When I said this, I immediately felt that I was a bit presumptuous and impolite. After all, it was a matter of privacy.


    My heart is also a little embarrassed, but the words a export, can not take back.


    And Qiu Tong seems to have no such ideas at this time, it seems that her curiosity and interest at this time overwhelm the problem of impoliteness.


    Jin Jingze said with a smile: "my aunt''s life is full of ups and downs. As for the question you asked, ha ha, I don''t know. Come on, let''s drink."


    Obviously, Jin Jingze did not want to talk about this issue in front of outsiders and politely refused. I don''t think he doesn''t know, but he doesn''t want to say.


    Since Jin Jingze said so, I can''t ask any more questions. Otherwise, I''m looking for embarrassment.


    I then smile: "sorry, I should not ask this, too impolite."


    Jin Jingze silent smile, did not speak, raised the glass.


    I raised my glass, too.


    With an expression of regret and understanding, Qiutong also raised his glass


    After drinking, Jin Jingze seemed to have some emotion. He looked at us and said, "what do you say is the truth of fate?"


    Qiu Tong and I did not speak, looking at Jin Jingze, the clouds did not speak.


    "If we say that life is a vagrant, then consciousness is on the way. The coolness of life is the truth of fate." Jin Jingze said, and added: "floating world changes like a dream, when the heart does not wake up is the grave!"


    When the heart does not wake up, it is a grave. My heart moved and I couldn''t help reciting it in my heart.


    Qiu Tong looks at Jin Jingze with thoughtful eyes.


    "That''s what my aunt once said." Jin Jingze said nothing again.


    It seems that Jin Jingze''s words are a euphemistic answer to my question just now.


    Qiu Tong could not help but sigh, his expression was a little dim


    Then Qiu Tong looks at Jin Jingze: "only a person who deeply understands the truth of fate will be able to fight bravely with fate, better control the boat of fate, and march forward in the bitter sea of life And your aunt, it should be such a person. "


    Jin Jingze nodded: "although you and my aunt have known each other for a short time, you can see it accurately and say it correctly. It''s true that my aunt is such a person Although she believes in fate, she is a person who will never give in to it. "


    "If she had given in to fate earlier, she would not be what she is today." Qiu Tong said.


    "Yes Jin Jingze nodded again.


    "Some fates can be resisted, while others are helpless." Qiu Tong said to himself.


    Jin Jingze looked at Qiutong with wide eyes: "you You say the same thing I My aunt used to say the same thing


    I can''t help but look at Qiutong with wide eyes.


    Autumn Tong gently Oh a, looking at Jin Jingze: "really?"


    "It''s true, of course." Jin Jingze said, "it seems true that you are predestined with my aunt."


    Qiu Tong laughed, nodded, shook his head and said in a soft voice: "from a person''s birth to a person''s death, this is undoubtedly a process of life. After all the ups and downs, we are all twists and turns on every road. We are moving forward all the time, and the ups and downs, joys and sorrows, together, have built the cornerstone of our destiny for no reason


    "In the world, we are small, and we are great. Some people say it''s all fate; others say it''s life, indomitable life You say, "what is fate?"


    Qiutong looks at us.


    "What is destiny?" I said: "is not to rely on their own hands, to unremitting efforts, to unremitting struggle. I think that should be our only truth. "


    Jinze nodded, too


    Qiu Tong said: "maybe it should be like this. There are always some mysterious things in history that deserve our awe. From this, we begin to believe that there are some unspeakable mysteries in the world.


    "It is just this unspeakable fact that creates destiny, which makes people have to believe that we have no intention to fight against it, but we are not willing to give in. This may be a kind of speech that people often use, a word of self encouragement. "


    Jin Jingze said: "the ancients said that man will conquer nature, but at the same time, the ancients also said that heaven''s destiny cannot be violated. If you think about it carefully, there are many more about it, and many of them are full of contradictions. But it also shows a kind of spirit, a kind of continuous progress, and a kind of gradual challenge to life. "


    Qiu Tong said with a smile: "if we understand it literally, fate and luck should be separated. Life can be life. First of all, there is no choice, at least not in our own hands, but in the hands of the previous generation or in the dark. And luck is up to us. What do people say about talent, talent, genius


    "That''s true. Sometimes you have to believe that the greatness and lofty value of life is really controlled by freedom in the dark. Maybe we are inclined to skepticism in one point, that is, we are not completely sure, and we are not willing to blindly deny it. It is necessary to be cautious, at least until we have a clear idea. "I seemed to feel some kind of entanglement and contradiction in Qiutong''s heart, and said: "turn over historical allusions, sometimes you can''t believe it, there are many things that can''t be explained clearly, maybe this is life! Of course, luck also can not be underestimated, I won the lottery, I picked up the money and so on, often some accidental factors created luck, an accident is nothing, if a lot of accidental fit together, it may be inevitable. Luck is always accompanied by opportunities, and opportunities also attach more importance to luck.


    "As the saying goes, a slap can''t make a sound. If you are willing, you will only ask for trouble. Who wants you to? Who''s to blame, no or yourself? In a word, sometimes fate is irresistible, but sometimes it can be resisted. "


    After listening to me, Qiu Tong''s eyes darkened again, and then said: "life can naturally depend on choice, on one''s efforts, diligence and more or less grasp. Maybe you don''t know when it will slip away, otherwise you won''t notice it again.


    "It''s ridiculous. It''s still contradictory, but it''s also a dialectical complementary relationship. When a person has no choice, you may as well try to take a chance. Of course, it''s also when you have to. If you play roulette, you don''t know when it will turn to that position. You have to wait. If it''s good, you get it. If it''s bad, it''s hard to say.


    "It''s still a sentence: fate. Some fates can be fought, but some fates are determined by personality, are born, and cannot be changed For those who can not change the fate, in addition to accept, what can be done


    Qiu Tong''s words made my heart sink. I know, in her weak appearance, in fact, there is a persistent and stubborn heart.


    Jin Jingze obviously didn''t know what Qiutong was thinking. He didn''t seem to understand Qiutong''s words. He was silent for a moment and said, "in fact, we should believe that fate is in our own hands. It depends on how you use it and how you grasp it. As for winning or losing, it''s all up to you. So, no matter when you face fate, you don''t have to look to the sky, but to your own hands. "


    Qiu Tong smiles with tolerance and nods.


    The cloud sat there quietly, with a thoughtful expression, listening to our discussion about fate, and never spoke. It seems that she is also thinking about her own destiny


    I understand Jin Jingze''s point of view, but I know the meaning of Qiutong''s words better. I know that in Qiutong''s heart, her understanding of fate is: in the dark, the map of life has already been drawn, and people just follow the map to find their own route step by step, which belongs to the established goal.


    For her, this is fate, which holds the gate of time. Tragedy and comedy are eternal in a flash, and accidental nodes become the inevitable path of time and space. Life can''t help itself when it is caught in the big waves. It can only watch the soul return to nature and vanish. That''s all.


    Ignorant, it seems that fate is a cold sword, chasing the warm blood. It doesn''t hurt indifference, and indifference doesn''t hurt it. Its double blades must pierce the warm-blooded people''s warm-hearted.


    Occupation is life, and salvation is life. That''s fate.


    To move from one kind of occupation to another is to save by the other side and cover the original one. Fate leaves behind such a verse, and everyone lives in it.


    What can escape is fate, what cannot escape is choice.


    I look at the jinjingze Qiutong clouds and Xiaoxue in front of me, thinking that their lives and lives have their own choices, and I also have my own destiny.


    Thinking of the chairman''s aunt, what will her fate be in the end?


    After the birthday party, Jin Jingze, who is slightly drunk, leaves. Tomorrow he will be very busy and can''t come to see us off in person.


    We understand and sincerely thank him for his hospitality.


    Before he left, Jin Jingze took Xiaoxue in his arms and gave him a kiss. Then he put Xiaoxue down and said to the cloud, "Xiaoyun, Xiaoyun You drink a lot I admit I can''t drink you... "


    The clouds chuckled.


    "Next time I go to China, I''ll have a good drink with you. I don''t believe I can''t drink you..." Jin Jingze shook his body and said unconvinced.


    Everyone laughed, I said: "Jingze, you can''t drink cloud is normal, don''t say you, even if I change, I may not be able to drink her."


    "Really?" Jin Jingze is looking at me and the clouds.


    The cloud said to me with a smile, "brother, don''t call me a wine bucket..."


    I laugh.


    "Brother?" Jin Jingze looked at me: "Hey - cloud calls you brother. Aren''t you colleagues? How can she call you brother?"


    I said seriously, "this is our nickname!"


    "Oh "Nickname?" Jin Jingze laughs and looks at the cloud. He turns his eyes slyly: "Hey, little cloud, I''m good friends with Yike. Can you give me a nickname, too? Can you call me brother, too? ""Brother king!" The cloud cried and then laughed.


    "No, it''s better to call me brother." Jin Jingze laughs.


    "Brother king!" The cloud called again.


    "Ah, there''s a difference..." Jin Jingze shook his head dissatisfied.


    "Brother --" Xiaoxue suddenly jumped and called.


    Jin Jingze suddenly opened his mouth.