Donger''s last few words arouse some pain and memory in my heart. I can''t help thinking of the days and nights after I went bankrupt and left ningzhou, and of my thoughts and thoughts during those countless sleepless days.


    My heart is deep in pain.


    Bitterly thought, perhaps, in this world, everyone''s heart will hide some cocoons. Everyone will be like a silkworm, whenever I think of those painful past, I will spit out some long silk in my heart, forming a thick cocoon, wrapping the past in it.


    If you don''t have the courage to tear these cocoons, those cruel memories will stay in your heart forever. Perhaps, only calm face, calm calm, brave to tear the cocoon in the heart, the pain of life will pupate into a butterfly.


    Just, do I have the courage to tear the cocoon in my heart?


    I stood in the same place for a long time before driving to Haizhu company with gloomy mood.


    Haizhu was busy outside the company with the planning and dispatching staff. When she saw me coming in, she pulled me to her office with a happy face and closed the door. She jumped into my arms, put her arms around my neck, and gave me two kisses on my face. Then she happily said, "brother, let me tell you a good news The group funds of Sanshui group are all paid to our company''s account at one time today. "


    "Oh..." I nodded: "good! They are very much in accordance with the contract


    "Brother, why aren''t you happy?" Haizhu looks up at me.


    "Ha ha..." Why am I not happy


    "Tut tut Thirteen million I''ve never seen so much money since I was a kid! " Haizhu couldn''t help but say: "Hey, brother, we are really rich After finishing this list, we will make more than 800000 yuan. "


    "With such a large list, you only earn more than 800000 yuan, or gross profit. Do you think it''s a lot?" I looked down at Haizhu and squeezed her nose.


    "Hee hee Yes In fact, I don''t think much about it. Of course, if only these 13 million were ours! " Haizhu said with a smile.


    "It''s not hard for us to get all the 13 million. It''s easy! It depends on whether you have the courage to do it I said.


    "How to do it?" Haizhu looks at me curiously.


    I said: "abscond with money, the company is not open, directly with the 13 million run, this is not OK, the money is ours!"


    Haizhu laughed: "brother, you are really creative. You can come up with this idea. It''s a crime. We are wanted all over the country. We have to worry about where we go. Although we have money, we can''t live any longer Ha ha Besides, we can''t do such immoral things It''s a pity for our ancestors. "


    I looked at Haizhu: "Haizhu, you say, if I''m a wanted criminal, would you still follow me?"


    Haizhu was stunned and looked at me: "brother, how can you say that? How can you be a criminal if you do things well and do nothing against the law? "


    I said, "I''m assuming! Answer me... "


    Haizhu thought for a while and said, "there are two kinds of crimes. One is to do something illegal or unreasonable, the other is to commit a negligent crime, or to be framed, or to act with good intentions but unintentionally violate the law If you are the latter, I will not blame you, I will wait for you all my life But if you were the former, I would I''ll be sad all my life. "


    My heart sank and my face twitched.


    Haizhu looked at me: "brother, what''s the matter with you? Of course you won''t commit a crime Aren''t we assuming Why do you take it seriously? Ha ha Look at your expression, it''s like you really broke the law Hee hee, you can''t join the underworld like in Hong Kong movies. "


    The speaker has no intention, the listener has intention, my heart can''t help a sudden surprise.


    I gritted my teeth and looked at Haizhu: "ah Zhu, you are right. I joined the underworld I''m not only a member of the underworld, but also a big brother of the underworld. "


    Haizhu smelled and looked at me with wide eyes.


    My heart shrinks tightly and stares at Haizhu.


    Haizhu burst out laughing, laughing back and forth.


    "Ha ha, brother, you are so funny. You make me laugh to death You look serious. If I don''t know you, I''ll believe you. You can really act It''s a story of the whole day... " Haizhu covered her stomach and laughed out of breath: "brother, OK, you are a triad, you are a cell phone Then I''m also a triad. I''m still a big sister Ha ha... "


    Haizhu was very happy and relaxed. She was so happy that her tears came out. She seemed to be sure that I was teasing her.


    My heart can''t laugh or cry, but still very depressed, reluctantly with Haizhu smile.


    "Well, brother, don''t tease me. I have a stomachache with laughter." Haizhu wiped the tears from her smile, then threw himself up to me, hugged me, kissed my lips, and murmured: "how can my good brother be a triad? I won''t believe it if I kill him Even if people all over the world join the underworld, you won''t We are all the children of serious families. We don''t want to join in that thing. We have to go through the dayHaizhu''s words make my heart heavy


    "Sister Haizhu, why are you so happy?" With the sound, Haizhu office door was suddenly pushed open, small pro Ru appeared in the door.


    Seeing Haizhu hugging me, xiaoqinru covered her eyes with her hand and cried, "ah - ah - I didn''t see anything, I didn''t see anything."


    Haizhu let me go. Her face was red. She pulled xiaoqinru and spanked her twice: "dead girl, I want you to come in without knocking Hit your ass


    Xiaoqinru dodges and plays with Haizhu. After a long time, they are quiet.


    "Sister, what were you laughing about? I heard it from the outside Is it because the water group won''t receive it today? " Xiaoqinru shakes Haizhu''s arm.


    "Hee hee Not all. I made my brother laugh. " Haizhu said: "just now my brother bragged to me that he was the boss of the underworld Ha ha, my brother is a big brother, then I''m a big sister. Ha ha, xiaoqinru, are you kidding me? "


    "Er..." Xiaoqinru looked at Haizhu and me. Her mouth was half open and she nodded: "Oh It''s funny It''s funny. "


    With that, xiaoqinru suddenly put out her hand and covered her mouth tightly.


    Obviously, looking at xiaoqinru''s manner and performance, she should know something about me more or less from the emperor. However, she seems to know the importance of keeping this secret, especially for Haizhu. She has always kept it a secret, even pretending not to know anything in front of me. I think this should be the emperor''s special warning to her!


    "Well, xiaoqinru, go to buy dinner. Everyone is hungry. We''re going to have dinner." Haizhu happily spanks xiaoqinru again.


    Small pro Ru back to God, busy out, before going out, turned around, made a face at me.


    After xiaoqinru left, Haizhu closed the door of the office, threw herself into my arms, hugged my waist, kissed my face, and said with a smile, "I''m sorry, I just let xiaoqinru see it."


    At this moment, I suddenly feel a little discouraged. Since Haizhu will not believe it, why do I have to hurt her? Do you have to make her sad and scared?


    I want to get rid of Li Shun as soon as possible, get rid of this evil underworld, and live a normal life.


    I am one of the hundreds of millions of people in China.


    I don''t want to be known to the princes, and I don''t want to be rich in the world. I just want to make money on my own ability, do what I can, and let myself and my relatives live a better life as much as possible.


    This is the pursuit of my little fart people. Of course, in this pursuit, I also want to reflect the value of my life, constantly improve my ideals and goals in constant struggle, and strive to go further and stand higher. My principle of struggle is: I work hard in the world, success or failure does not have to depend on me.


    I patted Haizhu on the back: "well, don''t be intimate. If you let another colleague come in to see it, you will be more embarrassed."


    "Ha ha..." Haizhu let go of me, but she couldn''t help kissing my lips, and then looked at me with a smile: "brother I always want to stick to you I want to stick to you when I see you. "


    I reached into Haizhu''s leg, rubbed it across the clothes, and said, "if you stick to me again, I can''t stand it. Do you believe me, I will untie your belt now."


    Haizhu began to laugh and quickly stepped back, saying, "I really believe you, I believe I''ll leave you alone


    I sit at Haizhu''s desk and turn to the latest business report.


    Haizhu came over: "President Yi, chairman Hai will give you a report on the work of these days."


    I laughed: "don''t report, I''m watching."


    Haizhu laughed and said: "brother, since we took the big order of Sanshui group and had the intention of strategic cooperation with them, I think our way of making money has been much wider all of a sudden I wonder if we can adjust our thinking in the next step. "


    "How to adjust?" I said.


    "It''s mainly aimed at the business department, focusing on the big and letting go of the small." Haizhu said: "focus on the team that makes more money, focus on the big team, and other small teams that don''t make much money. As long as they don''t come here by themselves, I think they can put them in moderation After all, the list given by Sanshui group is enough for us to earn. "


    I thought about it and looked at Haizhu: "a Zhu, let me ask you a question. What''s your goal of doing things?"


    "Make money, my silly brother!" Haizhu said.


    I was silent.


    "What''s the matter? My husband, is what I said wrong? " Haizhu smiles at me.


    I lit a cigarette, took two puffs, and then puffed out a thick puff of smoke at Haizhu.


    "Oh - you''re dead. You''re choking me." Haizhu waved away the smoke.


    I leaned on the back of the chair and said, "Zhu, I don''t agree with you just now."


    "What''s the difference?" Haizhu said, "the goal of our business is to make money. Am I wrong?"