Suddenly, an idea welled up in my heart. Did Haizhu not know that Kong Kun had been in my room for such a long time? That pair of invisible peep my eyes will not find, will not report to Haizhu? Kong Kun stayed in my room for so long, why didn''t I receive Haizhu''s greeting message or phone call? Is Is it Kong Kun who Haizhu arranged to watch me?


    Thinking of this, I can''t help but feel awed. Yes, maybe it''s really Kong Kun. Only she can enter my room without fear and don''t worry about Haizhu.


    It seems reasonable to think so.


    Thinking wildly, I heard the faint voice of talking and laughing outside the door, and Xiaoxue''s cheerful voice.


    They went out to play back, I look at the time, 11 o''clock, play time is really not short.


    At this time, someone knocked on the door, and then came the voice of Xiaoxue: "Uncle Yi Uncle Yi, open the door Little bunny, open the door. Grandma''s back


    I went to open the door. Xiaoxue was standing at the door, holding a bag in her hand. Behind her, there were clouds, Xiayu and Qin Lu.


    "You''re back." I said.


    "Yes, uncle Yi, we brought back delicious food for you. We brought back two, one for you and one for mom." Xiaoxue raises the bag in her hand.


    I took it and patted Xiaoxue on the face: "OK, thank you, ha..."


    Xia Yu then poked his head and looked inside: "Hello - is there any private goods hidden in the room?"


    I grinned: "what do you mean?"


    "Hey, hey, I want to see if you don''t have Jinwucangjiao." Xia Yu makes a face.


    "What a joke." I pulled my face.


    Qin Lu and cloud laugh.


    Xia Yu looked at me: "ah, handsome man, you look very handsome in your pajamas Do you want me to take a picture for you Come on, Lulu, let me borrow your cell phone. "


    In order to keep up with me, Xia Yu also changed to a Nokia black-and-white mobile phone like me, which has a camera function.


    As soon as Xia Yu wanted to take a picture for me, I quickly shrunk back and closed the door. There was a burst of laughter outside.


    After eating, I went to sleep.


    Lying on the bed, I can''t help thinking of Qiu Tong next door. She hasn''t appeared tonight. What is she doing at this time? Is she asleep? If not, what is she thinking?


    Thinking of what happened during the day and almost doing Kong Kun at night, my heart was in a mess, tossing and turning, and I fell asleep for a long time


    In my sleep, I dream of Buddha again.


    I asked the Buddha: why don''t you give all the women face?


    Buddha said: it''s just a flash in the pan. It''s used to blind the eyes of the secular world. There''s no beauty equal to a pure benevolent heart. I give it to every woman, but someone has made her gray.


    I asked Buddha: how can I be as wise as you?


    Buddha said: Buddha is the past, man is the future Buddha, I was as naive as you.


    I asked Buddha: what if you meet someone you can love, but you''re afraid you can''t grasp them?


    Buddha said: how much love to stay in the world, to meet the changes of the floating world; do happy things with lovers, do not ask whether it is robbery or fate.


    I asked Buddha: how old are you?


    Buddha said: even if I am one year old, I am also Buddha. Even if you are 100 years old, if you stick to your heart, it is also human.


    I asked the Buddha: what does it mean that things are impermanent?


    Buddha said: impermanence is constancy, ignorance, so fearless


    I asked Buddha: how to make the heart no longer feel lonely?


    Buddha said: every heart is born lonely and incomplete. Most of them spend their lives with this kind of deformity, because when they meet the other half who can make it perfect, they either miss it or lose the qualification to own it.


    I asked Buddha: Why are there so many regrets in the world?


    Buddha said: This is a whirling world, whirling regret, no regret, give you more happiness will not experience happiness.


    I asked Buddha: why does it always snow in my sad heart?


    Buddha said: winter always comes, leave some memory.


    I asked Buddha: why is it that every snow is my lonely night?


    Buddha said: when lonely, people always miss a lot of real beauty.


    I asked Buddha: will it snow in my heart?


    Buddha said: don''t just stare at this season, miss this winter, next year just know how to cherish.


    I asked Buddha: Why are my feelings always up and down? Why am I so persistent?


    Buddha said: all self-knowledge, all heart knowledge, the moon has surplus and shortage, the tide has ups and downs, ups and downs for peace. The edge is ice, hold the ice in my arms; when the ice melts, I find that the edge is gone. Persistence is like the abyss, is gradually into the death along the line, persistence is like dust, is futile return, persistence is like tears, is dripping into the heart of the broken, broken and scattered


    I''m speechless.


    The Buddha went on to say: I divide everything in the world into ten realms: Buddha, Bodhisattva, voice, predestination, heaven, Asura, man, beast, hungry ghost and hell; heaven, Asura, man, beast, hungry ghost and hell are six beings, and the six beings have to experience the cycle of cause and effect, from which they experience pain. In the process of experiencing pain, only by understanding the true meaning of life can we get eternal lifeI ponder, ponder for a long time


    I think hard, but I can''t understand it


    In a trance, another sentence rings in my ear: if you want a simple love, work at sunrise and rest at sunset; enjoy the sunshine, breeze, rain and dusk in the morning together. The truly beautiful scenery doesn''t need to stay in the memory; when you feel happy, no matter what kind of scenery you see, it is beautiful, even if you are lonely, you won''t be lonely; let love stand the fleeting time, and the hand in hand and happiness in the ordinary light is the most precious


    The next day, according to Haizhu''s previous arrangement, Zhang Xiaotian and Kong Kun took you to the Danshan Chishui scenic spot near ningzhou. I didn''t go with them on the pretext of seeing my classmates.


    Qiutong''s air has returned to normal. Listening to what I said, she nodded with a smile and seemed to understand very well.


    When Xia Yu heard that I would not go, she was not willing to stay and go to see my classmates with me. I firmly refused.


    Xia Yu blew my beard and glared at me for a long time, but he went to the mountain with the army.


    Then, I went to the small Bund, went to a nearby teahouse, and asked for a single room.


    Soon, Lin Yaru and the other three special combat team members came.


    After a brief greeting, I listened to everyone''s work report in detail, and made further arrangements for future work.


    I know that my arrangement may be just for reference to them. First of all, they have to obey the orders of the base camp. If my instructions conflict with those of the base camp, then my words are in vain.


    But I still want to say that the key point of my instructions is to protect Haizhu and my family, as well as Zhang Xiaotian, xiaoqinru and others, and to protect the normal operation of Haizhu''s company. At the same time, we should pay close attention to the surrounding activities, pay close attention to the suspicious people in the company, and find out the potential insiders as soon as possible. They are also required to keep close horizontal contact with Fang Aiguo of Xinghai while keeping close vertical contact with the base camp.


    After the group meeting, I really want to see my classmates.


    The classmate I went to see was the dead Duan Xianglong.


    At this time, somehow, I have no hatred for Duan Xianglong. Maybe people are like this. No matter what kind of resentment they have against the living, once people die, those resentments will disappear. You''re dead. At this time, I think more about, after all, he is my classmate, after all, he died young.


    Accompanied by Lin Yaru, I went to the cemetery and stood in front of Duan Xianglong''s tomb for a long time


    When I think of my college classmates with Duan Xianglong, the disputes with Duan Xianglong over the years, and the entanglement between Duan Xianglong and Dong''Er that I haven''t fully understood up to now, I can''t help but sigh with emotion


    Lin Yaru has been standing beside me without saying anything. After a while, she folded a handful of wild flowers from the side and handed them to me.


    I put the bouquet in front of Duan Xianglong''s tomb, kept silent for a moment, then turned and left


    That afternoon, we flew back to Xinghai.


    This is the end of the muddle headed trip to visit relatives in ningzhou.


    At the airport, Qiutong received a call from Haizhu. Haizhu asked Qiutong to apologize for her failure to accompany and see you off. At the same time, I wish you a safe journey.


    Haizhu only called Qiutong and didn''t call anyone else, including me.


    This made me feel embarrassed and uncomfortable. I don''t know why Haizhu did it.


    After Haizhu''s phone call and conveying Haizhu''s apologies and blessings, Qiutong looks at me with a slightly uneasy look on her face


    Qiutong and I looked at each other for a moment, and then turned to look at you.


    I saw Qin Lu looking at Qiu Tong and me intentionally or unconsciously while talking and laughing with you


    Qin Lu''s unpredictable eyes make my heart uneasy, inexplicable uneasy.


    But I don''t want to know why I won''t sing it. It''s a divine song, which most people can''t sing.


    At 7 p.m., we arrived at Xinghai successfully.


    This trip is a smooth conclusion, but I don''t know if it is successful or not.


    On the night of arriving at Xinghai, a secret telegram came from the golden triangle. It said: in a few days, important people will arrive


    The message is very short, only this sentence.


    I repeatedly pondered over the meaning of this telegram. How many days, more than ten days or dozens of days? Look at the literal understanding, seems to be the latest meaning, then, what is the latest day? And, arrival, where to arrive? The scope is not clear. Will it reach the mainland, Xinghai, ningzhou or other places? Also, who is this important person? Li Shun? Lao Qin? Or a special envoy sent by Li Shun? Or other important people who have close relationship with Li Shun?


    The message is too vague to make any clear judgment from the simple sentence?


    Why should such a vague message be sent? Is it a need for confidentiality or for some other purpose? Since the message was sent to me, why is it so vague? Why do you want to tell me this but not so clearly? Do you still have reservations about me? Is it a sign of distrust to some extent?After pondering for a long time, the more thinking, the more confused.