at that moment, my heart was completely broken.


    I''m totally desperate for Dong''Er. Dong''Er has only come back since she went out last night. What has she done? Don''t ask, just look at the expression of staying up late on her face!


    My heart is cruel to the extreme, tooth root almost to bite, but still try to make a relaxed as if nothing happened expression.


    Dong''Er turned around and waved to Zhang Xiaotian: "Mr. Zhang, thank you for seeing me off. You go back first. Goodbye!"


    Zhang Xiaotian seems to have been waiting for Dong''Er''s words, and then ran away.


    Dong Er then looked at me: "Xiao Ke, you are How can I carry my suitcase? "


    I said coldly, "does this have anything to do with you?"Dong''Er seemed a little embarrassed, and then said, "I went out early in the morning and just came back I just met you... "


    I snorted from my nose: "are you lying to ghosts? Early in the morning When did you get up early on weekends? "


    Dong''Er''s face turned red, and then he said, "I Actually, I I went out to play mahjong last night and played all night with some business owners. No, I just came back. "


    I was furious, a set of lies was exposed by me, and a new set, playing mahjong, GUI Cai believed that she must have been fooling around with Zhang Xiaotian last night!


    Thinking of this, I felt a strong pain in my heart. I hated Dong''Er very much. I suppressed my anger and looked at Dong''Er coldly: "does this have anything to do with me?"


    "Yes." Dong''Er seems to stop talking.


    "There''s a fart!" I couldn''t help it, and burst out: "you think I don''t know, you''ve gone out late at night with other men again and again, and you still have something to do with me, do you think wearing a green hat has something to do with me? If you don''t come back, don''t you think I have no money now? Don''t you just want to be rich? Don''t you just want to be affiliated with big money?


    "I was really blind before, but now I finally understand that when I am in trouble, I see people''s heart. When I am prosperous, you are kind to me. I am not rare. When I am in trouble, you behave like this, and I am sober Well, since you like the pursuit of material enjoyment, since you want to have money, then you go, I don''t stop you, I can''t stop you, I''m not qualified to stop you


    "But I remind you that one day, you will regret it. You will fall badly. I tell you the truth, why did Zhang Xiaotian come to you? He wanted to revenge me. He and I are enemies. Now he is using you to revenge me OK, you''re good. You can help the dog to revenge on your ex boyfriend. You can enjoy the pleasure. "


    Then I picked up the box and left.


    "Xiao Ke, you Listen to me I have something to say to you Dong Er reaches for my arm.


    I flung away Dong''Er''s hand, stepped back, pointed to Dong''Er and said coldly, "don''t touch me - I''m dirty!"


    "Xiao Ke, you --" Donger''s eyes suddenly burst into tears.


    As soon as Dong''Er cries, my heart suddenly softens. However, when I think of what I saw last night and just now, my heart is torn. My whole heart seems to be crushed and broken.


    I can''t accept this scene. I can''t accept that my woman and other men go out for the night. Especially this man is my opponent. I can''t accept that my woman helps other men to revenge me.


    I glared at Dong''Er fiercely and strode forward with Haizhu''s suitcase. After a short walk, I stopped a taxi.


    After getting on the bus, I couldn''t help looking back. Dong''Er was still standing there looking at me, looking lonely and lonely.


    My heart was convulsed, my facial muscles were convulsed, and I suddenly turned around, tears were pouring down.


    I know that the relationship between Donger and me is completely over. In the past nine months, I can believe that she didn''t do anything. However, today, last night, I saw with my own eyes that I can''t deceive my own eyes. Donger''s dark circles and Zhang Xiaotian''s guilty eyes have already explained everything.


    Dong''Er never liked playing mahjong before. Today, she made up this story to fool me and cover up the fact that she and Zhang Xiaotian went out for the night. How can I believe it! She made a solid green hat for me to wear, let me be a bastard, how can I forgive her again!


    I think sadly, my first love tossed and tossed, or finally ended, completely ended, leaving me a chicken feather and numerous scars.


    I went back to my dormitory dejected. Haizhu was washing clothes and sheets, and the washing machine was ringing.


    "Brother - you came back, so fast:" Haizhu came to take the box in my hand, with a sweet smile: "good brother, dear, hard work."


    Then Haizhu gave me a kiss on the lip.


    I looked at Haizhu in a dazed way. My mind had not recovered from the blow just now.


    "Brother - what''s the matter with you?" Haizhu looked at me with some doubts and concerns on her face.


    I looked at Haizhu silently for a long time without saying anything. For a moment, I opened my arms, hugged Haizhu in my arms, and put my chin against Haizhu''s hair


    Haizhu quietly obedient in my arms, do not speak.


    After a while, I let go of Haizhu. Haizhu looked up at me.


    I tried to smile at Haizhu: "Zhu, I''m fine It''s OK. "


    Haizhu sighed: "well It''s OK. I didn''t think you looked good just now. "


    I laughed: "that''s tired."


    "Tired?"


    "Yes, I drank so much last night and worked hard in bed. Can I not be tired?" I made a joke on purpose. I know that I can''t bring my feelings to Haizhu because of Donger. She is innocent.


    Haizhu blushed, laughed shyly, raised her small fist and hit me: "brother villain I''ll leave you alone. I''ll do the laundryI lay down on the sofa and closed my eyes. I saw Dong''Er''s dark eyes and Zhang Xiaotian''s unkind expression again. I felt depressed for a long time


    Before I knew it, I fell asleep.


    This sleep, I sleep very deep, very heavy, seems to be in the pain to the depth of a relief had to put down to find a safe.


    It was 2 p.m. when I woke up, I was covered with a blanket, and Haizhu was sitting in front of me, holding her cheek and staring at me.


    See me wake up, Haizhu bent over, deeply kiss my lips


    I hold Haizhu''s body and kiss he